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Update July 2008-2 years have past in service to my Masters- this slave has learned to accept and embrace this life under bondage ,i have learned so much under Mistress & Master and most important i am most peaceful with being their slave it seems so natural, They have provided opportunities and paths for me to follow, it has been my openess and my honesty with myself and Others that has helped me surrender ,see and accept what truely is another way to "Live Love,and become fullfilled". "Thankful and Blessed i am to be part of this D/S Family and forever grateful!
presently collared by Mistress Mystique & Master Mercy,Masters and Mentors of my Total being.
slave is clean ,fit ,discreet ,obedient and eager to please.
UpDate: THURSDAY, DECEMBER 21, 2006--- A VERY VERY SPECIAL DAY,
MISTRESS MYSTIQUE & MASTER MERCY have Officially Collared me as Their slave Today,
This is the proudest moment in my slave-life ----They have touched my submissive soul!!!!!!!!!
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STRENGTH AND HONOR
ARE NOT THINGS WE SEE,
NOT COMMON WE SAY
FOR OUR EYES DECEIVE,
AMONGST A FEW
TRUE MASTERS POSSESS
THIS TRUTH WITHIN,
SERVE AND YE SHALL FIND
A MASTER WORTHY
TO LEAD,
BUT FIRST YOU MUST
FIND THAT STRENGTH
IN YE
TO SUBMIT TO THE ONE
I CALL MASTER MERCY
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i humbly but strongly suggest to be yourself whether submissive , dominant, switch , find and accept yourself , within you lies the being dying to express itself , Perhaps,our D/s Family at the very least proviides one way to accomplish this! |
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"pain is weakness leaving the body" |
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Submission is good for the Soul!
Leave life alone ,submit to it and things will come your way.Surrender is the key!
Can you surrender to what is,accept it ,not judge it or anyone,if you can , you are
at peace with your submission ! |
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i truely appreciate and am extremely grateful to be part of this Fine D/s Family. Life is Beautiful! |
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What started out in June/July 2006 as my search for submission has led me to inner peace and more knowledge and acceptance of myself, my meeting with and acceptance of my submission to Master Mercy and Mistress
Mystique have far exceded my own expectations, This is not luck , it is becoming aware of who your truely are by surrendering to what is and trusting the right people to let you do so, i do credit myself for actually letting go of old beliefs and credit Master and Mistress for providing the enviroment to do so. |
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quote---------------
"EURIPEDES"----
484 B.C.-406 B.C.
"DO NOT CONSIDER PAINFUL WHAT IS GOOD FOR YOU".
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i slept and dreamt life was joy,
i awoke and saw that life was service,
i acted and behold.....
service was joy!
Rabindranath Tagore
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23 Dec. 2007
Today approximately 1 year after being collared by my Divine Masters, Mistress Mystique and Master Mercy i have been introduced to locked chastity . My Owners have control of my sex, this is what i have agreed to and have made peace with Their TPE of me. i confess to looking forward to this moment with some apprhension , but i have learned to trust and believe in my Masters timing and wisdom of Their training of me.
Thank You Mistress & Master, i wish to make You Happy and pleased with my service and servitude! |
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To does who dare
come the treasures of life
for i have exposed my soul
and followed my heart
to the shackles of my destiny
my choices well made
the risks well taken
my path has led me
to the place i must be
under collar to my Masters
Mystique & Mercy
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 i am very happy and joyous in my servitude to Mistress Mystique & Master Mercy.
It is almost one full year as of the 21st of December that i will have been collared by such a stunning and Divine Couple. Loving Them and Their Fine Family comes easy for me for i just Trust Their Divine Wisdom and acceptance of me . In this Crazy Universe i have found my true place and it is in service and love with Them. i look forward to many more opportunities to serve Them and just be with Them. Added to all this we will be seeing sister slave ashleigh more often which will make things more exciting and fruitful for all.
it takes time for good relationships to Blossom,
this one is a True Orchid of Beauty in the Garden of LOVE!
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As we approach Canadian Thanksgiving my thoughts deepen on the many things i have to be Thankful for, the most precious of these is the prescence of Master Mercy and Mistress Mystique in my life, They have welcomed me into Their home and life and i am forever blessed and grateful for this!,Their trust and confidence in me drives my determination to never let Them down, Their training of me
boost my efforts to serve Them well, i am inspired and touched by The love in Their home and have shown me,
i Love You very much Master and Mistress!
