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all i have to say is be real be true to not only others but to yourself. if you try to be something you arent you and others will only be hurt at the end.. Dreams are great fantasies are even better but if you lie you will never live your dreams or live out your fantasies. i have found my Master my fantasy my dreams have come true i didnt find Master over night but i was myself an it was well worth the wait, for i know ill be with my Master til death.. |
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its moving weekend an its crazy around here. today i was watching my Master work just kinda staring at him, an i reliezed that He is the one Master i actually saw a future with not a few years but always yes it made me think of that seven letter word "forever" i really never liked that word much but i felt very at peace with it and comfortable. i smiled to myself then at my Master i wonder if he knows what flows through my mind at times.. :) |
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well its going into my third month here, an there have been rough times. Thank god our Master is so strong he deals with us so well.. each sister is so different first girl is awesome she is so easy to trust and i can tell her anything an get so much advice at times i hope i dont bother her to much. she fines the good in everyone no matter what.. 2nd girl is quiet but i have seen her fun side she doesnt trust many but its very understandable her and 1st girl know our Master well so she is also another i go to alot :) 3rd girl has become a great sister to me it was rough at first, we talk about everything an anything an never hold anything back from Master or each other.. NOW 4th girl :) when i came to this house she was my rock in fact still is. she has bad memories of her past which at times can cause issues, but she needs to learn we are here for her through thick an thin. All we need to remember is who we are here for and if we focus on pleasing our Master everything will fall into place. Mistress is Masters wife and slave, she can be as sweet and funny as anyone BUT she has a wicked swing with a paddle so you really dont want to get on her bad side. one never knows what will come out of her mouth she is just so funny (especially when Master is having one of his leisures :) Now Master (smiles) he knows all. He can tell just by a look or the way we speak or in some cases dont speak how was are feeling and he always gets to the bottom of any issue that we might have. my Master has taken this slaves mind and heart an made it His. i swore myself to him for the rest of my life. well time to go now seems the house is restless lol :) |
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WOW still getting emails about relocating to other Masters. i have to say this my life has been full of relocating moving here and there, not ever really being home. its been a long road ive learned alot i will never regret any road i crossed or the people ive met..im now happy to say im Owned to the one Master i totally gave myself to, i truly never trusted anyone as much as Master i'm still learning, still drive him crazy at times but he knows how to deal with me (and my sisters). yes the past sneaks in once in a while but the present overweighs it, knowing even though rough at times im home. :) |
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its been awhile since ive been in CM. Busy with the new year and start of a new life. Owned now by a wonderful Master someone i should have been with years ago but life issues got in the way. He is the most amazing Man ive never met he is fair, strong, an has a mind like know one else i know he knows when one of us has problems it just blows me away. we have a awesome Mistress she is so easy to get along with and she is always making us laugh BUT she can be strict and i respect her totally. i have 4 sisters they are all different two have been with Master for a very long time (9yrs&6yrs) they are both great for asking questions and getting out of any needie moods i might get into ~smiles~ then the other two sister are newer they are both great i talk to them about everything they try to help me still out of trouble...lol lets just say i learn from their mistakes :) 5 slaves in the house well yea harmany isnt always there BUT when Master see's it he fixs it quickly... im learning to talk more and get what im thinking out i think the reason i didnt talk was i didnt want to be a bother, i learned that Master wants to know so now i talk...i never felt a future with anyone i really coulnt look pass long term with Master i can and do ~smiles~ |
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i want to wish everyone a happy and safe New Year!!!
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have you ever felt something was so right, no doubts in your mind..Did a pro con list in your head an NOT have a con. girl waits to hear a command to have a restriction placed on her, to feel her control slipping away giving him total control over her. ~smiles~
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just a little note to a few!! in this girls BIO are two very important words to her, they are "Under Consideration" Please dont email this girl ingoring these words for you will surely not get a responce that is very nice. ~smiles innocently at Master ~
ok with that said :) Merry Christmas everyone, this girl hopes your Christmas was happy and safe. And the kids in your lifes are still having a great day girl knows hers are.. ~smiles~.. well this girl went met the Master shes been talking about, and his household on Friday. girl never felt so comfortable at a first meeting, not saying she was shaking like a leaf waiting to meet him But this slave became herself a a little bit into meeting them, happy to say. this girl still cant look into his eyes when that happens this girl will totally be lost in his world, and girl cant do that til Master decides to take this girls submission(life) that she offers.. girl was amazed how this Master could have 4 slaves and a wife and still noticed and paid attention to each one of them, even this girl. He is very powerful in all ways, hes beliefs an the way he runs his house, present and future. Mistress is funny an it was easy to feel comfortable with her also, but girl see's if needed she can be strict. All the slaves were great to this slave made her feel at home..
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well, in here again this little box cant possibly hold everything this slave is thinking. her brain feels like its going to explode. girl is meeting Master an Mistress and His slaves Fri. night girl is so excited and scared at the same time so many mixed emotions. And she didnt think she was going to get a christmas present this year, friday night will be her Christmas..not many Masters can take the control she is wanting to give to this Master alot of times she holds back not giving 100%, she knows this Master wont allow that, its been along time but she feels herself slipping into him. BUT WHY Him, what has he done?? hopefully it will be a slow beginning. Master taking control slowly savering the feeling of taking total control of his property, then one day his girls whole being will belong to them and not only will she hear his commands she will feel them before he speaks a word.. Why though? Why does this one Master have this power over her?? baby steps girl thinks over an over again
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Greetings everyone :) when this girl first came onto CM she had no intentions of letting any Master into her mind quickly, didn't want to get hurt again, etc. well, it seems a Master did get past any walls this girl had up, how this girl is still wondering. Why, she can't answer this either. all girl knows is she stares at each word he types an has no problems answering any question he my ask. girl comes to CM to see if he has written its insane all these Masters emailing her and wanting to meet an girl sits and waits for One? maybe its because he runs a loving household, this girl was owned by her "love" Master he died and there will never be another like him But this Master as what girl seeks a "family"
oh an can anyone please help this girl with this journal.. she wants to place a entry in the journal daily but when this girl does it takes away the other entrys ~frowns~
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yayy its friday! well so far this girl has been talking to two Masters one has very interesting words to write, and the other well when girl looks at his picture in CM He captures this girl she finds herself staring, NOT because he a hunk (yes he is very handsome, but inner not outter is what this girl lseeks) but his eyes He has a look, and this slave girl knows that look well an ohh so misses it.. ~smiles~ only a lil more then a week for Christmas this girl hopes everyone is safe an happy this Holiday season.. ~k~
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