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	~*have You had a time in your life where you feel like you have something that you thought you sought for so long for? have you ever had a time in your life where you did not think anything could be better? have you ever felt like a darn fool when the clouds parted and you saw the truth? well i have. i guess that is why i choose the name i did. anymore it seems that a person can not be themselves without another person trying to change them. it has happened to me more times then i think i would care to imgine. i am me, i am who i am. if someone does like me for that then why speak to me and say some of the things that have been said in the past?? it is still a question that i am trying to answer. my heart is as it says. glass. will it stand another break? dont know but i hope i dont have to find out~ as for who and what i am. i am me. i am a person who wears what is left of her heart on her sleeve. sounds silly i know but it is so true. i am a submissive, yes, and i am so very proud of that fact. it has changed so so much over the years but i am still what i am. i may not be like others here and love pain or anything like that. i do not. i do show emoutions quiet easily. i guess to most that is a downfall. i am one limits as well. i dont just do anything. sorry but its just not me. limits and all i shall speak of if there are actually Master's out there that can say that they agree and feel the same as i do as well. not just to say it but to really mean it!! i guess i am just sick of the players, one nighters or One's that say that they are a certain way just to make themsevles sound better. well i hate to tell You but it only makes Yourself look worse in the end. so once i speak with One that i think or feel does actually get to want to know me for 'me' and not someone they wish me to be. it might sound a little cocky for a submissive. but as i said that is me. and said what i feel and have felt in the past. so if that happens and until then i do wish all the true Oones that are seeking the best of luck, a most wonderful day and happiest of times. ~hugs and love to those that wish*~

6/9/2006 6:03:49 PM

i would like to thank All that have sent such positive messages to me. the Ones that i have spoken to have been quiet nice. it is me simply put. the feelings and the emoutions that i could put in so many words. i do thank You so for the wonderfully kind words and do try to get back to You all quickly.

it is just how i know how to be, myself. i have always thought and still do that if we would all look deep within ourselves and not be afraid to show what is there, then there would not be so much pain and hurt that is caused to those that do not deserve such.

i have been asked by a couple of my friends why i have choosen the name i have. as i have said it is something that describes me to the best i know how even with just a simple name. i guess in time i can only hope that the glass will once again be strong enough and to hold what it was truly meant to, until then i keep waiting and hoping. as i hope that all of You find the true One you were meant to be with as well. because it is something we all deserve. all good wishes to each of You...

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