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ineedaMaster59

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I have had Doms in my life including my ex husband who turned out to be sadistic. i am not looking for someone to treat me with no respect. i do have feelings and i am not someone to be abused. i will not be someone's doormat. i will please my Dom because i want to, not because i am forced to. i want someone that makes me feel safe i will know when he is meant for me. And my Dom will know the same. Someone on here told me i can't have love and respect. That just because of who i am , that someone can talk to me like a 2 dollar whore. Well believe it or not subs/slaves, have feelings. i had a Dom tell me i will get use to the pain, i am not looking to be abused because i am there sub. But i love the rush that accompanies the moment when my control is taken away. To have my Dom release my body and mind and to allow me to reach heights that the vanilla world can't offer. It is the ultimate experience To feel Him control me with His mind, my thoughts always of Him. Never leaving my thoughts, even when i am not with Him. i am still on a journey to find out who i am and what i truly am. i have been told i am a sub with slave tendencies, this may be true. i don't know. still trying to find this out. As for Doms i need One who is firm, considerate well experienced and in control of himself. I respond well to structure, attention and clarity.











i want to have a Dom that knows my needs, more then i do. i like TPE, even though i have only been exposed to it a short time, i don't need it but it keeps me in line, and i am always staying in contact with Him. and that i need. i have noticed the more i stay in contact with Him, the more he creeps into my mind, i am all about mental bondage. when i have a strong connection, His words or His voice make my heart race. i want to serve as long as i know i am respected and cherished. i need someone to answer too. when it is vacant in my life, i feel lost. it gives me a purpose, because of who i am. i want Him, to take me to new heights and sensations. push my limits. the bonding in the bedroom is just as important as the mental bondage. Also my act of submission is evident in the bedroom, that is when i feel Him. His voice in my ear sends chills through me, submitting to His commands. After it is over i curl up around Him, like a snake trying to get as close as i can with Him. My body exhausted, and my mind body and soul are His.
i make decisions in my life everyday, it is what keeps me alive. i love the feeling that i have Him in my life to protect me and take over my life and give me structure and make me the best i can be. I am lost without that, i feel as a sub i have no purpose if i am not with Him. He is my life and He is my world and He gives me guidance and structure, and helps me be the best i can be. Who knows who He is, and reminds me who i am. However I believe one is submissive until they find the right person to compel them to submit to the level of a slave.

I would offer my obedience and love, make sure Your needs are met and in doing this my needs are met also, because the need to serve is fulfilled. To always be available to You, in whatever Your needs are, whether they are physical, emotional or spiritual. To make You my world and look up to You for guidance and structure to make me the best i can

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NaifSlave
 
 Age: 56
 Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania