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I just started a book of my fantasies with the perfect mistress in my journal on here. read it please.--------- i just wish to serve and worship to give me some purpose in life. i need someone to be rough and sadistic but not brutal. some pain but not EXTREME. someone to not care about my needs but only their own needs. someone to put me in my place of being less than nothing. not human just a piece of property they own. i have few limitations but do have some. my body may be passable but my face isnt. LISTEN IF YOUR MALE AND MORE THAN 50 MILES AWAY DONT CONTACT ME. I AM NOT LOOKING FOR ONE TIME THINGS. and if your female and more than 50 miles away thats ok mistress
1/7/2010 5:06:48 PM
if anyone wants me to continue this story let me know. other wise why waste my time
12/28/2009 9:42:49 PM
CHAPTER 2 : THE TRANSFORMATION -------------------Pulling on John's leashes they start walking towards the stairs. Tara looks back seeing John walking with head held down. She stops and says "Why the fuck are you walking sissy bitch. BITCHES DONT WALK THEY CRAWL!" She grabs him by the face squeezing his cheeks and mouth with her free hand forceing him to look her in the eyes. "Look you dumb bitch get the fuck down on your paws and crawl like the dog you are." John does what he is told, Tara laughing the whole time. They continue to go upstairs. Tara speaking now to herself but John can hear. "I cannot believe this stupid little faggot bitch tried to trick me into thinking she was a man. What a little bitch. A little sissy bitch faggot. I'll teach this stupid bitch to try to trick me." Approching the bed room door way Tara tells John to get on his knees then she puts the handcuffs back on him with his hands cuffed in front. Grabbing his hair and pulling upward she demands "Get up sissy faggot and stand here and dont move" Tara runs downstairs and grabs the drill some eye screw, S hooks and some chains . Returning she puts one eyescrew in the middle top of the doorway and the chain around his handcuff and back up to the eyehook and attached with S hooks. Then 2 eyescrews in the floor.  One a foot behind him and the other a foot in front of him. Pauseing for a minute in front of John she begins to laugh a little. John looks up  with his arms handcuffed above his head "Tara i love you. Please stop this." Tara stops laughing and begins to frown a sad smile. "Do you really love me?" John in an almost sign of relief replys "Yes of course i do. Just because i did that doesnt change anything i still love you with all my heart. Its not like i was cheating."  John's worst nightmare really was not for everyone to find out although that was a big thing to him too. It was loosing Tara. John loved Tarra with all his heart and if given the choise would tell every one if only she would still love him. -With that Tarra turned and walked over to the dresser and open the draw taking something out. Pauseing with her back still to him she say "You know what honey. You dont love me. You know why. I will tell you why. Cause your a lieing little faggot. I could never love you faggot. Walking rapidly over to him John saw the ball gag in her hand. Grabbing his balls John let out a scream and she plunged the ball gag into is mouth. Grabbing the back of his head so he didnt escape it. Moveing her hands to meet and strap the ball gag in place. John now standing in a skirt and blouse panties and bra. nothing really special. Going back to the draw she comes back with sissors and a bigger flogger. pulling the skirt down to the floor. John tries to step out of them but Tara stops him and say "Bitch leave them with your feet in the middle and dont step out side of the skirt on the floor. then she pulls his panties down to his knees and says they better stay where i put them bitch.  gets behind him and cuts threw the blouse.  "Ok faggot here is what you deserve."   Raising the slightly bigger flogger. Strands 2 feet long made of black leather.    TO BE CONTINUED...
