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For me pain and pleasure are so intermingled that they are one of the same. I am a masochist I am a submissive somewhere in there is also a pet and a little but I haven't figured that out yet. I have a tendency of being a smart ass. I am pagan my beliefs matter to me I won't push them on anyone else and I ask the same however i want my Domme to at least respect this if not share it with me. I'm an attention whore. I am looking for friends and for romantic partners and play partners but I'm not interested in online relationships of any kind. I love to read mostly sci fi fantasy and horror pretty much the farther moved from reality the better I write too the same kind of stuff i read im actually working on writing my own book maybe someday I'll post a little bit on here I'm a fat ass at heart but thankfully not on the outside. if there is something you want to know ask me and I might answer. What I'm looking for is a poly fidelity romantic D/s relationship. I would like it to start with myself and a beautiful Dominant woman. Once we get established and I earn my collar (which i believe should take a minimum of 1 year) then the addition of other slaves should be considered. I do have some baggage from my past. I was abused as a child and I've had other things happen to me as an adult ... I'm not into humiliation i want a Domme who will tell me how much they love me while they beat the shit out of me. I also want to learn how to access my Dominant sadistic side and one day be head slave in a household of 3 or 4. I am into pain in general cbt impact play needles servicing my Domme in any way she needs (house work massages sexual taking orders being a body guard or secretary). I like being marked and I'm into body modification. I don't do pee poop or vomit and I have copd so breath play is out. I'm also not interested in online only relationships. I have high standards for who I serve and who I play with. Even though I am submissive I expect to be treated with respect except during scenes or some posturing once a relationship is established. I am an equal who chooses to serve and I will not serve or play with anyone who cant remember that. I'm not sure what else to say. Please message me and tell me some about you if you are interested
11/23/2013 2:31:53 PM

 My name is J.D. I'm 22 but I do not have the mindset of a typical 22 year old and as such I often have a hard time relating with people my own age. I am much more mature than most people my age. I love to read mostly fantasy and sci-fi or horror. The farther removed from reality the more likely it will peak my interest. I listen to all kinds of music anything from Broadway and Opera to Disturbed or Taylor Swift, The Veronica’s, Skillet and a lot more. I like variety I am just picky about what I like within that. I'm the same way with who I am involved with I don’t have much of a type but I only play with people I know well and are extremely trustworthy. But, play partners are not what I'm looking for. I have play partners and I can find more if I need them.

 

I am looking for something more. I’m seeking a romantic, nurturing, D/s relationship with an extreme sadist. I am even pickier than I am about play partners when it comes to D/s and romantic relationships. I know what I want. I want a strong, beautiful, caring, and demanding woman who is poly minded but single. I am seeking a rare and incredible woman. I want someone who will sit and watch a movie with me share my love for reading (or at least let me read to them) share some of my pagan beliefs (or at least understand and respect them) who is a bit of a nerd, an extreme sadist. I want someone who has the stamina and the desire to push me to my limits and the skills to dance between yellow and red, flirting with that line but not quite touching it. I want someone who I am compatible with in both the kink and vanilla worlds.

 

I eventually want to be head slave in a household with 2 to 3 slaves. I am poly minded but, more into poly-fidelity than completely open relationships. I know what I am seeking is a bit greedy but I know what I want and in return for the love attention beatings and taking control I will love back I will give back that attention I will be beaten I will give up control I like chores I love to serve especially when I am appreciated and rewarded. I love pain I am a heavy masochist and I love to surrender completely. I have high expectations in a Dominant but that comes from playing with some incredible people and a couple of the big names in Michigan. I'm proud to know them and I have learned a lot from them. I am submissive but, I will not kneel at anyone's feet the first time I meet them. It takes time and a special person to earn that, but I want nothing more that to find someone who inspires me to do just that.

 

For my Domme I will provide the following

1. Cooking (I know some good recipes and am interested in learning more I can make most things if I have a recipe or, I enjoy finding new recipes and trying them.

2. I enjoy acting as a secretary and keeping track of my owners schedule for them. It takes some time to fall into that role but I enjoy it

3. I also enjoy acting as body guard and I'm very protective of my owners despite the fact they they may not need it.

4. Cleaning I have experience serving a woman that white glove clean does not even begin to cover. I can provide those same services to my next owner.

5. Running errands shopping and whatever else is necessary.

6. Massages I give excellent massages I can do anything from simple sensual relaxation to working out knots I also am experienced in Reiki and other energy work.

7. Yard work (mowing lawns gardening etc.

8. Anything else I either know how to do or can be taught I highly enjoy service that either relieves my Dominant of some stress or is something they find difficult or cannot do for themselves.

 

 

If you want to know more please read my profile then message me.

LadyDeandra
 
 Age: 22
  Pennsylvania