herfreedomtaken

She was a college softball player. Thick and athletic. She knew she was coming over to be used. I don't think she had any idea. I was going to bind her and blindfold her and put a TENS unit near her clit while I took her virgin ass.  She took it like a champ.  Later she told me it was her first orgasm.  She made daddy proud.

She admitted to me that her boyfriend had lost interest in being a cuck.  But she didn't want to give up the things I gave her. She showed up Wednesday night as planned. We sat and talked for a few hours about her wants and needs. We started with light flogging that got heavier and heavier her ass turned a bright red. I play some lube on my finger tip and pushed it into her ass. Her hips bucked as she moaned and whimpered. It was at that point I whispered in her ear are you ready for my cock in your ass, she reached back and grabbed it and murmured "it's so thick though".  I told her that if she had any concerns that maybe we shouldn't do it she hesitated for a few minutes, grinding her ass against my finger. She then whispered "please take it I need you to take it".  

As I slowly entered she start to cry out.  I had no intention of ruining her first anal experience.  I held still for a few minutes and then gave instructions on how to relax her muscles.  She took a long deep slow breath and nodded. The deeper I slid inside her tight supple ass she started to moan and her body immediately shuddered.  I started pumping slow and vigilantly as orgasm after orgasm took over.  I finally pumped my hot cum deep inside her hungry ass.  We spent the night talking about her relationship.  She called him and asked if he would reconsider if she let him fuck her ass.  She's a sneaky one.

I can chat perfectly fine through the mail on here. Please stop asking for my email or phone number.  If I wanted you to have it I would offer it to you.

It's not about the sex for me.  It's the control. 

Not sure why someone thinks that insultin me and then when I don't argue back means I am a weak person. If you want a dom to be abusive or mean to you, Just ask.  Im going to remain respectful until something else is agreed upon.

It Started With Dinner

We had met online several weeks ago and started chatting.  She was very forward with her kinks and limits.  It was refreshing to meet someone so open to having consensual fun.  What I wasn't aware of was that she talked a big game, but had little to no experience.  She was still part of the 50 shades crowd that got a little too curious. After dinner, we settled back into my place.  We had talked about a lot of things she was interested in trying.  I had her undress, her vulnerability immediately stood out.  She had never been with someone dominant before.  She took my lead without questions.  Tied up and blindfolded I admired her beauty and fit body.  I started by simply getting her off.  G spot massage sent her over the edge quickly.  Squirting uncontrollably she came over and over again. I could sense she was sliding into subpace on orgasms alone.  I removed the blindfold and place her on her knees and chest down on the bed.  Her willingness to please was evident.  I whispered in her ear, how far are you willing to go tonight?  She had watched sounding videos and the thought of having it done turned her on.  I warned her that it was a big step starting, but she insisted she was ok.  I lubed the 3mm rod and placed it at her entrance.  As I slowly started to insert it she whimpered but never said "red" or "yellow" the two safe words we discussed over and over.  after getting about 3 inches of the rod in I watched her relax.  I was impressed that she had allowed it to proceed so deeply.  I then grabbed a small rubberized egg vibe and turned it on low and placed it gently against the rod.  Her moans became deep and deeper.  Her breaths grew rapidly.  Her body shuddered.  She immediately went flat.  Her breaths were heaving as I gently slid the rod out and unbound her wrists and ankles.  Drawing her up into me arms I slid the mask down.  Her eyes were red and puffy.  She stared at me blankly her lips quivering.  "You are ok sweetheart" I whispered in her ear as I held her tightly.  Her breathing slowed. I showered her up and gave her a cup of hot tea.  As I drove her home the next morning I looked at her and asked "Shall we play again"?  Her smile was warm and welcoming as she responded "You can do anything you want sir, Im yours". Wednesday night she will have her whole world opened up, her boyfriend will get to watch the video when we are done.   

BDSM relationships are 10% physical and 90% mental and emotional.  If the chemistry isn't there then it won't last or be mutually beneficial. 