12/26/2009 6:37:07 AM

THE SISSY CHRONICALS-------------------------CHAPTER 1 ----GETTING CAUGHT----------------------------------------------WAKING FROM GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP JOHN FELT HER LIPS TOUCHING HIS. SHE SPOKE "BYE HONEY I WILL BE GONE FOR A WHILE." FINALLY JOHN'S GIRLFRIEND WAS LEAVING BEFORE HE DID. HE WOULD HAVE HOURS ALONE THIS MORNING. WALKING ALMOST SKIPPING TO THE SHOWER SO HAPPY TO FULLFILL HIS ULTIMATE FANTASY. HIS DIRTY LITTLE SECRET, THAT IF IT GOT OUT WOULD SIMPLY AND LITERLY KILL HIM. AS HE TURNED THE WATER ON HE PULL HE LOOKED AT HIS GIRLFRIENDS TOY HE HAD IN HIS HAND. A PURPLE JELLY DILDO WITH A SUCTION CUP ON ONE SIDE. WETTING THE SUCTION CUP PART THEN STICKING IT 3 FEET HIGH ON THE SHOWER WALL. GETTING IN JOHN STARTS TO LATHER UP THINKING OF WHAT IS TO CUM. WANDER WHY HE HAD THESE URGES. ITS NOT LIKE HE FANTASIZES ABOUT MEN, BUT THE FEELING OF SOMETHING, ANYTHING PENETRATING HIS ASS JUST GOT HIM ROCK HARD. NOW SO HARD THINKING OFF IT JOHN STARTS TO BACK INTO DILDO. STRADDLING IT BETWEEN HIS LEGS. STILL LATHERING UP MOVING BACK AND FORTH RUBBING THE DILDO ON ASS AND BALLS BACK AND FORTH. KNOWING HE WONT BE ABLE TO RESIST MUCH LONGER THAT THE PAIN OF PENATRATION WAS SOON UPON HIM. ONLY PENATRATING THE FIRST INCH FOR A FEW MINUTES THEN SHOVING IT IN AN INCH OR 2 FEELING THE PAIN. AFTER A FEW MINUTES HE CANT TAKE IT AND SLIDES SO SLOWLY OFF THE DILDO. AFTER A MINUTE HE GOES BACK TO IT. SLIDING IT IN  TWO OR 3 INCHES NOW--RIDING IT FASTER AND FASTER FEELING SO GOOD. AFTER ABOUT 5 MINUTES HE KNOWS HE CANT   TAKE IT ALLCAUSE OF THE PAIN. THINKING OF THE PAIN BUT KNOWING HE HAS NO CHOICE. HE STOPS FOR A SECOND, DILDO 3 INCHES IN SIDE THEN PLUNGES HIS ASS INTO THE DILDO TAKEING ANOTHER  INCHES, 4 INCHES TOTAL. HE RIDES IT ANY WAY TAKING THE PAIN UNTIL FINALLY IT STARTS TO FEEL GOOD AGAIN. ONLY 3 MORE INCHES TO GO THINKING IN SATISFACTION AND ALMOST PRIDE FOR HIS ACCOMPLISHMENT AND PERSIVERANCE. THIS IS THE FURTHEST JOHN COULD SLIDE THE DILDO INSIDE HIM EVER BEFORE.  JOHN STOPS AFTER ANOTHER 5 MINUTES AND HE KNOWS HE WILL BE CUMMING SHORTLY. STROKING SO HARD AND FAST NOW HIS DICK IS STARTING TO GET RAW. JOHN SAYING OUT LOUD NOW "THANK GOD I AM GOING TO CUM". WHEN SUDDENLY THE SHOWER CURTAIN IS RIPPED COMPLETELY OFF THE ROD. STANDING THERE,  HANDS ON HIPS, HEAD TILTED TO THE SIDE WITH A CONFUSED, DISCUSTED LOOK. JOHN SO PETRAFIED WITH FEAR HE CANT MOVE.  