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| I have a very deep, abiding love of bondage and control, but most of my life I have had no special one with whom I could engage in this passion. I am straight, I have ever dated has had any interest in the type of total control that my heart desire.
I realize that no sane person would truly consider your proposal as a realistic option, because it seems like many master want to have everything to gain and nothing to lose, while I would not be giving up my freedom without reward and for my biggest fantasy.
I love being in chains I feel safe in them, like I'm protected. I love the feel of cold metal against my wrists, of a leather collar buckled about my neck. I've tied myself up for hours this way, but I have to keep the keys nearby and I've never truly lost control. This is also ruined for me by achieving an orgasm while masturbating, because after I cum I never feel like being in the bondage anymore. The idea of being prevented from masturbating is terrifying but intriguing at the same time.
I want to lose control. I want my freedom to be beyond my power to regain. I want the knowledge that I am truly and utterly Owned, and that no amount of begging or pleading will get the chains from my wrists.
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