With out some one to control my behavior I do things like this:


First I spend 30 minutes totally shaving myself until there is no hair around my private area.

Next I make up a game with a number generator:

1st time --- 75
 
>50 Use Condom filled with bengay
<50 Use Jockstrap with bengay

2nd --- 20

>50 Tie both hands and legs with lock
<50 Tie only legs with lock with key on the other side on the appartment

3rd --- 76

>50 Do it tonight 
<50 Don't do it tonight


Then I try to get to the lock.