i prayed for You

Everyday i prayed i would meet Someone like You.
Today is that day,
i know You would rope the stars, if You knew that would make me happy.
You touch my even as we are apart,
W/we stand tall above them all.
The whispering of Your voice in my ear, makes my eyes want to tear.
The smell of Your skin, warms me from deep within.
Where have You been all my life?
i pray to God everday,
to hopefully one day be Your wife.
i prayed everyday to meet Someone, it goes to show how lucky i am, to have Your hand.
To one day wear Your wedding band.
Today is the day Brad, this is O/our hour.
This is O/our moment.
i love You so much always remember that.
No matter what happens, my love will always be that, of a new borns smile.
A thousand roses in a vase.
A sonnet in a wonderful place.
i run to only You, no haste.
Because i prayed to one day meet Someone like You.
i thank my lucky stars that this moment is here, and so are You.

BOUND BY LOVE

walking in the showdows not wanting
others to see
That the things that i want
Make me different
When my body is stroked
i swim in anticipation
Not for the softness of your touch
But receiving the control
Feeling the delicious pain
That you give for your own pleasure
Yet in you taking me in your own way
You satisfy my yearnings
Sending me into ecstasy
Knowing that i please you
That i submit to what you desire
Gives me pleasure beyond the norm
Bonds cutting into my skin
As i strain again my ties
My body moving not from fear
Not to find freedom
But in euphoria
Drinking in your control
Tasting your gratification
Your pleasure taken from me
Given freely
Submitting to your will
For i am your submissive
All i do, i do for you
And thank you for accepting
The gift i give to you
The gift of love
The gift of my life
Now devoted to you
In accepting me as your own
In taking me to control
To guide to love
To mould to nurture
To make me the best i can
Master and submissive
Bound in love

 to feel You

To feel your body next to mine

To taste your kisses just like wine

I felt your warmth come through to me

Your passion felt like ecstasy

Though miles apart I feel your touch

Your warm embraces mean so much

Thank you  for all you do

Making me feel so close to you.

i prayed for You

Everyday i prayed i would meet Someone like You.
Today is that day,
i know You would rope the stars, if You knew that would make me happy.
You touch my even as we are apart,
W/we stand tall above them all.
The whispering of Your voice in my ear, makes my eyes want to tear.
The smell of Your skin, warms me from deep within.
Where have You been all my life?
i pray to God everday,
to hopefully one day be Your wife.
i prayed everyday to meet Someone, it goes to show how lucky i am, to have Your hand.
To one day wear Your wedding band.
Today is the day Brad, this is O/our hour.
This is O/our moment.
i love You so much always remember that.
No matter what happens, my love will always be that, of a new borns smile.
A thousand roses in a vase.
A sonnet in a wonderful place.
i run to only You, no haste.
Because i prayed to one day meet Someone like You.
i thank my lucky stars that this moment is here, and so are You.

When i met You

i never thought i could fall in love with Someone, more and more everyday in everyway.
But then i met You.
i never thought i could miss Someone so much when W/we were apart.
But then i met You.
i never thought with every kiss it could take my breath away.
But then i met You.
i never thought a simple touch could make me feel so amazing.
But then i met You.
i never thought a look with a soft smile, could make me feel ten feet tall.
But then i met You.
i never thought i would feel complete in everyway.
But then i met You.
You are my shinning star, my One and only.
Thank God above i met You.
You are my knight, my King, and my Hero.....

What You Do To me

i hope You know what You do to me.

You set my soul free,
You make me feel at ease.

You touch my soul,
makes my heart beat faster.

my body now feels full,
You have shown me grace.

To You i shall never disgrace.

You are my One and only.

You have me on my knees,
You will never let me forget my place.

i love it when You touch my face.

Your strong, Your wise, it has all came to a big surprise.

Your kind, Your gentle, but with a strong, stern touch.

i wear Your marks with pride.

i am on my knees begging,
Daddy never set me free.

Never let me go.

With Your love,
i will only grow stronger,
i will become the strong, brave, confident, submissive.

You know i have from deep within.

Without You, the pedals to my soul would wither and die.

You quinch my thirst, feed my crave, pump the blood that flows through me.

Without You i would be lost in a sea of doubts.

You gave me my wings.

i only hope You know what You do to me.

To my Surprise
it is what i expected,
it took me by surprise.
He was strong, He was stern,
He was everything i needed to keep where i wanted to be.
i felt so free, it is so hard to believe.
i felt good in my own skin, because He saw me from deep within.
He held me , and i melted within His grip.
To my surprise, i loved having Him by my side.
my heart pounds faster, my soul flies higher.
To my surprise i need no disguise.
He is so strong in so many ways.
This all has come to a surprise.

