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http://xkcd.com/15/
A good friend told me recently that i can not stop looking for what I want. For a while there, I did. I distanced myself from a lot of great friends on here, and I started dating all vanilla once again. You know what happened? I always felt there was something missing. I'm very talented at changing, and becoming who the other person wants me to become. I'm not robing myself of anything I'm just being me. This is what I want. I want a man that loves every little thing about me, one that realizes I change to fit his needs because that is what I want to give. myself. all of me. to him. This same friend told me that the man I'm looking for will find me, I just have to be patient.
They say you will find what you want when your not looking, I agree, and realize after a longggg time just driving around that i'm not looking anymore, I'm tired of giving myself so quickly to someone and waiting. I'm going to relax, live life how it comes and not feel down on myself. I have a little baby inside of me and to be honest, all of my love is for him or her.
So, blind fold is on (silk of course), and If you want me, your going to have to catch me. I promise, an adventure awaits. <3
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"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding."
~ Anais Nin
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"Be careful Anais, abnormal pleasures kill the taste for normal ones."
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I want to say thank you to everyone that has written to me, and I'm sorry that I haven't written back. To answer most of your questions, I am not looking to be a pet, or move away. Do I like to be called a whore, yes, but have some respect. You do not own me. :)
I am not into online play, or older men for that matter. 40 would be the cutoff. I know, I know, older is better in this lifestyle but I've tried it and I can't do it, i'm sorry.
Oh one last thing, if we talked before, I am very sorry that I may not remember you. it was a long time ago and if you never sent me a picture, but we "talked" all the time, maybe a picture next time will work better.....
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in other news, there will be a munch this Sat, the 27 in South Bend, if you would like to go and meet some awesome people, send me an email :)
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| Age: 36 |
| Aberdeen,
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