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Hi,
I am here only seeking advice, so please read this up and reply if you can help.

I am married with a girl 5 years older than me.
I love her to death and would do anything for her, but I have issues that I am seeking advice in order to solve. The thing is she never wants to have sex, like we have sex 5 times in a year and because I insist allot. She does like the sex, but it's like a shower, she don't want to get in then she don't want to get out. Even when I am hell horny and insist allot most times I have to finish the job solo, I ask her to at least be there while I do it but I don't even get that lucky most of the time.

I am always up for it, she doesn't ever wants to do anything, when something happens, then she have a great time I can tell, I do my best to please her, but of course being deprived of sex for such a long while I can't be expected to be at my best performance, you don't tell a guy who woke up after a 3 year coma to win a gold medal without any physical therapy. I don't get it, we like each other allot, we are very compatible, she's totally dominant and I am sub to all she wants in our vanilla life, when it comes to sex, she just wants it normal, but seems she's into it, she bought butt plugs that we never used, she used to watch porn before we meet and so did I, but since we meet the sexual side vanished.

When things get done, she will very rarely suck me, only if I just get out of the shower and at the smallest amount of precum she stops, she hates the flavor and she doesn't want me to eat anything to improve it either...

I think all the restriction makes me want more kinky stuff, I used to just enjoy regular stuff, and oral, anal wasn't even important...

but now I want to be her sexual slave, to be whipped, spanked, milked, to give oral, to get be sodomized by her with a strapon, to be cuckolded while she does it with guys with bigger cocks (mine is regular, not big, not small), to clean her up afterwards, golden showers... forced bi...

but she's repulsed by all that, when I try to talk her about my desires she's disgusted.

I think I could forget all my kinks if I was doing it at least once a week or something but I don't know.

Part of the reason she doesn't want to do anything ever is cause she's oversized, I don't mind, I'd love her the same if she was twice her size or half her size, I just care about her well being.

And she doesn't even let me, if I say don't eat that cause it's bad for you she gets mad at me, but sometimes she gets mad cause I let her eat all she wants...

I love her to death, but I have sexual needs I am to young to be in a sexless marriage, I need help!!!

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subbiemaid
 
 Age: 24
 Upstate, New York