THINKING FAST HE REALIZED SHE CANT SEE THE DILDO FROM HER ANGLE HE SAY "HEY WHY DID YOU DO THAT. YOU STUPID BITCH GO AWAY." SHE REPLIES " NO JOHN. NO. NO I WILL NOT GO AWAY I BEEN STANDING HERE FOR 20 MINUTES LISTENING TO YOU." TAKING A STEP FORWARD SHE GRABS ONTO HIS BALL SACK WITH THUMB AND POINTER FINGER SQUEEZING TIGHTLY BETWEEN HIS DICK AND BALLS. NOW HER VOICE ALMOST A WHISPER WITH A HEAVY TINT OF HATE AND DISTCUST SAYS "YOU DUMB LITTLE BITCH." PUSHING HIM A MILLIMETER INTO THE WALL FORCING THE DILDO TO PENATRATE MORE. "WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS YOU FAG-IT" PUSHING SLIGHTLY MORE EVERY SECOND OR 2 STILL BERATTING HIM "WHAT KINDA FAG-IT GUY FUCKS HIS GIRLFRIENDS DILDO?" FINALLY PUSHING HIM TOTALLY INTO THE DILDO. HE COULD FEEL HIS ASS SPREADING AGAINST THE SHOWER WALL. LET OUT A ALMOST SILENT SCREACH "PLEASE HONEY I" HER INTERUPTING AND WITH EACH WORD SHE SPOKE SHE PULLED HIS BALL SACK EITHER FORWARD OR BACK MAKEING JOHN FUCK THAT DILDO HARD. EACH WORD FOLLOWED BY A PAUSE IN SPEACH AS WELL AS MOVEMENT OF HIS BALL SACK. "YOU----ARE-----A----LITTLE-----SISSY----BITCH----FAGGOT-----!!!!" JOHN AFTER MINUTES OF JUST WHIMPERING OW IN ALMOST A CHILDLIKE SILENCE SPEAKS, BEGS AND SAY " PLEASE HONEY I LOVE YOU----IT HURTS." SHE STARTS TO LAUGH SAYING OH MY GOD AND LAUGHING HARDER. JOHN SPEAKS NOW IN A NORMAL BUT SOFT VOICE "PLEASE LET GO OF MY" SHE INTERUPS "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID BITCH. STOPING THE DILDO FROM FUCKING JOHN SHE STEPS INTO THE SHOWER. LOOKING HIM STRAIGHT IN THE EYE. SQUEEZING HIS BALL SACK MORE AND FORCING HIM AS FAR AS HE COULD POSSIBLE GO INTO THE DILDO. "LISTEN YOU STUPID BITCH WHORE DO YOU WANT ME TO TELL EVERY ONE WHAT A FAGGOT YOU ARE LITTLE FAGGOT" JOHN REPLIES " NO BUT. " SHE INTERUPTS AGAIN. " SHUT THE FUCK UP FAGGOT OR I AM TELLING EVERYONE" JOHN OPENS HIS MOUTH TO BEG SOME MORE BUT BEFORE HE SPEEKS  SHE DOES SOMETHING HE THOUGHT IMPOSSOBLE AND SQUEEZES EVEN TIGHTERON HIS BALL SACK SAYING " JUST ONE WORD FAGGOT AND EVERYONE WILL KNOW. DO YOU UNDERSTAND FAGGOT?!" JOHN LOOKS AT HER A SECOND AND HE FEELS HIS LIPS MOVING DOWNWARD INTO SADDNESS AND DROPS HIS HEAD DOWN AND THEN SHAKES HIS HEAD SLIGHTLY TO INDICATE A YES. SHE STARTS LAUGHING SO HARD KNOWING SHE HAS A REAL LIFE SLAVE. KNOWING THERE IS NOTHING HE WOULDNT DO TO KEEP HIS SECRET. LAUGHING SO MUCH SHE WAS SO HAPPY. THINKING OF ALL THE TIMES SHE HAD TO DO WHAT JOHNS WANTED OR FUCK THE WAY JOHN WANTED. FINALLY THINGS WERE GOING TO BE DIFFERENT. SHE HAD CONTROL. TOTAL CONTROL. ALMOST DAY DREAMING THINKING ABOUT IT SHE STAPS OUT OF IT WITH A BIG SMILE. LETTING GO OF HIS BALLS