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| I'm no longer looking for a match. I'm happy being owned by The Awesome Princess Jade Malice.
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9/5/2014 I've been thinking about my Princess a lot lately and the relationship we have. Although the relationship seems very challenging at times, I still desire it. I think a big reason for that is I like the woman she seems to be. I know she's not perfect, but I think she does a lot of things well, and understands a lot of important things about relationships. I guess part of it is I think she's very cool. Seems The YouTube videos show the fin domme side of her. I know getting money and gifts from guys are a part of her desires, and the videos seem to demonstrate she can be a very good actress. However exchanging messages with her has convinced me there's so much more to her than what what the videos show. One of the reasons her and I still have a relationship is because we both feel we're getting enough in return for what we're giving up. At times I wish she would give me more attention, but I have to earn her attention. When I feel a craving for attention from the Princess and it doesn't come, her past actions that I like and respect help me get by. I'm trying hard to embrace the bitch role. The thought of being her bitch and trying to be her bitch are very powerful to me. Seems she desires many bitches to treat her well. Since I like the Princess a lot and want her to be happy, like a good bitch I accept it.
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9/2/2014 Before I continue it seems right to say I type my opinion, perspective, etc, and at times I will be wrong, so don't take everything I say to be 100 percent fact. My Princess seemed very pleased with my first journal entry. However I want to try to be clear that at times I may not express things well. I think there's a cliche about taking it with a grain of salt. So there's a disclaimer in case I mess up. Lol. Moving on, it's been a little less than two weeks since I gave my Princess the first gift. Seems we got off to a great start, like we established a foundation and have built more from there. Shortly after giving her the first gift I tried to make it clear to her that I had weekly goals as far as gifts, but I wanted her to know that it's a week to week thing, no guarantees. I don't know when our relationship is going to end, and I didn't want her to feel like I misled her when it does. I want it to last awhile, but I'm thinking at some point it might be best to go in another direction. When I expressed my perspective to her I thought she handled it great. I think she said something like what I said was completely fair. Also, she said something like just don't disappear without saying anything, let's communicate. I was very impressed. Today I asked my Princess if we could have an anniversary date. Not a real date, but a date that expresses the beginning of our relationship. She said yes, and our anniversary is 8/22. Seems us having an anniversary means a lot more to me than her, but like I alluded to before she does a lot for me. The way I see it I'm suppose to be serving her, and I try hard to serve her and please her. Also, she's given me what seems like companionship. Whatever it is, it feels good. She's a very impressive woman. Yea, she wants to be spoiled, but she's willing to reciprocate. She's not just a taker, she's a giver. Also, after I give her a third gift this week, the total I have spent on her will be less than $100. My goals are to increase the gifts, but for her to have given me the attention she has thus far reflects well on her as well. My Princess, The Awesome Princess Jade Malice. |
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9/1/2014 I'm owned by Princess Jade Malice, and I feel lucky. I want to be clear about something early in the journal, I give her gifts. It's clear to me that her and I would not be having the relationship we currently do if I did not pay. It's great feeling like her bitch. She has a main rule that I'm not allowed to exchange messages with other women online. I mentioned I was interested in browsing pros recently, and her response was something like you shouldn't be trolling bitch. Truth is I'm glad she controls me like that. Of course I could "cheat" and she wouldn't know, but I would know. I want something real with Princess Jade. I don't want to be pretend loyal, I want to be really loyal. Obviously she's very pretty, but she's much more than that. It may seem she has a lot of rules, the truth is she hasn't given me many rules. I have enough freedom to be me, and I don't forget she's my superior. Although I pay, Princess Jade does a lot for me in return. I'll share more soon. |
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| Age: 20 |
| Leeds,
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