someone I can't have but see every week is leaving me super sexually frustrated... sigh.

How many times can one masturbate in 24h...  I'm going to find out.

I've been looking at a few things on extremerestraints and wow, there are a some items that look very interesting! Fantasy fuel...

As you can imagine, I'm imagining someone specific when writing it. But I can't ever tell you or you will think I'm a creepy fangirl D: but damn, when I see his pictures, my knees get weak and I just want to drop down and lick his shoes while he thinks about which surface to bend me over so he can cane me. Oh, well, I got carried away. 

Hmm... Ever since I've started writing this story, it's the only fantasy I think about anymore. It's eating my brain – and I haven't even gotten around to writing the "sexy bits" yet. Sigh. The story has / will have forced orgasms, kind of forced bisexuality and having to watch. Mmm... Fuck.