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no relation, no love - finaaly out of there
back on CM - Canadian woman, 46 yo 1m70, moved to UK some weeks ago.
Has always been a housewife and owned by my ex. Very submissive by nature and obedient.
Was trained to be used as a 3-hole cumcontainer.
My life was completely controlled, what I wear, always naked or in sexy lingerie at home (rule set by ex), only dresses or skirts, what I eat, what I do.
Punishments were never physical painful, but could have several forms, tied up sleeping on the floor or outdoors, forced parkingsex, renting out to others, also lesbians, sometimes for longer periods
when i joined CM, i had to choose between sub or slave. i picked slave, because i want to give me 200% and surrender completely to my future Master or Mistress.
That does not mean i will jump tomorrow, but once my decision made, is it final.
I want to experience everything in this lifestyle at least ones. i don't know if i will like it or not, but if i never try, i will never know it.
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