Happy Thanksgiving!
Your devoted slave |
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"Mistress Mystique"
Mistress takes my breath away!
Beauty beyond description!
For words alone cannot describe
what these eyes behold, that,
Such a Goddess exist
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gives life to even the
lowest of creatures and the mightiest of men
from slave to Dom-all matter of men
bow to Her Beauty, Grace and Power,
to do for Her , To please Her wishes,
strikes us with bound duty
To see Her smile, to see her pleased,
is not a Dream but a passion,
a passion, a will ,a must ,an addiction,
Mistress Mystique Our Queen ,Our Empress,
We Worship Her,Adore, Obey and Love Her,
We live to see Her Pleased and Happy
to be Her slave is Exctasy!
Joy to see Her Happy!
Eternal Bliss!
in Her Service
one would endure the fires of hell!
to feel one ounce of her Love
Her touch,or even a cruel slap!
slaves we be to Her,
Owned , in body and in mind,
but most of all in love to Her,
in Spirit and Passion,
WE SURRENDER!
Our mortal lives, Our Total Being,
To the One True Goddess!
Mistress Mystique!
Our Devotion!
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i am extremely honored and happy to commemerate the 1st anniversary of my first face to face meeting with Mistress Mystique and Master Mercy. i followed my submissive soul and surrendered to Them . This bond is very special, unique , unlike any other i have experienced . There is no questioning my heart and mind that i wish to continue being Their slave property , i just feel so vulnerable at times it is a little scary , however faith in my Masters and my decision to follow what i consider my true path keeps me full of love ,hope and joy ! i love Them very much and proud to be part of such a Wonderful D/s Family! |
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"Wicked men obey for fear,
but the good for Love."
quote - Aristotle |
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Life is a Miracle and Living a Joy,
You are a Miracle and a Gift,
and You repay the gift by Being all You were created to Be! |
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i have found love in service to Mistress & Master,
When we know love matters more than anything, and we know that nothing else REALLY matters ,we move into the state of surrender. Surrender does not diminish our power, it enhances it! |
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i thank my Masters, Mistress Mystique & Master Mercy for this opportunity and the many more They have presented to me.
Being their slave is "SPECIAL" i am honored, privleged to "be" so. These are no mere words but feelings from my heart and soul,
There probably are other decent Masters out there ,but i do not know them i unfortunately cannot vouch for Them.
my Masters are very REAL, Decent, Honest,and passionate People of Integrity.
Make no mistake ,Their choice and passion is to Dominate, to Dominate ,Educate, and bring BDSM . D/s relationships , and people who truely wish to learn and honestly participate
and practice at the most respectful safe levels. To explore ,experiment , satisfy those deep but imtimate feelings within You , is all possbile . They have shown me my way , and i am joyous in my new Being, Those who dare follow their lead , or consult with them will not be disapointed unless it is not truely You,
Whether Dom/sub/switch , my Masters can help You feel better about the dom/sub feelings within You aching to come out. |
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i want to Thank Master intensly and publicly for the effort He put in to take the time to talk to me about my service and attitude .
i do appreciate it . i also wish to apoligize publicly to Mistress for my not giving 100% in attitude and timing to what She so graciously expected of me. Considering the time and effort They put in me , Master's expectations of His slave ,Mistress's education of me plus the potential They see in me i can see i must improve in all levels especially in attitude, my commitment to Them and myself demands it.
Reflecting upon Master's wise analysis of my behaviour and retracing my steps and thoughts of the past week i now see clearly how and why i did not give 100%.