SHE GETS OUT OF THE SHOWER SAYING IN A DEMANDING STRONG VOICE "DONT MOVE LITTLE FAGGOT". WALKING OVER TO THE DOOR SHE TURNS "START FUCKING YOUR DILDO AND DONT STOP TILL I TELL YOU. JOHN OBEYS HER COMMAND. SHE ADDS " AND FROM NOW ON  DONT EVEN THINK OF SPEAKING UNLESS IT IS TO BEG OR ANSWER MY QUESTION AND ALWAYS END BY CALLING ME MISTRESS,MA'AM, OR GODDESS, LITTLE BITCH. HEY LITTLE BITCH DO YOU UNDERSTAND?" JOHN STILL FUCKING HIS DILDO REPLIES IN A MEEK VOICE "YES MISTRESS" A FEW MINUTES LATER SARA RETURNS STANDING IN THE DOORWAY STICKING ASS OUT SLIGHTLY AND RAISING ARMS IN AIR SAYING "TA DA LOOK AT YOUR NEW MISTRESS" SARA IN A CORSET,THIGH HIGHS, HIGH HEELS, ALL BLACK AND RED, ALL LACEY AND FRILLY. JOHN WAS HAPPY THINK HE COULD STOP WITH THIS DILDO AND PLEASE HIS WIFE SEXUALLY AND GET PAST THIS. SARA LAUGHED SAYING "DO YOU WANT ALL YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND PEOPLE AT WORK TO KNOW YOUR A FAGGOT?" JOHN SAID " I TOLD YOU NO MA'AM PLEASE I WILL DO ANYTHING ANYTHING PLEASE DONT TELL PLEASE." SARA STILL LAUGHING ON AND OFF RAISES A CELL PHONE TO DIAL. JOHN SCREAMS IN PANIC. WITH A SINGLE TEAR COMING DOWN HIS CHEEK "PLEASE NO I WILL DO ANYTHING" SARA STILL DIALLING AND LAUGHING SAYING " I CANT WAIT TO TALK TELL EVERYONE" NOW JOHN UNCONTROLLABLE SOBBING LIKE A LITTLE BABY "PLEASE GOD ALL MIGHTY PLEASE PLEASE DONT I WILL DO ANYTHING I SWEAR." STILL LAUGHING SHE SHE FLIPS HER PHONE SHUT. "THATS RIGHT I AM GOD ALL MIGHTY TO YOU FAGGOT...OK LITTLE BITCH BUT JUST REMEMBER WHAT I CAN DO." JOHN STILL CRYING "THANK YOU GODDESS THANK YOU. I WILL DO ANYTHING YOU WANT." SARA LOOKING AT HIM SHAKING HER HEAD IN DISCUST. "THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID LITTLE SISSY BITCH FAGGOT. DOES  THE STUPID LITTLE BITCH LIKE MY PANTIES?" JOHN IN SUCH DISTRESS DIDNT REALLY NOTICE BUT LOOKED OVER TO SEE AS SARA TURNED TO FACE THE OTHER WAY. THEY WERE LATEX LOOKING SO TIGHT AND BLACK. JOHN REPLYING "MA'AM THEY ARE VERY SEXY MA'AM" NOW SARA TURNING TO WALK TOWARDS HIM JOHN COULD SEE THE BPLACK PANTIES HAD A BLACK 7 INCH DILDO ATTATCHED TO IT. "OK FAGGOT KEEP FUCKING AND DO IT HARDER AND FASTER I WANT YOU READY FOR MY STRAP ON FAGGOT." REACHING FOR A RAZOR" YOU KNOW WHO LIKES DILDOS AND COCKS UP INSIDE THEM. THATS RIGHT LITTLE GIRLS, AND FAGGOTS. ARE YOU A FAGGOT SISSY BOY?" JOHN HUMILIATED "NO MA'AM  I DONT KNOW WHY I THOUGHT I LIKED THIS I DONT  AND I NEVER WANTED A MAN JUST THE DILDO MA'AM I AM NOT A FAGGOT" TEARS STILL COMING DOWN AND JOHN STILL FUCKING HIS DILDO. " SARA LAUGHING