So I've finally done it.  I've started to read 50 Shades of Grey.  And while I can clearly see that it was written for vanilla woman, there's a lot of intrigue in it.  It's always fun watching a new innocent thing happen upon this lifestyle from afar.  They're like prey.  The sadist in me is celebrating this novel.  :)

She does not move past the entryway ever.  She does not see him until he is ready.  Instead, she shuts the door behind her and falls to her knees...folding her dress on the floor beside her and removing her bra and panties.  She dons a blindfold per his instructions and she bows forward, crossing ankles behind her, palms crossed and above her head.  Her forehead kisses the ground as she lies there and she suddenly feels open and exposed.  She hears a door and nearly jumps, shivers running down her spine but she remains calm and still.  The sparkling blue plug in her ass remains visible to all who would enter the doorway.  She remains here for what seems like hours before she hears foot steps.  Moments later, she feels the sharp steel of a blade scraping against her spine.  Her back arches as her hair is pulled and she is moved to kneel back.  And as she feels his warm breath against her neck, she exhales a moan.  "Hello, slut..." He whispers in dark, controlling tones...  She gasps and gulps, barely able to push a whispered "Hello, Sir" past her shakey lips...

There are some days where I feel disconnected and today seems to be one of those days.  While the core concept of submission is still deep inside me and beating strong, my sexuality seems to have...shall we say fizzled for the past few days.  Not sure why i'm even posting that on collarme, it's just an interesting phenomenon for me.  i'm usually always ready...easily aroused...always wanton....Perhaps the desperate cumslut will return sooner rather than later.  But in the interim, i'm here...and open to meeting new people.

Note:  I am attracted to all races.  My husband, if it matters to you is black and Korean.  That being said, race in and of itself is NOT a kink for me.

I don't find you superior because of your race and a play on racial slurs etc...does nothing for me.  It's not sexy, and moreover...it's a turn off.  So please don't talk to me about the superiority of your black cock.  Your cock, while I'm sure is wonderful, is not the only part of you that I'm interested in.  

Oh..and AGAIN...please use proper grammar.  We're adults here, let's act like it.

I didn't think this needed adding to my profile, but here it is.  If you have plans of changing me, don't bother.  If you think I'm cute but too fat, don't bother.  I'm not interested in being involved with another person who thinks "She'd be great if..."  I am on collarme to be wanted.  If you don't want me as I am, then please move on.

NOTE:  This comment is not directed towards any individual.  It is, however meant as a caution.  I'm in a fragile state at this point in my life.  As self-assured as I seem, I'm a bit of a basket case.  So NOT being wanted, is not something I'm actively seeking.

Well, i've done it.  i've said goodbye to genvieve and to lildoll.  i will miss those girls, strangely.  It was interesting to me the amount of people who messaged me on each profile and those the only messaged me on one.  Anyway, it's just me now.  Lo.  Little lo.  

Random side note:

If you are going to contact me, please use proper grammar.  "U" is not a word.  I speak eloquently, I expect the same.  Call me crazy, I like something above the shoulders as well as between the hips.