For grins and giggles i took the bdsm test... 

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
93% Submissive
85% Degradee
83% Rope bunny
78% Exhibitionist
75% Masochist
74% Slave
71% Voyeur
70% Experimentalist
68% Primal (Prey)
56% Brat
27% Vanilla
15% Pet
13% Non-monogamist
8% Primal (Hunter)
1% Daddy/Mommy
0% Rigger
0% Owner
0% Master/Mistress
0% Sadist
0% Boy/Girl
0% Dominant
0% Switch
0% Degrader
0% Brat tamer
0% Ageplayer

To the people of the UK I would like to extend my condolences on your loss. 

A new doctor new s.  Going to be adding a testosterone blocker to help further the effaspects of estradiol.  i am so looking forward to the changes...

So many things to do.  So hard sometimes to move forward without that little push.  i feel deep inside the feminine.  That desire so ingrained over years of avoiding it.  There are times when total submission seems so right yet so many questions about what that means day to day remain.

i have just begun to see the gentle outline of breasts.  i had started to wonder if this was going to happen.  The joy of finally seeing that made me giddy! 

The horrors of Putin's war leave me speechless.  To have an ex president offer praise to these false strong men is absolutely beyond my ability to comprehend.  If we're lucky we may figure out whether we can keep our representative democracy but with each passing day i lose just a little more hope.

i am wearing a plug for the first time in a very long time.  i do need to start doing this regularly but it's so difficult to "command" yourself.  It is so difficult to find a Man that can get inside my head so much that i want to please him.  A Man that understands how much a sissy girl woman needs to feel that she matters to Him.  i have never been easily motivated but i know this Man i seek is out there.

Reading thw words of a Man that knows how to slowly get into a sissy girl's head leaves her with a feeling of wanting to submit...  The way His words leave her wanting...  Knowing that she is the prey...

i am loving how much more limp my clittie is now.  i do love the feeling of an almost always limp and hopefully shrinking clittie.  Coupled with a Prince Albert i find is so lovely to look at.  It makes me very happy!!!

Here she is 2 months after starting hormones.  The big change now is just how sensitive her nipples have become.  Almost every movement of her top rubs against her nipples, a pleasing mix of irritation and pleasure.  They are almost always in some state of arousal.

As of 20 November of 2021 she is now officially on hormones.  That quiet satisfaction that comes from knowing one is finally off the fence and beginning their journey.