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	Under consideration for ownership by feencha Bitch. Thanks to all for Your kindness shown to "it" when "it" was known as maleslutforuse. "it" will no longer be allow to respond to any messages.

2/9/2005 9:34:20 AM

"it" had pain in "its" stomace all night. As bad as that pain is, it did not come close to the pain "it" felt last night when Mistress ask "it" to call back and because of the way "it" felt at the time beged to be allow not to. "it" went home layed in "its" bed and feel the pain that "it" had in "its" stomace and in "its" mind and heart. Some may think that for "it" to worship and need Mistress to the point that "it" hurts if not able to be with Her or if away not able to talk to Her is bad or worng. To "it" that is the only way that "it" can feel, as Mistress is "its" life "it"

2/8/2005 10:30:40 AM

Last night in "its" talk with Mistress "it" was given more insite into "its" life. "it" was given the honor of hearing Mistress's thoughts on how "its" life will be. For the first time in a very long time "it" graves for cunt training. That "its" pussy will become a place where tiny pieces of worthless flesh will put their disgusting mess will become a joy to "it" because "it" will know both the joy "it" gives Mistress and because of how "it" shows that "it" "its self" has no control over what "it" does, what "it" has done to "it" or that Mistress has the power to make "it" whatever She chooses even it just a wanting mess eater that licks it up like air its slef. "it" has had a longing for but very little use of "its" cunt. Because no Others have say that like of use as a good thing. That now They can make it the kind of cunt They want it to be, "it" has become somewhat in fear of it. That Mistress finds joy in knowing that Her "its" cunt is Hers to make as She likes. that "its" mind will begain to see not fear but a need like a wanting slut, ones again show Mistress as a true Wonder to "it" but as the Goddess "it" has been ment to serve and worship with all "it" heart, soul, and being. "it"

2/7/2005 10:56:50 AM

That "it" was allow to talk to Mistress last night allows "it" to feel more and more the joy of knowing that very soon "it" will start down the path that "it" has been ment to follow all "its" life. Mistress's total understanding of "it" why "it" feels thing, why "it" wants things, and Her total understanding that the more "it" comes to know that "it" has no control at all because the only control in "its" life is Mistress's. That in knowing that "it" is just a thing to be molded into what She will have "it" be that "it" powerless then more Mistress allows "it" to become what "it" was put on this earth to be.

"it"

2/5/2005 9:24:46 AM

"it" has been having nothing on "its" mind but Mistress and how already "its" life is changing. When "it" is in stores, walking or anyplace "it" goes, "it" keeps to "its self" never looking directly at Woman, and never directly in Their eyes. For a very long time "it" had said that "it" loved humiliation but not the kind that comes from hate or anger, but the kind that comes from just being, acting, and living as what "it" is (a worshiping slave to a Goddess). "it" never really even "its self" knew just what "it" ment. Now with Mistress "it" as long last and with great joy knows. That other may see "it" as humiliaton that "it" walkes with eyes to the floor or think "it" as weak of mind or just out and out dumm "it" now knows better. That "it" is able to keep "its" eyes from looking over Woman, that "it" is able to only speak when, where, and to whom Mistress allows does not make "it" weak but a stronger slave and better pet to Mistress. What may be seen by Others as weakness, or being pussy whiped, "it" see as devotesion to Mistress. That Mistress will always be checking to Others may make "it" seen pussy whiped, to "it" there is nothing but joy knowing that Mistress cares enought to check. "it" p.s. "it" is not sure why "it" was not able to write msg in color "it" is allow but thought no good at thinking for "its self" "it" did think better journal entry in wrong color then no entry at all

2/4/2005 1:32:40 PM

"it" only comes on line in collarme to check from time to time to make sure there are no msg's from Mistress that "it" has missed, and to all to journal

"it"

2/4/2005 12:16:06 PM

"it" has been allow to keep daily journal. In so doing "it" will give "its" thoughts dreams, and desires.

Last night "it" was allow to speak with Mistress. As it should be Mistress knew "it" better then "it" knows "its self". After talk for a short time "it" worried that "it" was feeling things to fast. Then "it" came to understand, that was why males should and need their Mistresss to approve and ok what and how the male thinks. Left on "Its" own "it" can become confused, and "its" thoughts wonder in ways they should not. OOOOOOOOOOO the joy "it" feels knowing that "it" now as that control over "it"

"it"

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Age: 22

Toronto, Canada