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| i'm on here cause i want to be involved in the lifestyle. right now i just want to meet other girls. i'm more comfortable around girls. it doesn't mean i'm a les. it's just that i have plenty of guys chasing me already and when i go to clubs, sometimes the girls act funny when i try to talk to them. i think that's because some girls are looking for you to chase them, and i'm not much of a chaser myself. if they like, they like, and they expect you to call them and then they are all weird when they call. one time i gave someone my number and they're boyfriend called me back. i told him i just wanted to talk to her and he's like "can i join?". it sucked cause i really liked her and for her to go to her boyfriend to call my # was aukward, cause i just wanted to talk to her. Nobody seems to understand that i'm only comfortable with girls. and when i'm with a guy i want to feel like a pro, cause there's nothing worse than knowing that some guy you slept with thinks you don't know what you're doing tells his friends that you tried to dom him and you were totally inadequate. if i could just learn the ropes i wouldn't feel like an idiot the first time i try. at least on here i don't have to worry about that so much. if i'm going to learn i want to learn from a girl in privacy. i want to be a dom. i think that could be fun. i put dom on here cause i want to experiment with girls so that i can learn more about limits. i think my downfall might be that i'm too easy cause i want to start out slow. I'm gonna put a picture on here eventually. i have a friend with a scanner and i'm sure she'll let me use it. i'm not taking any naked pics of me to put on here but i might put on my bathingsuit. i have to leave a little to the imagination, you know what i mean? but i'll describe myself until then. i'm 5'6 120 lbs medium length dark brown hair and green eyes. i have freckles on my face and shoulders. i work out but i don't have big muscles. i have been told that i'm very sexy but that's up for your judgement. and i don't just mean looks. i have "this way with men and women". i used to be a stripper but too many guys wanted more than i was willing to give to some stranger. i have a tan, too... with tan lines. i don't go to the tanning salon, just outside. i dress in different styles, mostly casual after i get off work. i'm at work now so that's when i'll usually be on here unless i'm on my friend's computer. i drink, i smoke, i don't do drugs and i don't have any diseases. i always use condoms and i'm careful and get tested regularly. i'm single for the moment and taking that opportunity to just meet girls cause i've tried to do the couple thing and it just never worked. tell me if i'm right...single girls find it easier to find whichever playmate they want but couples can seem to find noone. i listen to almost every kind of music, but i don't like hard core rap. well, that's enough about me. if you want to know more just send me a message on here.
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well, things didn't go as i planned. i'm not gonna tell them what i tried to do. it was kinda embarrasing. i tried to wake up her boyfriend, then her. they were out like a light. i just went to sleep in the guest room and that was it. sorry i couldn't tell you any sexy stories. that's ok though. i probably would have regretted it. i know them too well. i've come to think of them as friends. they're really cool and there's nothing wrong with them, but angel might have got upset with knowing i was trying to sleep with her boyfriend behind her back. idunno, she might have been cool with it, i know that's kinda a turn on from her, but i told her that we know each other as just friends...besides, i'm kinda looking for a girlfriend. i'm kinda a one on one person. and they're a couple. i do think they're both really hot though. her boyfriend has a really tight body. i'm not opposed to guys, i'd just rather meet them in person, and not over the internet, you know? anyway, this is my last night spending the night, i really need to get back to work. i wanna stay though cause they're really great company and angel used to be a bartender and she knows drinks...all i have to do is say what i'm in the mood for and she can make it. gawd, she's hot too. i just heard them in the bedroom at like dinnertime. i can tell you one thing, that man can really satisfy her. man, i just need to get laid i think. so if any of you girls wanna hook up anytime soon, i'm more than ready. i'm so ready to learn about the lifestyle. it sounds so fun listening to them two in bed. they're the ones that got me interested in the first place. you know, they have a profile on here too...i think its kkouple. i know they're like into poly and stuff and thye don't mind me hanging out with them even though i'm not into couples. but stil, when i come over and hang out, they don't mind me spending the night and they'll buy me whatever i want to drink. her boyfrien's like a genious. i can ask him anything and he has an answer. and his girlfriend can talk about anything. they're some of the coolest friends i ever had. i think if i git to know them better i might actually hook up with them. i still want to consider my options though. besides, i need a girl to teach me before i even consider it. i think i just need to get laid..it sucks being single sometimes, you know what i mean?
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what a day. first off, i tried to eliminate all the slow performance on my computer. could be the whole dial-up thing, i-dunno. then i had a few. you know...1 smirnoff ice, 2 glasses of malibu rum straight, and 2 extra dirty gin martinis. the smirnoff i sipped on but after that i was toast. i think the martinis did me in. btw, it was the first time i decided i like martinis, and i made them myself, 2 shots gin and 1 shot olive juice. DANG!!! they really do the trick. another btw...i just found out that flavored malt beverages have tons of calories. i've been drinking smirnoff ice for 4 yrs. i miss being so skinny people hated me (weight 106) and 5'4. if you're interested, watch my weight drop. i'll keep you posted once in a while. i'm at 135 and i've completely stopped drinking malt beverages like smirnoff ice and bicardi silver. you know 'em. I'm starting my "diet" tomorrow (no more malt beers diet). oh, i forgot, you like to hear sexy things like: "i am so freaking hot and bothered." i know, everybody, or almost everybody thinks about that. everyone talks about it. but i can tell you what i want to do tonight. there's this guy, he has a girlfriend, and they're asleep. i so badly want to wake up her boyfriend and tell him to go to his office (or his washroom or garage or pool or damn near wherever) and silently point the "come here" finger. if he can do it quietly enough not to wake his girlfriend, then i'll have his attention. gawd, can you imagine what will happen? i bet we end up in his f-350 or the pool. it's warm enough now. it doesn't matter to me...i shouldn't have had those martinis, huh? well, if i can't wake him up then i'll wake his girlfriend. i guess we'll find out soon. it could have happened sooner but the drinks didn't kick in until they went to bed. i want some so bad. i would make out with him so hard he couldn't control it. then i would play with him outside his pants. i would make out with him till he couldn't stand it anymore. then when the moment comes, i would pull it off and just turn around and the rest would be up to him. that would be so hot. i really don't care where he wants to go, as long as i can have a little fun. but then again, his girlfriend is pretty hot too. and she has lots of toys. as much as i've had to drink tonight, i bet i could stand the pain of her beating me just to see what it's like. now i just need the nerve. i've known them for awhile. they wouldn't expect this from me. you know, i think i'll just wake the girlfriend. i'd be more comfortable with her. i guess the alcohol is wearing down, i must be losing my nerve. besides, she has toys to satisfy my other urges. damn, i need to go. |
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