I think a lot of people see my screen name and a scared off by it.  I don't believe in stripping a partner of their freedom.  More so opening them up to new freedoms.  Exploring themselves. Its the emotional side of kink I want to capture in someone.

From now on I’m giving up kink for good. Now it’s purely for evil.

Kindness goes a long ways, but if you can make her cum her brains out until she's like a jiggly bowl of jello she'll appreciate the kindness even more.

I updated my age, so Im not sure when my profile will get approved again.  

If marriage is your thing, I think that should be every end goal in a kink partnership.  Nothing says taking ownership like marriage.  Finding that one person who fits everything you need and desire.

I was asked, what do you do when a slave or sub doesn't respond to your messages. The answer is quite simple. You do nothing. It's all about respecting someone's wishes if they choose to not respond that is solely their choice and that ultimately needs to be the final decision people in a dominant roll. Need to learn that.

I'm always up for casual conversation. Maybe some light flirting. It should always be about having fun and putting a smile on someone's face.

Doms like to be persued too.  Get my attention.  It makes it more fun.

I had a play session with a beautiful young lady almost 15 years my junior.  I explored her body in ways she never imagined.  She left a trembling mess of emotions and cum.  I thought she had ghosted me.  Never heard a peep for 9 days. She called me last night asked to come back. She was trying to process what I did. She said she liked it all so much that it scared her. Its good to know she is emotionally free. Welcome to the kink life sweetheart.  Session two is tonight.

I'll never understand slaves looking for a lifetime commitment.  You are cherished, but you are there for pleasure and entertainment. Nothing more. If you want romance and love, you are a submissive.

Having a slave is like owning a classic car.  They require maintenance in order to keep them in pristine condition.  Occasionally you have to lube them and use wax too.

Im starting to see people popping up again. I don't think we can ever step away. For some of us this is part of who we are. Not a day goes by that we don't think about taking control or giving it up. It consumes us completely. It's finding the right match with someone where that chemistry an trust takes over and you can't stop it.  For me it's creating a situation where you can't stop me emotionally from taking what I want.  

Trying to find a match on here is almost like trying to find a unicorn and a galactic cruiser setting off for middle earth.  It's like none of that shit exists.

Journals are back!  

Usually i don't bitch and complain about profiles on here but I have an exception.  Like almost every other profile I read the relationship had to end because of a Dom's medical condition.  Holy christ is there some type of dom related disease going around or are you all being submissive to 90 year old men??

At one point in time I almost thought about giving up on the BDSM lifestyle.  Then thought to myself somewhere, someplace, someone isnt giving up on me.

I was just asked why I added someone as a favorite/admirer?  Well here is your answer.  Occasionally I view this website from my phone.  In order to come back and view your profile some more and read your journal it's an easy way to bookmark it.  I'm not creeping on you (ok...maybe a little) just trying to make it easier to read more and learn more about you.

So I added a face pic, not a great one but it is one. If you wanna see more, just ask.

I thought I would throw this out there (hang with me on this I'm bored today).

Top 5 things that turn me on.

5. Tears

4. Pleading for mercy

3.  Forced oral

2.  That look of fear in a slaves eyes when she has no idea what is coming next.

1.  Complete emotional breakdowns after a session.

Holy shit she has like 400 friends.  Are you the Tila Tequila of Collarme?

"You wanna go back to my place and play rape?......No?!  Well that's the spirit!....let's go!"

Hope everyone had a happy valentines day and still have the marks to prove it.  I have decided to get away this weekend and head to Mardi Gras in St. Louis.  Nothing says mended heart better than a half million drunk people and girls flashing their rock hard nipples (it's always cold during Mardi Gras in St. Louis).  We hop on the plane tomorrow morning and will be back Sunday.  if you get really wasted in St Louis don't call me to play.....now if you are sober and are down for fun, I'm sure I can sneak away.

Best Wishes Everyone

J.