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Trying to please a Mistress at the cost of your own integrity does not work...I thought I could play the "role" of a Gorean kajirus and kneel at the feet of the most powerful Mistresses and await their command. Yes, I can still kneel, but not in the Gorean lifestyle. I have learned I am a sub male who enjoys giving total control over to a Mistress and losing myself in Her desires. I live a "Vanilla" life of being the one who calls the shots and, where it professionally stimulates me, it also tires my soul. I need to maintain balance in my life and find being a sub male is part of that quest. I am not able to post a photo because of my work and straight family, but I can send one to an inquiring Mistress in search of my service. I will keep the name kajirus4U as I have already made many friends on this site that know me by that name. But, I will take one step closer to who I am vs who I was trying to be and yearn to entertain and serve my Mistress' needs in a variety of ways. I have a lot to bring to the table or I can be the table of your desire. I want to share more, but I must get back to the Mistress' work at hand. I await your instructions on bended knees.

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6/19/2008 9:08:02 AM
I am thinking of updating my profile and adding a few pics.  I am looking for someone to take a few shots of me, probably naked without face or maybe partial face and in some form of restraint or situation.  Does anyone live near the San Fernando Valley who would like to help out?  Also, are there any poses that Doms would find, well, "Interesting"?

6/14/2008 12:13:17 PM

Yesterday I met my first connection from the CM site and I was blown away.  We met at Starbucks for coffee and a chat and felt a strong connection right away.  When I told her how excited I was to see her and that I almost masturbated at the thought, she responded, "well, did you?”  I told her "no, I wanted to save that for your decision."  "Good answer", she replied.

 

We decided to go back to her place to "play" as the energy between us was so strong, you could feel the vibration.  The first thing she wanted me to do was undress to my Speedo type briefs, pull them up my ass and clean her kitchen.  Several times she would walk by and slap my ass and tell me to make sure everything was cleaned just right.

 

After this prelude, she told me to "take those things off", referring to my underwear.  I was so excited to expose myself to her, but embarrassed by my dripping wet spot.  She commanded me to join her in the bedroom to pick out the toys she would use on me and I was amazed at her extensive collection.  Since we agreed to not leave "marks on my body", many of her toys were not put to use, although I yearned for a couple to try out.  We settled on some clips, paddle and chopsticks as the main source of additions to what turned out to be a wonderful session.

 

After inspecting my body--spreading my ass, spreading my legs, grabbing, twisting, pulling and slapping by cock, balls and ass, I began to ryth with pleasure as only a slut/bitch can.  I was totally under her control and finding it natural to surrender to her touch.  She twisted my nipples, grabbed my balls and brought me to my tip toes as she pulled them up as a weight lifter would use a dumb bell.  Many times she pushed me back on the bed and spread my legs to totally expose my manhood, which was totally hers to do as she pleased.  We talked about several fantasies and experiences and she would slap, grab, stroke, twist my cock or balls anytime she got the urge, which was often.  Finally, I asked about the chopsticks--big mistake.

 

Funny thing about chopsticks, when you place a penis between them and apply a rubber band or ponytail holder to each end, you end up with a dick in a mouse trap like device that can begin to hurt, badly.  In addition to the chopsticks, she decided my scrotum needed some clips attached, so she applied several and continued to slap, twist and pull as I wiggled in both pain and pleasure.

 

I was totally under her control and loving it.  Several times our faces would get close enough to smell each other's breath and it was intoxicating.  I wanted to kiss her, but she wouldn't let me go that far.  Instead, she would draw me closer by pulling my cock or balls and just when I thought I would feel her lips on mine, she would slap my face and push my smutty ass back on the bed.

 

Finally, she released my cock from the chopsticks and pulled each clip off my balls.  She talked about exposing me to some of her friends and I felt my heart race at the thought.  I found my dick dripping with excitement and was forced to wipe myself and lick my fingers.  Once I had the misfortune to actually drip on her hands and I licked them clean and got a fresh slap in the balls and twist of my scrotum.

 

We played on and on until it was time to leave.  I wanted to masturbate for her, but she said that would have to happen next time.  In fact, she may even want me to masturbate upside down onto my face and into my mouth.   I hope she lets me...I hope I can play again.  I yearned to be a total slut bitch slave and was elated to hear her say, "I liked playing with you and hope we can play some more soon."

 

I am still high as a kite as I relive the experience and hope to have many more like this with her, her friends and other mistresses who want a handsome slut for their play.


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monika20
 
 Age: 42
 McKinney, Texas