my mind was operating from pressure and fear i put on myself plus i was prioritizing personal and slave tasks unequally and unfairly considering my commitments, In my defence i thought i was doing the right things for the right reasons but as Master pointed out i do need to learn to treat any tasks no matter how small with equal importance, i Thank Master for correcting me i take this opportunity to renew my commitment to Them by obeying without question ,following and trusting in Master's Lead , trusting in my service to Mistress and Her education and transformation of me and to faithfully follow the path of servitude i originally commited to and abide 100% to the terms of my slave contract. i am very very grateful to be under the influence of ,and submission to ,such Fine Masters. |
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i am always pleased to follow up on any opportunity to see and honor ,serve my Masters, This past Saturday i was honored again to be with Them, i never know what will happen or how i will feel about each new experience, i felt good about my service to Them, so i should, for it is a joyous experience to be in their presence and serve to please Them. When it comes to Their criticism of my service and behaviour i am learning to accept it and later embrace it and come back more determined to be a better slave. It does matter very very much how i interpret ,think ,feel and accept their criticism for i can choose to defend or even fight it but i know to do so i would lose the very training and life i deem very important to me, i would be fighting my deepest desires, my inner being, This can be hard for a slave , but i remind myself this is the path i have chosen, These are the Masters i have chosen to serve and have learned to trust , have faith in and Love, i will not let my ego be an obstacle to that which i treasure , i realize how valuable this relationship is to me, sometimes i may not understand or feel understood ,but i do know, feel and accept my place with Them. |
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Since day 1 upon meeting Master & Mistress i was Awe-struck by Mistress's Beauty , Grace and later Her intriguing Intuitive nature mixed with Her ability to be the sweetest creature on earth and at the snap of Her whim ,Be the most Demanding Punishing Goddess Imaginable or maybe even Unimaginable!
As for Master, i am always learning from Him, He keeps me on my toes , from His calming voice comes a commanding prescence of mind that guides You to not just Their bidding but somehow You know it is always for Your own good to serve , and follow His lead.
A True Master ,He is, for he has mastered His own life ,His own demons to earn the right to
lead others on their path to self-discovery within Submission/Domination.
i am very grateful indeed to be chosen to follow and serve such Divine Discriminating Dominants!!!!!!!!! |
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i dedicate this poem that just came from within myself to Mistress Mystique and Master Mercy. Under their influence and education my true self has surfaced.
"The madness outside approaches me,
"i learn to dwell, inside the real me"
given the lives i could choose,
The One inside,will envelope me,
It's clear to me,...
The Madness outside
is now , not part of me." |
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i am so happy and grateful to be part of a Real Wonderful D/s Family that brings discipline,order ,love and peace ,honor and respect in servitude, i experience joy just knowing i am part of where i truely belong,
i believe i am trustworty and a trusting soul but i am learning , experiencing new dimensons of trust and submission through my faith, purpose , dedication to the concious and subconcious choice i have made to follow
and truely think,feel ,live and experience full surrender to Master & Mistress's energy.
The force They present to me is not only what i was looking for but what i needed and now embrace, there is no doubt in my , mind ,body or spirit, energy, that i put my trust, my very" being" in the right hands, i Thank myself for having the courage to pursue what i want and need and thank my Wonderful Masters for giving me this opportunity,
i love and trust You very much and welcome with open heart and mind any other new Members to Our Beautiful D/s Family,
Whomever You choose will be Respected ,accepted as an extension of You.
Love -deedee |
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i am so grateful i have attracted Mistress & Master into my life, i have seen Their positive affect on me in many ways, i really want more of this, for i have chosen this path in mind body and spirit to be truely happy, i must go all the way,i surrender to Them Totally in love ,trust ,loyalty and obedience trusting my thoughts and feelings truely are gudiing me to a more fruitful and happier life under/with Them, This is for me, i bless them for giving me the opportunity to see this and my choice to follow through on it.
Thank You Wonderful Masters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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i felt honored,privleged and happy to be with Mistress & Master today ,also to be part of a family celebration and help out. i am committed in my mind.body and spirit to Them for the next five Years. i just have to work on the actual
relocation of everything to progress to actually living full-time this Life i have chosen.
i believe it will happen for nothing else seems to bring so much joy , i want to experience such joy every day and will have postively no regrets, i believe and and live and breathe this thought every day since the first time meeting Mistress & Master, i believe that it was no coincidence that i met Them for i followed through on my thoughts and feelings then, and i will to continue to do so now and in the future , i believe in this path and life for me and i truely hope Mistress & Master continue to believe in me and my commitment to Them. |
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Saturday March 03 2007 , i was happy to be called upon by Mistress & Master to serve Them at Their Home. i was a little apprehensive because i was not able to find something Mistress had requested,even though i had a good excuse the thought of Mistress being unhappy or displeased unsettled me. Because of my persevience i was able to find what Mistress wanted at the very last minute, i felt i would be in Mistress's good graces , i was ,but only temporarily.
It is always a good feeling to see my Masters, to be in Their Fine Company , to feel part of Their D/s Family , to belong and serve Them.
Master had me clear out the driveway of snow again, i was happy to do it, working hard for Them seems so natural , i strive to hear Them pleased with my efforts, i wear my collar with pride that i am Theirs ,i love the feel of it around my neck as i labor for Them , even though i must hide it under my clothing from onlooking neighbors i know and feel its symbolism upon me, i feel Their Power and Authority over me and surrender to it.
