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Deep Breath...........well here goes..I have resisted the temptation to come out of my shell and enter into this world that I have admired for an eternity. I hope eventually to be of service and to be valued by a Mistress as a slave and to develop my skills and serve an individual with whom I can anticipate and facilitate her requirements whenever I am in her presence or commanded to perform duties on my own.
24/7 is an unrealistic possibility for me, however, I will make myself available for service as promptly as possible when summoned. I do not believe in commiting to things at the outset which cannot be fulfilled in practice.
I have once made that mistake in eagerness and would not wish to repeat it.
In the meantime I would like to get to know likeminded people and have aleady attended a couple of munches.
I am exceptionally self disciplined and loyal and thrive on the release of giving myself to a Dominant/Mistress/Goddess, the euphoria of being controlled and the ability to relinquish my responsibilities in my vanilla life and novate them solely to her is uplifting.
Engaging in something I would not desire just to please her and realising that the reward is not in the act itself but in the joy it brings my Godddess.
The smile on her face is the greatest reward I can imagine , even if I have to suffer discomfort to please her.
Within this dynamic; I enjoy images of male subservience , easily detectable in
their facial expressions of adoration and humility as they gaze up at the superior female. Her expression being that of all powerful and adored.
As easily as she could unleash her wrath upon the male, true power allows her to be magnanimous and kind without any fear of her high status being questioned. Imagery almost quasi religious , a 21st century stained glass window of worship in the BDSM world.
My foot fetish is an admission of weakness rather than a request,it is important though as it is the route by which I came to realise my status as a sub. I enjoy the feeling of being humiliated and the contradiction of the way I am both percieved and treated in the vanilla world. The psychological power of being owned and one's duty to another is truly a powerful concept. Available for regular use by discerning Dominant.
That's enough for now.....
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