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| For as long as I can remember, sex and the desire for the opposite sex has been rooted deeply in the fetish world. I can't say there was a cataclismic event that lead to it, simply it has always been.
Through the years I have tried with little success to find someone who could wrap their mind around the complex lifestyle that I thirst for. More often than not, my partners can't comprehend that it's far more than a casual "rape scenario". Im not interested in playing pretend, nor am I interested in negotiation of terms. What I am looking for is a pet who enjoys being owned. Who can reach a place of trust to become truly free at my hands.
In person I am considerate and lighthearted, polite and personable, but with a horrible wicked streak and a touch of sadism. In the past few years I have began to fully embrace this; You can only lock a lion in a room for so long before he wants out.
So far I have been abysmally disappointed at the lack of grace and allure. I tend to come across 10, empty, trashy, comments, for every well spoken appreciative 1.
There should still be beauty in a whore, just as there should still be love in breaking someone; reducing them to a quivering body free from the burdens of thought. I am hoping to find a true sub who can appreciate this concept.
This doesn't mean I am easy to please nor soft; only that while you're bound and quivering in fear, wondering how I will use you next, I will be appreciating how gorgeous your tender vulnerability is.
I am not looking for a weekend spanking, or a fuzzy handcuff affair. I feel these relationships are incredibly strong ones, and take time to build, if you feel like you are a potential long term sub, then we can have coffee, and see how you do.
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