Once done ,a few more tasks were demanded of me , Mistress had a nice meal prepared for me, i was grateful,i like this period when Mistress and Master have a chance to converse with me, it is an opportunity to get to know each other even more, to see where we are in our relationship. i really appreciate this time.
after eating Mistress ordered me to strip and attend to some ironing , i don;t exactly know what it is but whenever Mistress orders me to strip naked i just get all goosebumps and caught by surprise, i feel exposed and vulnerable but just where i should be, naked at Her service,
while ironing i guess i opened my mouth to much!!!! i somehow upset Mistress without really meaning to,
i mentioned e-mailing another Mistress for information without Her Permission-- a real-no-no
Later She punished me with Her whip in my humbled position, i did not mind the pain or blows , it was the fact that She was disapointed by my actions that really hurt me.
Master seemed amused by this and just encouraged more ..
even though i felt my actions were only to seek info and not betray my Owners i could see They did not see it that way, i surrendered to my punishment for even if i felt i was in the right my Masters had the right to punish me if They saw fit to do so,
it was really emotional for me, not only did i feel i let Mistress and Master down but Mistress threatened to take my collar away - i felt devasted ,, really ,really scared afraid of any such a thing happening , i was hoping She was joking , but even if She was it was still too frightening for me to bare, i cried , for to envision this was totally unbearable,
my very being was to become non existent, i begged and pleaded for this not to happen , i really do not know what i would do if i was ever dismissed , i feel i would die, just not exist any more!!!! very very hard to accept, i wouuld endure anything ,anything else pain humiliation ,but dismissal to be uncollared ---i would just die----- i could not contain myself- it was if She choked my very breath from me when She mentioned this,, i felt terrible!!!!! almost ill!!
i much rather She just beat and humiliate me -but to mention taking the collar away or dismissal was too much for my mind ,body and spirit, to accept,, who and what i was would no longer exist and as Her slave it was the equivlent to death.... She finally decided to give me a chance after much pleading,begging and groveling on my part , i was and still am extremely grateful but it took a while for me to absorb emotionally what had just transpired,one minute as a slave You think you are doing fine , the next Your Masters may find fault and threaten to dismiss You like that, all very Powerful stuff,, working on your mind body and spirit.
ifinally reagined my composure , i want to continue serving my Masters and agree they can assert Their Authority any time They wish for this is the path i have chosen . i just want Them to know i meant no disrespect by my actions and would never and never wanted to serve anyOne else, never betray Them for i love Them Dearly, i am very sorry They even thought i may had even the thought of seeking another Master or Mistress to serve, i was just being honest with Them with information i wish to share with Them-----With all my heart and soul i pledge myself to YOU and no one else. i am truely sorry i screwed up in Your Divine Eyes.
i Thank You for my punishment ,it will remind me to always do my best for You.!!!! |
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a life of crime was never for me
but the crime of life has not eluded me!!!
To be the true slave i wished to be
i searched for a Mistress , a Master
for me.
For my new Direction ,servitude and all
it took some time , ,some work,and a call!! to make things work it took my all , Honesty ,sweat and trust in all!
This path i followed was meant for me
For it led me to my Destiny!
'Mistress Mystique and Master Mercy'"
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Saturday Feb17, 2007
i was looking forward to this day for at least 2-3 weeks , Mistress and Master had me over to work around the house for Them. i was happy to do so for i had not seen or served Them since late December.
It felt Great to be with Them , serving and laboring for Mistress & Master is ingrained as part of my existence . it feels so right to do so.
i felt the bond between us renewed.
Master had me clear out the driveway of snow , He wanted a good job done for He was concerned about Mistress falling-"" i like the way Master shows His concern and love for Mistress-i admire this about Him as well as His passion and intellect.
The task was more challenging than first thought for the snow was tightly
packed,almost ice, but i found untapped energy in my resovle to please my Masters, i could not quit or even take a break,for if i stopped,tiredness would set into not only my body but my mind, I kept thinking of Master's orders and wish to keep Mistress safe. it took hours of hard physical work but i found i could do it, i wanted so much to please my Masters.
