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As i lay here not being able to sit, i can't help but think about my Master. Today he taught me so much, like what happens if i ever tell him no. i feel so bad about it. i love my Master and all i want to do is please him. i will never do it again. i am so sorry right now. i can't sit because of how sore my bottom is. Today I was told to put a finger in my virgin bottom. i was scared and excited at the same time, then it started to hurt. My daddy told me to go deeper, but I was so scared because it hurt. In my mind the pain excited me, i think, because it was out of my control. my mind and my body felt different, like an out of body experience. I wanted to cry and cum at the same time. i started crying because my master was not pleased with me saying no, plus the pain of my tight asshole stretching so i will be ready for his cock to take my virginity made me cry harder. Because of my disobedience, i was given an assignment due on Monday. It doesn't feel good to disappoint your master. I will never do that again. my job as a slave is to make him happy and find pleasure, even in pain, in the smle act of serving Him. No matter what, i am to do what I am told to do with joy and content. The pleasure is knowing that I'm doing what I'm told to do, and to stay in my place and be a dirty nasty filthy dirty c** slut for Him, if that is what he says that I am. |
