Dear Goddess of "The Compound", no i am not happy. i felt that i was close to something special. But my hopes are squashed and my feelings of unfulfillment go on and on. i apologize Goddess.
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What does it mean to be enslaved by a Goddess and to submit to Her will?
i believe that this means i have found someone to whom i love so completely and respect so entirely that i am bound by this to do Her bidding.
It means that through training and discipline i learn to completely surrender my will and give up those male arrogant, dominant, willful tendencies. It means learning to put my own desires aside so that Her desires become my own.
i believe that this can be achieved, but only if She is equally committed to providing the discipline and correction to mold me to meet Her needs.
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