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" maybe that whole love thing is just a grown-up version of Santa Claus; just a myth we we've been fed since childhood so we keep on buying the magazines and joining the clubs and doing therapy and watching movies with hip-hop songs over love montages, all in this pathetic attempt to explain why our love Santa keeps getting caught in the chimney"

Kate & Leopold

The name says it all. The heart still longs for the myth of love and caring, the head knows better. I'm here for the boards and the occasionally interesting person I meet and enjoy talking to. Hopeless romantic and loser magnet is not a good combination.

10/3/2007 5:34:14 PM
It's been almost two months and I'm having the hardest time learning to be comfortable being alone. This is a big first for me and the adjustment is a much more difficult that I ever expected. I'm trying to equate it to spinach. Even though I hate it, I'm sure it's good for me.
9/7/2007 5:51:52 PM
Wow. The number of people who don't read profiles before they PM you never ceases to amaze me. Are they into rejection, or figure if they PM enough people they will get lucky through sheer numbers.

I AM NOT LOOKING! I'm basically starting my life over right now and a relationship is the *last* thing I need. Unless you are seriously into fat, middle aged female subs with no self esteem and enough baggage to sink the Titanic, in which case I would seriously question your sanity.
9/2/2007 5:41:49 PM

All moved in to my new apt, almost done cleaning the mess my roomate left me with the old place. Cats seem to be settling in. Now I just have to adjust to being alone. That's always the hardest part. I swear it's easier just to avoid getting involved anymore.

9/1/2007 8:27:27 PM
Don't know what I'm doing here these days, other than some cacked-up form of human companionship.  I'm so far from being able to have a relationship, much less *wanting* one. How many more times am I going to put myself through this until I get it into my head that some people are just not meant for anything past friendship?
firmjastice
 
 Age: 19
 Lagos, Nigeria