Once done i was happy to hear Master acknowledge my work and very pleased to get a compliment from Mistress for a job well done,
it just warms me all over to hear Them pleased. Later after some ironing and shoe/boot cleaning i took it about myself to complete some washing/drying of clothes while my Masters were away. i felt i was There to serve them and actually felt guilty doing nothing after my tasks were complete so i took it upon myself to do some undemanded tasks. such as folding the washed/dried clothes, i was rewarded with a pleasant job well done and compliment for showing an intiative -- what a Great feelng that was!!!!!!!!
i love Mistress and Master,
and it's Great being in Their service again.
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slaves are like flowers , they need a Master(s) to Be their Sun, to give them Direction ,to grow ,and the warmth they need to thrive.!!! |
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having a disagreement on 1 issue between Mistress & Master and myself, but i want Them to know and everyone else to know ,""i still love Them very much"". i feel and hope this is only a small bump in a long road leading to harmony and happiness for all.! |
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while on my way to Mistress & Master's house this past Thursday the 21 December 2006, how special this day would be. i brought along some Christmas gifts for Mistress ,Master ad Family, little did i know what special gift laid ahead for me. i got to have breakfest with my Owners and be able to talk freely,
had very little tasks to acomplish ,
i was pleased to accompany Them on a short trip that took aa little less than 5 hours, Master had some business to attend to , while Mistress ad i went for a coffee and some shopping ,, ""what a pure Joy just being with such a Godess "" it was fun just being a captive audience in a car with Her, i was relaxed but always polite and attentive to Mistress and felt privleged to be Her servant at any time, When Master rejoined us later we ate lunch at a restaurant Master suggested, Once home i was privleged to give my Masters Their Christmas gifts, as much as i enjoyed giving i was very much hoping They enjoyed what They received. my heart was racing ,
first Mistress ,, She was Thankfully pleased with Her gifts, my faced beamed with happiness -for Mistress was pleased---Then Master -He was also pleased and when He said"" good job"" my whole body felt it was given a great big hug. i felt vindicated as Their slave.
my turn , my christmas gift was wrapped in fine Christmas wrap,
first the card -- it had my name
but it referred to me as ""our devoted one"" which really touched my heart
it went on to say on to say more about my future.
The gift was Truely special,
what else would a True slave want but a collar -not just any collar but a collar from the ones he worships ,serve and adore, it was very special because it was from Them -The Ultimate Symbol of Ownership plus it had Their Unique
Mark or Brand upon it. i sank to my knees in gratitude and became emmotional-- it is all i ever wanted ,even though i have acted as There slave these past 5 months i am now officially Their property. i could not or would not want any other Masters, i am now where i want to be ,forever.
P.S.
Want to mentioned another special gift i received from Mistress, Upon arriving home from the trip i procceded directly to the bathroom to relive myself , upon exiting Mistress with a mischevious look on Her Beautiful face oreded me back into the bathroom , i was startled ,caught by surpise i thought She might have some cleaning work or something for me to do in the bathroom , Not exactly , Once She ordered me to lie on the bathroom floor face up i started to get the picture, She ordered me to open my mouth , then close my eyes , She said She was dying to relive Herself and i was going to be part of the process-WOW
WOW!!!! i confess to have been fantsizing about this several times ,
She squatted above me , over me pulled Her slacks down, She told me How special this Honor was , That no other slave ever received this Honor and i should be gratefull ,, i agreed wholeheartedly,, She peed into my slave mouth , caught by suprise i could hardly believe i was receiving this honor, i was expecting a lot so i swallowed immediately, i felt the warmness of Her Goddess golden Nectar as it hit my lips mouth and throat, i was in slave heaven hoping to take all of Mistress's Fine Superior Wine of Goddess Delight. but Mistress felt it was enough for this time,,, i would have to be content and savor whatever taste i received,
i wanted to savor Her Delight for as long as possible so i refuesed to drink or eat anything else for hours,
Because it is from Mistress it is THAT SPECIAL-- i Thanked Her for This UNique and SPECIAL HONOR.
needless to say Mistress can use me this SPECIAL way anytime.anywhere.
eager , ready and gratefull for Your full use of me.
