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| extremely submissive female looking to explore something intense...
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life doesn't always deliver exactly what we hope it will... ?i know that subs like me are truly a dime a dozen..
Throw away happy meal toys for people skilled at manipulation and what not so my expectations are limited and my trust difficult to earn...
But i am still curious about many aspects of the lifestyle even after several years of exploring what is out there and how it fits into who i am as a person and as a submissive.
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i have some very intense and dark curiosities and fantasies, however i am first and foremost just a "good girl" subbie with slavish tendencies who works diligently to please others.
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there are many activities that i would still like to explore, there are always new things to discover about the lifestyle and one's self.
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i have spent most of my tenure in the lifestyle serving as a guest to couples, often without the female partner's full interest... this has to change, it has led me to be very non-trusting of women and feeling very inadequate as a submissive... just because i'm a rule follower, always behave, and never interfere with other people's relationships doesn't mean that that's all i'm good for...
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so now the only way i will be involved in any type of play with a couple it will be at the female's direction.
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i am extremely bi-sexual and it is time to? have that used by someone who can fully appreciate the realities of that orientation.
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so i guess i'll still have to find a situation where i can continue to grow and explore out to the outer edges of the lifestyle in a safe and trusting environment... but at least i have a much better idea of how i want that to play out.
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40% sub
20% pet?
20% slave
10% pain slut
10% sweetest little girl you'll ever meet who just exists to make you the happiest dominant on earth
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Want to chat?? You can find me: intense.curiosity @yahoo.com?
True Dominants do not beg for attention, they are sought after and do not have time to send repeated messages if they haven't been responded to.? i will block anyone who hounds me, don't act desperate and horny it is unbecoming and unattractive.?
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