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looking for like minded people
Looking to explore more of a daddy dom role
Used to be on here when it was collarme. Lost that profile and all my friends Im also on fetlife
Ive wasted all my years I dont know if its the depression making me think like this, but I have an over whelming sence that Ive wasted my life.
Im 35 years old now Im in a boring dddlg relationship with someone. I dont think she realises that its this kinda of relationship but it is. She demands attention and wants to be treated as a little.
Im not sure if I love her or if Im just unhappy with my life.
I spend hours on here looking for people to talk to, Im not that bothered about meeting or even pretending to meet them. I just want conversation. I go through following people and then in the next few days I unfollow them
Late last year I applied for a new job, went through 3 job interviews had really good feed back from my first two interviews, but then failed the last one. I selfishly blame this on her. As she wants to stay up late until 1 or 3 in the morning whilst Im up at 6 everyday so on the day of the final interview Id had about 4 hours sleep.
I just want her to leave me alone. But I know this isnt fair on her.
I feel like I cant change the things that make me unhappy
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