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| I'm new to this. I'm gay. I'm not what I'd call manly but definitely not effiminate. I'm more relationship orientented than hookup oriented. I've dated weak gay men thus far and I'm over it. Maybe all gay men aren't that way but I can't tell from what I've seen. I want to be around strong masculine men and I want please them. I want a real man, someone to take the reigns. I realize this lifestyle isn't exactly/necessarily a relationship in the normal sense. I don't take risks hooking up with random guys. I guess I've always felt like whoring around is disrespectful to the man I hope to be with someday in the future - like I'm protecting his property before he actually has it. I want someone I can trust and be loyal to. As long as I feel safe, I am open to all kinds of things. I also listed couples. I need a man to lead though. Being respectful of his woman and obeying her as I would him would just be natural I think. I know I'm eager to learn and find someone to obey and devote myself to. I'm pretty self sufficient. I don't need anyone to keep me up or anything. I've always tried to live up to the standard of real men and I'm a total fraud. I guess this is my effort to embrace my inferiority to men. I'm trying to figure it out and the lonlier I get the more I find I'm able to open my mind to.
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| Age: 22 |
| San Antonio,
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