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I'm emma...honestly emma. The secondary significance of that name is this- when I was little and I would get into fights with the boys at school, or run around naked in public, my Mom would say, "Honestly, Emma. Why won't you act like a lady?" I gives me great amusement to imagine the loudest, most exasperated "HONESTLY, EMMA!" of all time if she were to find out about this exploration of my kinky-self.
The primary significance though, is that I've hidden from this part of myself for a long time. I tried to deny myself what I wanted because it wasn't included in "the plan"- the one that had me living in a nice house, with a nice man, with 2.5 kids and my doctorate by 30. That denial landed me in an abusive relationship- he had some of the controlling traits I was unconsciously looking for. I am now free and in a new city and ready to finally face my whole self. My desire is to be unreservedly, authentically, honestly emma.
I'm on this site to get to know likeminded kinksters, so please don't hesitate to shoot me a message! For now, I'm only looking for friends or a mentor. That dark and dominant man with the smirk will have to stay in my fantasies for now.
That's all for now, folks.
NOTE: I'm rarely on this site. If you'd like to contact me, please feel free to do so through my account under the same name. My apologies for any inconvenience.
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