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dose it look like im hiding any thing its active profile rememebrt Your the one who made contact i read your email and then even aswered back then you decided you wanted to mess with friends your mistake
Well can't say I am happy to have you back in state, at least not if it is going to continue as before! Ya know, let me know if things really have to be that bad of blood again.
my reply to your email
You won’t have to worry about me; I'm back for my own reasons and purposes. And I did not come back to this state to be worried about my past or anyone's past in this state.
Now, I will say I am sorry the way things went down over 3 years ago. I will also say this - a lot of that was not my doing, but then again I had a major problem about a few things back then that I should have let go of then instead of dwelling on it. But I guess you could say I was little less mature at the time. Yes, maybe I was a little cold-hearted, but I had not even gotten to where I was going and rumors began to fly. So yeah, I resented some things and most likely over-reacted, but then again I’m 5 years older and a whole lot more mature than I was then and I guess less vulnerable now than I was then. If anything happens now, it not my doing. I came back here to get my life back on track, to pick up pieces and put it back together the way it should be.
I'm not here for saying this or that or pointing fingers at anybody; the bottom line is if I could erase the last 10 years of my life I'd gladly do it just to forget it all. Yes, I made decisions that weren’t the greatest things to do at the time or the smartest things to do, but then at the time I was a person who just did things without really thinking too much. Either way, the past is the past and I don’t have time to dwell on it. It's time to move forward and see where that goes, but honestly the way I it see now We/we had our good times and We/we had our bad times. I racked that up as a costly lesson on my part. It almost cost me more than I was willing to pay. You may find this weird or strange, but there are times I honestly wondered how your health and such was holding out. But, like I said above, I’m back for my own reasons and while I’m back, however long that may be, I have a lot of stuff to fix or try to fix, and if it can’t be fixed I’m going to let it go. So yes You can accept my apology over all this mess or not, that’s your choice. But I guess I'll feel better about this and not always wondering.
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