THEN YOU MUST BE A LITTLE BITCH. HUH ARE YOU A LITTTLE GIRL, SISSY BITCH." HANDING JOHN THE RAZOR. "WELL YOU KNOW WHAT LITTLE GIRLS DO. THATS RIGHT THEY SHAVE THEIR LEGS." " DO IT BITCH!!!!!!!!" JOHN TAKES THE RAZOR. AND ASKES IN CONFUSION "BUT WHY" SARA CROSS NOW GRABS A TASSLE HANGING OUT OF HER CORSET. THE TASSLE WASNT A TASSLE BUT THE STRANDS OF A SMALL FLOGGER. SARA STARTS FLOGGING HIS LEGS AND ASS AND ARMS AS JOHN TRIES TO BLOCK HER. SHE STOPS AFTER A FEW MINUTES " YOU STUPID FAGGOT DONT YOU EVER QUESTION ME. I SAID NO TALKING ------EVER--------UNLESS I ASK YOU A QUESTION AND THEN END IT WITH MA'AM. MISTRESS, OR GODESS. YOU STUPID FAGGOT NOT FUCKING SHAVE YOU LITTLE SISSY BITCH!!!!" JOHN SLOWLY STOPS FUCKING THE DILDO BUT LEAVES IT IN AND BENDS OVER TO START LATHER UP LEGS TO SHAVE. SARA SCREAMS " WHAT THE FUCK YOU STUPID FAGGOT!! DID I TELL YOU TO STOP FUCKING THAT DILDO WHORE" JOHN REPLIES "NO MA'AM" AS HE STARTS TO FUCK THE DILDO AGAIN. SARA LEAVES THE ROOM BUT NOT BEFORE TELLING JOHN TO KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK AND LAUGHING. SARA RETURNS WITH A DRILL AND SOME EYE SCREWS AND HANDCUFFS. DRILL A HOLE RIGHT IN THE FLOOR AND PUTS THE EYE SCREW IN THE FLOOR. " OK FAGGOT GET OUT. JOHN SLIDES OFF THE DILDO SO SLOW FEELING THE EMENCENESS OF THE DILDO WITH EVERY MILLIMETER. HE GETS OUT OF SHOWER AND SARA TAKES THE SUCTION DILDO OFF THE SHOWER WALL AND PUTS IT ON THE WALL NEXT TO THE TOLIET AND SITS DOWN ON IT. " OK FAGGOT LUBE UP AND GAT BACK ON YOUR FAGGOT COCK" JOHN OBEYS. "OK FAGGOT GIMME YOUR HAND AND SHE HAND CUFFS ONE HAND TO THE EYE SCREW  ON THE FLOOR` SARA LAUGHING HARD AGAIN " WHAT A LITTLE BITCH I SWEAR. I CANT BELIEVE I EVER THOUGHT YOU WERE A MAN. STUPID FAGGOT. OK I DONT NEED  A FAGGOT BUT I WOULDNT MIND HAVE A FEMALE SLAVE. YOU STUPID FAGGOT WE ARE GOING TO HAVE TO TURN YOU INTO A LITTLE GIRL, MY LITTLE SISSY BITCH. GO AHEAD START FUCKING YOUR FAG DILDO AND SHAVE. SHE PLACES SOME SOAP ON THE FLOOR AND STANDS UP OPENING THE TOILET. FLUSHING IT SHE SAYS "THERE YOU GO DIRTY WHORE USE THE TOLIET WATER TO LATHER UP AGAIN AND START SHAVEING AND FUCKING YOUR FAG COCK. SARA LAUGHING STARTS TO FLOG HIM ALL OVER ESPECIALLY HIS ASS. JOHN SHAVEING THE ENTIRE TIME THINKING AND WANDERING WHAT IS GOING ON WHERE IS THIS GOING. HOW CAN MY LOVEING GIRLFRIEND BE SO CRUEL AND MEAN AND HOW DID I GET MYSELF INTO THIS. ALL JOHN WANTED WAS TO BE FINGERFUCKED NOT TO BE A GIRL. THE ENTIRE TIME JOHN SHAVED SARA WELTED HIM WITH THE LITTLE FLOGGER AND KEPT CALLING HIM A FAGGOT AND HE WAS