Don't really have much to say tonight. I had a good day for the most part.
My Dom and I had some more quality talking today. Things are moving along really nice for us. We are both working at this. We are giving and we are both able to take. We talked about rules. With most Doms, I have usually ended up pissed off and resenting him. But with this one, I don't have no ill feelings at all. He loves to have strict control. At first I thought - aint no f***ing wa but I listened and when he was done, I was actually ok with them. He kept them realistic. Some are for now every day while others won't be effective until we move into real time together. We also set our safe word. Most Doms have told me there is no such thing as a safe word because they wouldn't acknowledge it. Thanks to my Mentor - I know better and I won't recant from getting one. We alos talked limits. I found out most of mine is the same as those things he does not like in real time.
LOL - I was ask today what I am doing to him that he is as happy as he is now. I am not doing really anything but being myself. Sometimes I feel like I am dreaming. I pinched myself tonight as he went offline for bed to make sure I wasn't. I have not felt this way for a very long time. I guess finding a true Dom makes all the difference.
Well, that is it for tonight. Until next time .....
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