Kindred
Current mood: disappointed
Category: Romance and Relationships

iKindred,
 that's what i say,
it just has to be,
someone you meet,or chat with,
and so soon you see,
you feel this instant bond,something so hard to define,
as if you have known her for a long long time,
even when not looking,so it seems
it could come with just a glance at a pic,
her sitting there in blue jeans,
or just a smiling face,and i feel i know her life,
all her sucesses,and all her strife,but this can be a curse
also too,
because i feel i know her ,
this kindred soul,well....it seems that love then can
take its twisted toll,
because while i feel i already know,
all about her,even how her voice sounds when its full of joy,
she knows me not from adam,and she didnt like him,
for all she knows..im some abuser with evil in mind,
not someone who feels her pain and reads her mind,
so she ignores,keeps me away,
and my sadness builds,and i begin to stray,
i begin to lose hope in all thats true..
and wonder will she ever know me too?
or am i doomed to be this kind for life,?
who meets kindred often and then cant even get the time,
i know them,but they dont know me,
its so unfair,hard to believe,
i feel their gentleness,where shes been hurt,
how she feels wanting to be away from that jerk,
but i cant help,she doesent know me,
all i can do is to continue  to believe,
in love so true,and kindred souls too,
that one would know me,when i talked to them too,
that they would feel the comfortness,in their soul
like mine,
and then she would give me a chance,
and even the right time!:P
so i shall end it now..no whining,no pity for me,
this is just the ways things seemt to be..
im a happy soul,just not when,
i think ive found the one you see,
but to her i'm invisable,
she cant see me,



does she lie awake at night?
and wonder what knowing him would be like?
it's like some deep primal call,
like in the wild maybe,
passions and all,
i feel i know her,her voice and her smile,
what it would be like,
hanging out with her for awhile,
the kindness,and sweetness and charm,.
all that she is,
its like an alarm,
when i click upon that one pic,
i guess its really sad,
to feel so close to someone
and then to feel had,
for it cant be,wrong timing once more,
for all she knows about me,is im some kind of bore,
but maybe someday,she will have time,
and then i can let her see,
that im true to this rhyme.
i guess all i can do is just await the time,and hope that
she feels what i already feel deep inside,
and hope that one day the timing is fine and till then do all i can,
in hopes one day she will see that im no psycho or wannabe man,
but one who is true and noble at heart,
willing to give anything for just one night,
but hoping for eternity,because she's so sweet,
and that one day we would even meet,
and then she would feel, the magick too,
and from then on,
i could proclaim all that i know to you,
but doesent she know that life is like that>?
that there is never a time when the timings just right,
you have to grab it,and as janis says too,
get it while you can"
i know that you know it too,
life is short,so when you feel that thing,
tell those who mean alot to you,
and if you love them,
even a ring,
dont worry about what ifs,
and what might not be,
it goes by so fast,,
so quickly,
ive wasted alot of useless time,
sitting on the bench of life,
thinking up rhymes,
imagining that fateful day,
when i would feel what i felt when
i saw her pic that day,
well..now its not as i imagined,
not close indeed,
for i didnt take into account,
her not knowing me,
how i would have to pretend,
and hide what i feel,
not tell her,scared she would tell me to go to hell,
so there you have it,
ive spilled the beans,
ill move on for now,
no worries for me,
but its hard when you know,
what a wonderful life there could be,.
if she only was drawn to the flame,
and felt that certain something,when her eyes
saw me.