GOING TO BE HER LITTLE SLUT GIRL FROM NOW ON. ALMOST DONE SHAVEING SARA LEFT AGAIN BUT SAID LEAVING "DONT STOP WHAT YOUR DOING LITTLE GIRL FAGGOT. FINALLY JOHN WAS DONE WITH HIS LEGS AND HIS BALLS WERE ALWAYS SHAVED. SARA RETURNED WITH A PILE OF CLOTHES AND A BUT PLUG. " OK FAGGOT SLIDE OFF YOUR FAGGOT DILDO." JOHN DID. "HERE YOU GO FAGGOT" SHE SAID AS SHE FORCE THE BUT PLUG IN JOHNS ASS. " OK BITCH SHAVE THE CHEST AND UNDERARMS TOO. JOHN DID LOOKING EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE AT THE PILE OF GLOTHES ON THE FLOOR. SEEING THEY WERE GIRL LINGERIE. JOHN FINISHED SHAVEING AND SARA LAUGHED AS SHE POINTED TO THE LINGERIE. "PUT THEM ON SISSY" JOHN DID THE UNEXPECTED HE SAID "NO". SARA IMPEDIATELY PULLED OUT HER CELL PHONE AND BEGAN TO DIAL. JOHN SCREAMED "WAIT .. WAIT...PLEASE WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS. I AM NOT A LITTLE GIRL OR GAY. PLEASE STOP. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?"  IN A QUIETED, DISCUSTED VOICE SHE WHISPERS IN HIS EAR. "BECAUSE I OWN YOU FAGOT NOW SHUT THE FUCK UP AND PUT ON YOUR GIRL CLOTHES YOU LITTLE BITCH. JOHN DID AS SHE LAUGHED. SARA CALLING HIM NAMES THE WHOLE TIME. " SEE FAGOT YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE A MAN BUT YOUR JUST A LITTLE GIRL. SAY IT BITCH! SAY YOUR MY LITTLE GIRL. JOHN WITH A SINGLE TEAR RUNNING DOWN HIS CHEEK IN RELUCTANCE WHISPERS OUT THE WORDS " I AM YOUR LITTLE GIRL" SARA RESPONDS "LOUDER BITCH" JOHN REPEATS  IN A NORMAL TONE " I AM YOUR LITTLE GIRL". SARA UNCUFFS JOHN FROM THE FLOOR AND CUFFS HIS HANDS BEHIND HIS BACK AND PUTS A LEATHER DOG COLLAR ON HIM AND SAYS YOU KNOW WHAT A BITCH IS RIGHT---THATS RIGHT A GIRL DOG. THATS WHY THERE IS A TAIL ON YOUR DILDO BITCH. CAUSE YOUR A BITCH SEE." SARA SHOVES A PAIR OF HER USED PANTIES FROM CLOTHES HAMPER ABD SHOVES THEM IN JOHNS MOUTH. PUSHES THE BUT PLUG IN MORE , SPANKS HIM A FEW TIMES THEN PUTS A LEASH ON HIS COLLAR. SHE PUTS A SECOND LEASH AROUND HIS BALL SACK AND PULLS IT BETWWEEN HIS LEGS,UP HIS BACK AND THREW THE COLLAR AND OUT THE FRONT SO THERE ARE 2 LEASHES. SHE PAUSES AND SAYS "EVERY LITTLE GIRL SHOULD HAVE A NAME I THINK YOURS WILL BE SISSY, yes thats it, last name faggot. LITTLE SISSY FAGGOT" SARA TAKES A PINK TUBE OF LIP STICK OFF THE SINK AND WRITES SISSY ON JOHNS FOREHEAD AND FAGGOT ON THE CHEST. SHE COMMANDS. "COME WITH ME SISSY FAGGOT. WE,  OR RATHER I,  AM GOING TO HAVE SOME FUN. LETS GO FAGGOT!!! PULLING ON THE LEASHES

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 Age: 42
 Walla Walla, Washington