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i woke up this morning to find my new collar beside me ,i put it on immediately, WHAT A WONDERFUL FEELING -TO BE OFFICIALLY COLLARED AND OWNED BY MISTRESS MYSTIQUE AND MASTER MERCY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DREAMS DO BECOME TRUE!!!!!!! |
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THURSDAY, DECEMBER 21 , 2006,
A VERY, VERY SPECIAL DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
MISTRESS MYSTIQUE & MASTER MERCY HAVE OFFICIALLY COLLARED
ME.
i am too emotional right night to talk about it ,but will be back within 48 hrs. to share with You my thoughts on this SPECIAL EVENT-So Dear to my Heart and Soul! |
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i am becoming more concious ,aware of certain realities as time goes on,
As i seem to be privleged to see ,and serve Mistress and Master at least once a week , i crave it ,look forward to it as the Highlight of my week.
This bond that has been created seems to grow stronger , i not only want it ,i feel i need it,
Mistress & Master are in my thoughts every day--it is fullfillilling for me to see Them pleased, This is the new ""normal "" for me.
i am very happy and accepting of my submissive being now that i am truely the owned slave of such a Fine Dominant Superior Couple. i feel They deserve the best Service possible and if i can give it to Them then it is a good reflection on me -something to be proud of, why not be proud of something that i am truely am.."" Their slave.""
i know that is a strong statement in a vanilla world, but its the feelings , reality and the wellness of the paticipants of this D/s relationship that really matter, no one elses.
""IT feels so Right"" |
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i was pleased to be summoned by Master & Mistress this past Thursday,
i was only at their fine home for 7 hours and was only required to do very little work, not complainig , just used to being kept busy, i felt i was being rewarded for being a good slave, nevertheless i was happy to be in the company of both Master and Mistress at the same time as They reviewed Their plans for the future , i welcomed Their patience and understanding of my frustration to kick-start my re-location plans. i really feel in good hands with such an Intelligent Professional Couple, They make demands of me as well They should , and have been very fair and honest with me , welcoming me as part of the family-of course i take seriously the reponsibilities that come with this Honor.
i was even more priveleged to watch a bdsm dvd with Them and encouraged to speak my submissive thoughts, This was a real treat, i was happy that my Owners liked the bdsm dvd i brought over , it makes me want to work harder please Them more to be encouraged this way, i know there are probably slaves or subs out there with regrets-
not me -never - my only regret is that i never met my Owners sooner, Again i was privleged to give
Mistress a foot-bath, masaage Her feet, what an Honor!!!!
i would drive 300 km just to do this Honor for Mistress, She is a Goddess,
i found myself wishing i actually lived under Her at Her feet at all times,
Enough with the fantasies,
Now Master had me be His first victimin Their new Suspension/Bondage device, Master had me naked attached to the Suspension deviced ,when secured , moved the wench and actually suspeneded over the bar bent at the waist , of course He could not resist but to takes several swipes with the riding crop across my naked slave ass, did i feel very exposed , i could here Master behind me happy with glee with His new toy, then it was time to switch to full suspesion with my naked slave body fully stretched , my arms over my head , my toes barely touching the ground, a few more well placed smacks of the crop reminded me i was His property, i felt like a displaye piece of meat , and Mistress agreed as She finally joined us, She too could not resist but to take a few smacks on Her slave property hanging there ,exposed and vulnerable for Their use, beig in such a position really adds to my submission and feeling of being Their owned slave. Mistress and Master left me alone with my thoughts for awhile, i do not know how long it was , it could not have been more than 10 minutes, but alone with Your thoughts it could feel longer, i started to feel unconfortable where my arms were stretched out and even contemplated saying something , but i just told myself not to think of it ,
just let the submission to it sink in ,
i will hang here as an owned slave as long as Mistress and Master want. Trust in Their use of me , no harm will come to their property as long as i surrender to Them completely,
and it helped , i surrendered mself to Their Power and relaxed more in Their Bondage of me, I trust my Owners and follow Them wherever They lead me.
Unfortunately we had thigs to lead and had to stop This wonderful Bondage/Suspension Experiment.
What a Wonderful day as a slave to
such an Awesome Superior Dominant Couple!!!!!!!!!!!
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Mistress & Master have summoned me by e-mail to Their home, i am excited , each time i see Them it is an opportunity to serve and please Them and to show my Devotion to Them, i feel truely lucky to have Them as my Owners, my Appreciation of such a Fine Dominant Superior Couple grows. |
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Mistress & Master summoned me to Their Home today , it pleases me to serve Them in any way possible, i am truely glad i can accomodate Them, i am impressed and consoled by Their intuitive wisdom which picked up upon my personal distress, i have been discouraged by the slow process in which my plans for relocating are taking , Mistress & Master picked up on this and assured me They understand and are willing to be patient about it . i feel relieved and happy to know They are so understanding and believe in my commitment to Them ,
i worked with Master in the garage, i enjoy every opportunity to be with Master,He has a calming affect upon me, although today because of the coldness and breeze i confess to wishing we would finish our work in the garage as soon as possible,
but not to worry Master is a Good Master ,He was concerned about His slave's health and sent me off on an errand to get me out of the cold and get my mind off it.
