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| Just finished a one year slave contract with a wonderful couple in Oregon.
In the process of finding a new place to live, a job, and a new romance.
I'm searching for alternatives to my previous contract, as I didn't feel fulfilled in the last relationship. I am more sub than slave. I am obedient, loyal, and willing. However, I never achieved the state of a true slave in that I don't live for my master and mistress. It is not all about them. I still have desires, dreams, and long for the vanilla interaction. While I didn't mind, and even enjoyed, serving this couple, I didn't live for it. I see my (future) life more fulfilling. I want to have a job, I want to have conversations and fun, and I want the kinky aspects of sex. I need a dominant (male or female or couple), but not so much a master. I guess I need to add a bit more. I'm NOT looking to become someone else's live in slave. Been there, done that. Enjoyed it, but getting on with my life. I want to live my own life. I want to earn my own money, have my own job, live in my own place. I'm looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend/couple who are friends first. Dating, going out, eating dinner, watching movies, dancing, etc. Then, like normal couples, when the time is right, go back to the bedroom and get our kink on. Plan a weekend hiking in the Olympic Mountains, then retreat home and get a little wild. Dinner and a movie. Weekend at home, just naked, animal sex. But then go back to my REAL life.
While a slave, I truly enjoyed the sex. I love being helpless (both physically and mentally) and being used. Pain enhances those feelings and really turns me on (no super harsh pain!!). I've been tied, I've been whipped, I've been spanked, I've been suspended, I've dealt with harsh, quick pain (a caning) and with slow, simmering pain (wooden horse). I've had sex with multiple couples, I've been used as a pony girl. All were new and exciting experiences. But they are NOT my REAL life.
In short, I'm not going to move for you, and I'm not interested in 24/7 live in slave. If you want a date, send me a message. If you want a full time slave, I'm not for you.
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Finally found a job and a new place to live. Commute is more than I wanted (drive over 45 minuets to work), but back out in the real world after moving back in with my parents after my year of sabbatical (unbeknownst to my family, my year as a slave). Has taken longer than I anticipated to get back up and running. Sorry to all who've sent me notes thus far. I thought it would all be part of getting myself back into circulation, but job and my own place to live took priority. I think I'm ready now to start looking and "dating" again. |
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