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hurtzgood

I am a Sadomasochist, I find that Pain and Pleasure can be the same Sensation. I am more of a Masochist, than a Sadist, but love both flavors.

Very openminded... If it can be done more than once and doesn't require an explanation in the Emergency Room, I am game.

I am looking for a Pro Domme. I would love to surrender total Control to a True Sadistic Domme. I truly would enjoy the Pain and Desire damage done.

Is there Anyone out there that is Real? I am looking for a real life experience, no games or cyber play. I will be Honest and Sincere and expect the same back.
12/6/2009 12:54:35 PM
Do you leave a Mark?

 Years ago when I lived in So Cal, I answered an ad in a Singles Paper.  A Sadistic Domme was looking for a willing Victim for CBT and more... She was Gorgeous!
 All I could think about was This Voluptuous Beauty taking my Sex Organs and Inflicting as much Pain as She could to them, just to see me Suffer! I am not really a Submissive, I am a Masochist though . I had to call Her as She already had me in Her power.
 Our first meeting was one of the most Intense Sessions I have ever had. The Domme Jerked me off at the same time she was Beating on my Cock with a Wooden Meat Tenderizing Mallet! The closer I got to an Orgasm, the more She Pounded on my Cock, till when I finally Came she was Wailing the Cum out of it. Incredible Pleasure, felt no Pain at all at that Time.
  The next session the Domme forced me to Service Her Thoroughly and Completely with my Mouth and Tongue, while She unrelentingly Tortured my Cock? That was Rough! At the Time I Hated it, but She FORCED me on. She wasn't Play Acting or Pretending, She was Mean and Relentless. She made it clear that it was all about Her Needs and Desires. She Hurt me Good that Day. Still it filled a Deep Need in me. It has been 20 years since then and I still remember it Clearly, I still carry Her Mark where She Scarred me. She Bit my Cock Severely and sawed into it with Her bottom Teeth as She forced me to please Her. Now I find that my biggest Kinks and Fetishes are the Acts that gave Her Pleasure. In a way, a big part of me still belongs to Her. I think the Sadistic side of me enjoyed what She did just as much as the Masochist in me, does that make sense to you?
 So I ask... Do you leave a Mark?
Rasvim
 
 Age: 29
 Oklahoma city, Oklahoma