tonjight the gimp paddled me while i was tied to some kind of chair.

i am so sore i cant sit down.

he put some kind of lotion on me that tingles.

MASTER DARK said it will help with the bruising and swelling.

i came so much MISTRESS, i kno you are reading these entries. Please come here for me. i am ready, i am , please. i am so wanting you. why i am bieng punished like this i dont know.

i am chatting with HIS new toy girl.

i am going to tell her everything i can about him tonight.

he is keeping me from you i know it.

please tell them to let me call you or video

to those Sirs who asked if i am living in a fantasy land. is this not my fantasy, and obviously a freaky fanatasy for you too.

And to the Sir who asked if i was drunk, it is the USA, well i am not from here in the USA, and I am writing these after not sleeping for a long time.

this is our fantasy my Mistress to be and her world, my MENTOR and His, and mine.

and i am looking for who ever once i am allowed to meet those poeple.

i am so, so, sorry sir, i forgot.

please do not write me again if you are the dom who wrote asking me to write to you. SIR did not give me permision becuase yu are rude and did not ask this from him, and u asshole i told you you had to. now i ahve to py for ur stupid sht becuase i wroter you thinking it was ok.

now Sir wont let me put my cute pictures up.

thanks

I am allowed to write this after I train with my Sirs squire here in california,he is a ,  who is, i am not sure what he is.

well, i was placed in a box today. no lights in the room, there was only two hole for me to breath and it was very hot. i dont undersatand why i was told to go in there, but i did it.

Sir also told the boy to put me in this weird table thing. i was shacled to it by my hands and and ankles.

then two men, very big men came in rubbed their manhod all over me.they where almost sounding like train th way they where breathing.

buy they did not get to come on me or anything.

i dont understand.