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I am a total, complete and utter male who loves, needs, wants and craves humiliation. I love to be used, abused, tortured, humiliated, degraded, defiled and dehumanized. I love Interrogation, Roleplay, I love to be critiqued, criticized and judged as harshly as possible. I need to have every aspect and detail of my life Micromanaged. I need someone mean, evil, nasty, cruel, overly possessive, overly controlling, extremely jealous, overbearing and overly Jealous especially when it comes to me talking to and spending time with friends and family.I need to be told who I can and can't be friends with, who I can and can't talk to, see and spend time with, where I can and can't go, what I can and can't do, when I can and can't go, and why. I don't want to be allowed to smile, be happy or laugh or enjoy myself at all. I want to have all choices and decisions made for me. I don't want to be allowed any say in anything at all. I want to have my life now completely ruined and destroyed. I need someone who wants to control my likes/dislikes(movies, music, books, food, drinks, tv shows, etc.) and someone who will choose what they feel is appropriate or inappropriate for me. Someone who when we go to a restaurant always feels that they have to order for me...me not be allowed to even look at a menu and have food ordered for me that is grosse and disgusting...things that they would never eat for a million years and will make me eat every single crumb off of my plate...someone who will blame me for anything and everything even when it is not my fault...who will constantly treat me as a little manl who doesn't know or understand anything at all...someone who always feels that I am wrong and never right. That they know everything and everything that they say and do is right and I am always wrong and that I know nothing...to be constantly reminded that I am just a little man and that I will never become a grown man. I also need to have my religion, my religious beliefs and practices controlled, micromanaged and scrutinized, critiqued, criticized, ridiculed and judged as harshly as possible!!!!I need someone who would want to come into my apartment and completely trash it (empty all of my drawers, cabinets, closets, personal belongings and possessions and who would decide what they would keep for themselves, what they would sell for money and keep every penny of the money for themselves, what they would give away, what they would throw away, burn, rip, tear, shred, destroy and what they would allow me to keep for myself if anything at all!!!!!!!!!! I would want them to redecorate my apartment and turn it into their apartment instead!!!!! I want someone who would go through my cell phone, my laptop computer, my ITouch and get all of my passwords and usernames, put a GPS on my phone and computer and download Teamviewer on my computer to track me!!!!! I want someone to tell me what they feel is age appropriate or not age appropriate for me when it comes to Movies, Music, Books, TV Shows etc. I need someone who is incredibly possessive, overly jealous, overly controlling, extremely overprotective, and overbearing!!!!! Someone who will hover over me and watch me over my shoulder all the time!!!!! Someone ??? Is this clear as to what i am searching for ..??

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jrenn
 
 Age: 42
 Ottawa, Ontario, Canada