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With a recent and sad end to a long standing D/s relationship, i've been hoping to find someone closer to home that i might be able to serve on a regular basis. But that doesn't seem to be happening. I'll keep looking and hoping, but I'll also be hoping to find that one special connection that only rarely can be found.

Maybe what I'm really hoping for is that someday i might go for what might appear to be a professional session, only to find myself being forcibly and permanently enslaved.

For whatever reason, i have an inner desire to be severely humiliated at the hands of a Goddess. The Women i seem to gravitate toward are those who enjoy belittling/berating the male sex. Those Women who truly see us men as lesser beings to be used and abused for their amusement. Real cruelty and abuse seems to be my thing.

i did find this person once awhile back, but She seems to be a rare individual. i don't know if i'll ever find another like Her. But i'll keep hoping.

Photo and detailed personal info will be happily provided upon request.

8/5/2009 5:32:57 AM
Dear Goddess (of the compound),

This site is abound with fakes and frauds on both sides of the fence.  You are very likely well aware of this.  That is primarily why i was hoping You would provide a photo just as You required me to do.  i wasn't trying to offend in any way.  i'm just trying to be careful.

Most respectfully,

m
7/1/2008 10:32:48 AM

Dear Goddess of "The Compound",  no i am not happy.  i felt that i was close to something special.  But my hopes are squashed and my feelings of unfulfillment go on and on.  i apologize Goddess.



(photo available upon request)

What does it mean to be enslaved by a Goddess and to submit to Her will?

i believe that this means i have found someone to whom i love so completely and respect so entirely that i am bound by this to do Her bidding. 

It means that through training and discipline i learn to completely surrender my will and give up those male arrogant, dominant, willful tendencies.  It means learning to put my own desires aside so that Her desires become my own. 

i believe that this can be achieved, but only if She is equally committed to providing the discipline and correction to mold me to meet Her needs. 

justf4fun71
 
 Age: 20
 Santa Cruz, California