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| I think there are many who will relate to the following, when puberty suddenly arrives the sexual fantasies begin to emerge, those that are destined to be involved with the BDSM scene begin to have different fantasies compared to their friends, I was one of those who adolescent fantasies were quite dark and quite difficult to understand. Then the time arrives when you lose your bdsm virginity, then it begins to fall into place and starts to make sense. Then as you develop into the scene and mature both physically and mentally you begin to experiment more and more trying new activities that you would not have even considered in earlier times. I feel I am ready to take my ultimate fantasy into reality and that is Slavery or TPE. I am totally open to a life where I relocate to you into a permanent position or we are not as such a couple and the owner maintains a separate life but maintains total control and keeps me as his or her or their pet slave totally at their beck and call.
I have been submissive all of my life, I have had a few long term Dominants use me and many casual users whilst being in vanilla relationships. I went with casual or was told to or made to or it was arranged, as humiliation has always been played a big part in my life. I am honest and I am not going to commit to anything as it is still a fantasy, but it is an overwhelming psychological fantasy. I would wish to begin a journey with someone who is willing to put this submissive through and induction course, where the course becomes ever increasingly more difficult and more challenging for me to adhere to until the goal is reached where I do become your slave even to the point where I am marked as such. The induction time frame could be quite quick but I do not know until it begins, I may take to TPE Slavery like a duck to water or maybe it will take somewhat longer.
Before you read any further I suggest you take note, I am very experienced in the scene and I can spot time wasters, players and con artists that promise the world and have nothing to back it up.
This is a paragraph from a TPE website ‘Whichever way we choose to look at it, a Total Power Exchange involves the giving of your whole self to another human being. In that defining moment, whether it be for 24 hours a day 365 days a year, or for just a few hours or days, it has to be done with trust and truth – and faith in the person who offers the power as well as in the one who accepts. Only then is it truly a Total Power Exchange.’ . The main factors for me are truth and trust and an owner who respects his property and treats it with care and not a mindless dead beat thug.
Also if you are seeking a cash cow to fund your dead beat couch potato lifestyle then go elsewhere, if you don’t like the above then don’t reply it’s as simple as that. I am single, I work and I am not seeking someone to fund me.
My toes were dipped into the link between pain and pleasure in my mid-teens and that first experience transported me on a journey which I still have to complete. Can you complete it for me?
I do not see any point in listing my likes, dislikes and hard limits because I do realise a TPE does require total devotion to another’s requirements. Many activities are abhorrent to me but there are no exclusions except for extreme body modification and death. My mind is all over the place writing this profile and I am rambling on, on one side my clit is hard and my knickers are very wet and on the other side I am as scared as hell. Initial correspondence for me is essential, but I can assure you I am not seeking an extended period of electronic communication and early proof of genuiness is assured and required. I think for now it is time to finish, before my rambling becomes incoherent.
So julie is signing off.
Just as I thought I had finished I feel I have to add a post scriptum. I will not do online unless we have already met in person and there is arranged times for further meetings. Feel free to ask in-depth questions and expect the same from me as this is the only way to feel if a personal meeting would be beneficial. If you are a time waster expecting me to write wanking material for you then go jump off a cliff likewise I am not seeking wanking material from you. Don’t ask for face pictures I have my reasons. Can travel or accommodate. Now I am signing off.
PPS. forgot to say I prefer people around my age or older, but younger are not excluded.
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| Age: 29 |
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