Mistress came home later , She always looks so Beautiful to me,
makeup ,no makeup ,dressed casual or stylish She is always Gorgeous , i know Master would say so too.
iwas privleged to lunch with Mistress & Master and to listen and contribute to informative and fun coversation.
Later after performing a few tasks for Mistress i was again privleged to Give Her a foot massage, i just feel so happy to this for Her, it is a personal service i endear, a joy and honor to do!! i really do not think i have a foot fetish but for Mistress i would and could massage ,lick ,kiss worship Her Superior Goddess Feet all night ,or for as long as She desires, Mistress also has the nicest pair of athletic feminine legs .
a True Goddess that i am very privleged to serve and Honor, a lucky slave indeed, i am !
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Received a nice surprise today,
Mistress & Master sent me a very encouraging e-mail. i feel very much appreciated and very lucky slave to have such Wonderful Owners. |
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Mistress & Master had me come over Yesterday, each time i do see Them my whole being is transformed , through my service ,dedication and welcoming Them into my life my whole existance has changed, not everything ,my residence and work has not yet changed .. will come in time, but i now have a feeling of being on the right path to be a truely happy overal human being, i sense all along like all relationships -You need to let in the right people to compliment Your life,
Mistress and Master are a Great Couple- even outside of bdsm i would be impressed by Them.
my training continued , while working alongside Master doing some physical work ,Master continued teasing me about using Their new Suspension device with me as Their first victim, i admit to being intrigued, i do want to experience it,but at the same time i do not want to displease Mistress or Master, i feel i could not do so intentionally , i actually feel ill in my stomach if either of Them are displeased with me, so i could not intentianally displease them to get a punishment i might favor ---but not to worry try as i might not to -i do make mistakes which do not get overlooked by my Demanding Owners, after all it is for my own good .
As Master was in a Sarcastic mood today Mistress was in a Joyful One,
She was pleased that the ironing was done to Her satifaction-even complimented me about it-wow-warms my submissive heart when She tells me things like that,---washed Her vehicle , i helped with christmas decorations ......... i was rewarded with the Honor of giving Mistress a foot massage- As much as i hoped i was pleasuring Mistress ,i felt in slave heaven just being at Her Godess feet, i felt i could perform this service for Her all night as She watched TV and conversed with Master-- there was no where else i would have wanted to be , just be Her foot slave -and i was -Happy as can be,
unfortunately i had to leave ,so i kissed Mistress's foot while thanking Her for this Privleged Honor.
really !!!! Mistress takes my breath away !!! another fond memory and experience i treasure.
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Mistress and Master had me over yesterday, Thursday, They had a few chores for me to do.. ironing, cleaning , physical work......
Whatever They want or need i wish to serve Them, i really feel i belong to Them, i really feel we communicated today how special this relationship is, in return i feel special ,valued and privleged to serve such a Dominant Superior Couple. |
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Mistress & Master had me over last week, my service and training continued, i am never sure what to expect ,but i have developed this trust in whatever demanded of me will be for my own good and of course for Mistress's and Master"s benefit.i stayed overnight-knowing and feeling like their property-it was a nice warm feeling.
Besides helping Master with some physical work my training consisted of being a sissy maid ,ironing , folding clothes,
in a maids outfit-i confess not on my top 5 list ,but i do not question Mistress and Master ,only accept my position as Their Total slave, it does make me feel more subservient to Them ,and more pliable for more training, as later my training in the same outfit my training furthered as Their sissy-slut-whore- bitch-slave, i did enjoy it, now 4 days later still thinking about the experience, want to be the best sissy-slut-bitch-whore-slave possible for Them.
