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i want to be a good little bitch,for One to thouroughly enjoy,but i have such a smart mouth. at times,i will admit,i forget Who i am talking to.Tell me,does this mean i may not be truly submissive? Someone please,let me know... |
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do i have the wrong attitude? i have been told that it can be adjusted,but why is it there to begin with? In the vanilla world i must be strong,demanding and at times aggressive.This totally goes against who i truly feel i am deep inside.Needless to say,i allow this DOMinance that i have in everyday life leak over into my more normal life,my lifestyle.i am having great trouble juggling the 2 worlds at times.i do not need to be threatened daily by One who wants to adjust my attitude,i need help in leaving my Mommy role behind as i give myseel and attention to my Dominant figure.Threats have their place,but not on a constant basis.What then happens is that i will not take You serious and the whole mood is gone.Then we have nothing.So this is,i suppose,a plea.Help me,teach me,lecture me if You must,i need to get rid of my bad attitude that seems to slip in at the wrong time.i have no desire to be DOMinant!thank You for Your time. |
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let me try this again...
with every new person you meet,you take with you some bit of wisDom,some bit of knowledge that you did not know before.i'm learning to keep quiet and observe.i'm learning to think before i speak and consider what i'm about to say because once spoken,you can't take the hurt you may cause away.i'm learning that there are and always will be dishonest people who thrive on the turmoil they cause in your life.i'm learning to show my true colors at the beginning and not have them shine through in the middle which could cause the end.im learning about myself and that i am who i am but with proper guidance and patience from Another,i can be even better.i am learning to be beautiful,eager and a source of desire.
i am learning to be the real me. |
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