Where is He?

i sit here and await,
wondering what is my fate.
Needing Him to take my hand,
to walk me through this life.
To one day make more than His wife.
To stregthen my soul
to have me to hold.
i want this ache to leave,
i want to be relieved.
i want my One,
to love me for me, to make me feel free.
To take my breath,
fill my heart with undying contentment.
Is He out there?
Does He know i exsist?
i await with baited breath.

Echoes

Echoes stirring about, causing me to have all these doubts.

Echoes tearing at my brain causing my heart to pound with strain.
Why do i feel so ashamed?
 
Who should i blame?

You cause these echoes to rap at my soul, to hate these echoes would cause sweet victory.
 
i will not give you this glory.

Echoes like sick mental tragidies.
 
Stirring of echoes, is like an old mans bellows.
 
Like dead skeletons in my closet, shut them away, let the blood flow.
 
All i want is to shut them out, let these echoes die.
 
This will end these crys. the end of all echeos@<<<

To Be Sick

Makes me wonder why people get sick?

Makes my heart bubble over with empathy.

Makes me wish i could do all i can to make the sick feel well.

When T/they hurt i hurt, to have the power to heal, would be a great deal.

To take away the hurt, the ache, the pain.

i wish more than anything that there was no sickness.

But in order to humble, saddly W/we must suffer.

It helps U/us to love the little things that matters.

So don't count on the things that hurt.

But bless the days that makes Y/you whole, and cherish the O/ones that complete Y/you.

For being sick, makes U/us strong, so when Y/you feel Y/you are at the end,

Remeber there are O/ones out there who suffer more.

Count Y/your blessings from up above.

To Know Your Thoughts

i want to look itno Your eyes, know what it is Your desire, befor You breath a word.

To kneel at Your feet, oh how that would make me feel complete.

To call out Sir, and know what it means to You and me.

To give all my trust at Your whip, to bear Your love lashes upon my back.

To look at You across the room with people all around not knowing O/our special bond.

To see the twinkle in Your strong Dominate eyes.

To make only You proud, with every pound that my heart sounds.

i want to know all of Your thoughts, Master.
 

i know not Your face; but i ache for You. I crave Your strong hold yet gentle touch. i seek One with honor, integerity, and respect. Where are You? i am here kneeling, waiting for You.

laughter the Natural High


Nothing feels better than a good old belly laugh.

The kind that causes the small tears that weld in your eyes.

The laughter within a joke, that only  your friend gets from a look across the room.

Laughter it feels so good, when it causes a good pain in your sides.

The pain of the laugh, you only hope won't stop.

Laughter where friends get all the pokes to your corny jokes.

To laugh in such a way brings me all kinds of joy.

Life needs more laughter, people would know what it is like to be naturally high.

For me laughter is the best natural HIGH!

Waiting to have you in my arms

i  see three faces gazing upon me.

Makes my heart feel at ease.

Never realised how special, they are to me.
June will be here soon, and i will get to see them again.
I have not seen them in a year.
Sometimes the ultimate sacrifice, brings us ultimate glory.
i know when i see my three, my heart will have nothing but glee.

Strong Hold Yet Tender Touch
You lift me up hold my head up high.
You make me stonger everyday.
You push my limits, make see the real submissive from within.
i feel the love grow stronger in every way.
You are my One, for this i am searching.
i know He is out there to complete me.
To show me TPE, to set me free yet never release me.
i need His strong hold yet tender touch.

Spinning
i spread my arms,
look into the sky,
close my eyes, and let out a sigh.
i feel the rain fall upon my skin,
like small kisses, that gives me chills within.
While i spin in circles like a small child dancing in the rain.
I never felt more free, than i do today!

        The Girl I See In The Mirror

As i stand there looking at myself in the mirror.
i look and i ponder, how many wonder.
If they see what i see?
Do they know how worthy i am?
Do they know my inner beauty?
Do they know how far i have come, on my journey?
do they know what i hunger for?
I am simply me, this girl standing befor the mirror.
i stand here looking beyond my skin, from deep within.
i know my worth.
i know who i am.
i am not afraid to stand.
I know this is not the end.
Beauty is only skin deep, my reflection holds so much there is a story to this girl, gazing in the mirror.
All this girl needs is someone to take her hand,someone to share the mirror.
To make her reflection whole.
To make her feel complete.
To make her become and blossom into a woman.
A strong man, that knows her worth and evrything about this girl, that is way beyond her relection in the mirror.

 Words are so very important.
Music is the great communicator.
Please listen to this and feel me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2xrInkRT_w