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September/October 2006
There is new passion in me , a new excitement, Yes , the submission inside of me ,aching to come out since puberty it never has left me ,
i have had sessions with Pros, had an enjoyable relationship with a girlfriend who enjoyed playing Dominant, but this is something quite different , this relationship as a 24/7 slave to a Dom couple is something i realize i must live out,experience and contribute to,
This is new territory for me to experience 24/7 slavery ,always subservient ,submissive to a Couple,but the right one for me , why because it was in my thoughts , i followed through on my thoughts and feelings and it led me to Them, If i am honest with myself and Honest with Mistress and Master , trust Them and the relationship i will experience and grow exactly how i should,this is a wonderful feeling!!
in fact i have grown to love Them both, i find i do more for Them than i do for myself, i want to please Them , along the way i see i am capable of doing much more then i usually do, content with just surviving , Mistress and Master know i am capable of more , i trust Them to extract that from me, i submit to Them fully, out of TRUST,LOVE, and RESPECT. Each time i see Them i am not sure what They will ask of me, i try not to anticpate what because it just makes me think if i am up to the tasks or may disapoint Them, but i am not disapointed , no matter what seems to happen ,even if They have had to discipline me or Train me Hard i come away with this specialfeeling of belonging to Them, i want to please Them , take any punishment to show Them my sincerity ,commitment and devotion to Mistress and Master.
Mistress is so ,so Beautiful, She takes my breath away!!! She can do what She wants with me , i feel like
clay in Her hands being molded and shaped into anything She desires,
Her Goddess eyes of blue violet light up my submissive heart and Her voice !!!!, When She commences my training there is something about Her voice that seems to surface from within, A calm ,confident , Dominant Woman who aims to get Her way , not a screaming Dom Bitch ,but a Godess who exeplifies Female Power ,enticing me ,directing me with Her words,Her touch, ,Her firm but velvet voice, She knows what She wants from Her slave and will not settle for less-i can't help but submit to Her.
i am grateful to have worked alongside Master on different chores around the house , it has given me the opportunity to greatly appreciate Him, i Respect Him very much, i was not sure how i would react as His slave since i have a lot less experience submitting to a Male Dom, i can say honestly i am glad i gave it a chance, i am very impressed by His intelligence , perception, His very thinking process in solving problems, His veritible wisdom, i have grown to love Him as much as Mistress and wish to please Him just as much! He is a very special man that has my trust ,
These feelings and thoughts i have ,have blossomed throughout
September and October
As November rolled around i felt so much Their property i actually felt scared i would or could lose Them on a 10-day trip They took out of the country, was i glad to pick Them up a the airport, it was fun just being of service to Them , bringing Them home safely, i felt relived , we celbrated Mistress's birthday, i was happy She was pleased with my gift,
it was an absolute joy for me to see Her pleased, and to hear Master say "'good job"" to me was icing on the cake, i know i want to belong to Them, i feel i do, i do everything to make it possible, and will do everything to continue to be Their
loving and loyal slave.
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i am starting this journal at the suggestion of my Master,
late June ,early July 2006
i first came across profile of a Dom couple, i like what i saw and read, the words they used connected with me, sent off an e-mail to them that day amonst others, did not get a response immediately ,but when i did they wanted more info about me and my experiences and ideas about D/S
all the while i was in contact with other potential Doms, the difference i found with my present Owners is that all their correspondence and profile wording was consistent to a ltr 24/7
but with a gradual but attainable approach, Once i satisfied their info gathering Master contacted me by phone , i was impressed by Master's voice and calm demeanor , a second call traspiered ,a meeting arranged.
Face to face at last , i met a very Beautiful Intelligent Lady (Mistress)
and a very Intelligent Professional Perceptive GentleMan(Master) i listened to their ideas , requirements,
i decided then and there i wanted to proceed, listening to all the maybes
on the internet and having met Real People in the flesh made all the difference to me. i knew it was now or never, This was and still is a big step for me ,it means relocating to another city , only 150 km.away but being trained to be a 24/7 slave,
not just satisfying my fantasies but doing and experiencing all that goes with, i admit , my expectations were more like , i would come by be there sex slave for an afternoon and then leave try different experiences , but i was in for some long hot work , i learned self-discipline ,to be put in sevice to Them with chores to be done properly , i found myself wanting to please Them , i am sure they were testing me, Each time i went over more work or chores seem to be piled on ,but i just accepted them as a challenge , iWhen time came to play ,bdsm ,sexual i submitted more readily and was not disapointed.
next journal entry
August 2006
made my Definite Decision
This is for me , no turning back
will be locating withing 3-6 mths
do not see a Better Dom Couple Prospect or Individual to serve,
Everything they have said is trues and consistent, Have good feeling about Them.
nest time will report on September/October 2006
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