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Welcome to the insanity of my mind and soul.

Ok! This is not going to be very long I hope, but Y/you know how ladies can get they can go on and on, yada,yada,yada!!


I suggest Y/you get a nice big glass of Diet Pepsi,

or should I say a bottle of No Doze would do..

Y/you want to know about the person
that is crazy enough to write this

Well she’s the one in the smile!!
Yup, that’s her in the pink.. --
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I don’t have much experience on this,

(In a Groucho Marx accent)

BuT iT NeVeR hUrTs Ta TrY!!

There are a few things on this site that has come to my attention. This is totally out of character for me, but has to be cleared up.

Absolute Amazingly Dumb Things To Do List

I am not going to take up any more time to respond to some emails over and over so please read the following and take it seriously…

Y/you show me that nasty lil mind in the first email to me. I will give Y/you gad zillion tokens to the nearest car wash to clean it out. Then put you on block and think nothing more of Y/you.

If Y/you can only send a form letter, shows me Y/you aren’t to interested in showing me who Y/you really are.

Ok.. Would like to know what I am to do with Y/your friggen phone number. Really, Y/you expect a girl to call Y/you right off the bat. Gets. out my bat, to show Y/you the knotches from all the trolls. Just shows me the nasty lil mind that will never match up with the ego Y/you have.

**UgGs AcKk***

Some people do not know the meaning of the word "NO” Just don’t get what part of the No they don’t understand at all THE

NNNNNNNNNNN or OOOOOOOOOOOO….

Can Y/you enlighten me on this pLeAse?!!!


Do Not I repeat Not email me seeking my attention anything OTHER than friendship …

Walks up quietly and SMACKS the table next to the sleeping Dom.

I have noticed that there is a lot of Dom’s out there that call themselves Dom’s going after a girl more than half Y/your age shows me Y/you are Domineering and not Dominate… Maybe because Y/you missed out of being married and not having a family and thus, Y/you feel Y/you need this in Y/your life to fulfill it. I hope and wish Y/you the best if Y/you find the one to call Y/you Daddy... But in reality Y/you are worshiped by Y/your fellow male friends, but looked down on society as a whole. I brought this up in one of my classes and they all turned and looked at me. I just looked back at them, geeze Y/you all want to close the mouths before Y/you catch flies!! A lady has to do what she craves

***Smiles with a soft glow!!***

I only want to build a friendship, and hoping and wishing and desiring (sings title song to My Best Friends Wedding) ***smacks my forehead***

And no I DON’T cyber sex and that dag nabit phone sex either... SO DON’T ASK

Please do not private message me anything crude or rude, or nasty.. I may say hi if its nice.. But, warning you I forget I have them.. thus is why I don't like them. You'll be lost in Never Never Land with Peter and the lost boys..

I am sorry I don't give out my AIM / MSN / YAHOO
I feel if you want to get to know me you''ll try to talk to me on the chat. Then maybe, just maybe I will give you the screen name.. If I can remember them, You know at this age, when you have false teef, hearing aides, and a seeing eye dog, its difficult to remember where I left my B-O-B.

Ack!!! Screams where is B-O-B .

Runs to the closet, starts tossing out the penis pacifier, penis shot glass, stops to read the box with the red penis candle, dribbles white when lit.. *scratches head ok why white*
Ohhhh!! *Blushes*
Aw!! and ink pen (pulls the lid off) aCkKk! Can't use this to write checks its a penis pen...
oh oh lookie penis suckers...
oh oh there's B-O-B!!

aCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK NO NO NO!!

Anyone got any batteries to spare...

Grumbles to herself....

Ok! You think I have a penis fetish well, I don't just some twisted kinky minded friends play jokes on me with these things.... Giggles!! They do this to me every birthday..
Now some of Y/you may wonder if I really am submissive. Yes I am! OK, so some of you were wondering about my sanity as well, that’s still being brought to the attention of the Supreme Court. **Giggles** Wondering if He still remembers me


I once was told that I was bright, articulate, resilient, and posses one of the most naturally submissive personalities He has ever encountered.
Alas, it didn’t work out because of my actions.

In my journal I found two things I believe that are true for my beliefs...


(Don’t rag on them as I am entitled to my opinion, even if you think they are wrong.)

Stops for another potty break for the drowzie Dom’s.

Now is the time to go get another No Doze and A Pepsi and make Use of the bathroom. Walks up and tickles the sleepy Dom with His own

flogger… (Advice never leave these unattended as subs like to hide them)


Pulls out bubbles to entertain myself dancing and singing the song

"Tiny Penis You Are The One "(oops those aren't the right words) hehe

Bubbles, me loves.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ".¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ".¸¸.ºÖº.¸¸.ºÔºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ".¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔ ".¸¸. ºÖº bubbles!!!

Stops to look in the reflection of myself in the bald sleepy Dom… Straightens the seams on her stockings and making sure just enough of the tops are showing…Takes up her Merlot and takes a sip…then gargles... hehe !! no not really I have some class.. Ok ! settle in now…

Oh! Newbies welcome to the insanity of my mind.

Okie dokie slow pokies!

Wondering why I am standing before Y/you to tell Y/you about what makes me, me!

But, can I have Y/your eye above my shoulders. Please!!

I am highly spirited, classy, bubbly, sensitive, romantic, poet ,artistic, affectionate, passionate, humorous, good listener, helpful, would give you the shirt off any Dom close to me. . Some call me the Energizer Bunny!! Ha! Don't know why..Was told a few times I am a good kisser. But truthfully I am a true lady. Mostly very shy.

I am a very very touchie feelily kind of lady, just ask B - O - B

Depending on my mood I can be any where from a shy sweet blushing girl to an intoxicating kinky tease..

**waggle my eyebrows along with an evil smirk**

If that didn’t start a circus in Y/your pants, then I don’t know what would.

. <-(¯`°.°´¯)-«♥WhAt I HaVe LeArNeD♥»-(¯`°.°´¯)->

That Y/you can’t hide behind the words and emotions without being found out.. Be Y/yourself and don’t worry about what people think. It only matters to Y/you. The only one to blame is Y/yourself for being so insecure, I also learned that Y/your actions are louder than words and are very hurtful... I also want to apologize for the ones I hurt deeply. It wasn't what I wanted and it snow balled into something I didn't know how to stop. I am hoping in time you'll forgive me.


Also, there are a few out there that like to belittle others. Worrying about others opinions of a few people that are MORE INSECURE THAN YOU...
Is the only way to make them feel better!! If you make a mistake how long do you have to hear it? Until they look foolish to others too.


There is One Dom I learned so much from, over the last 2 years.
For this I will always be grateful and honored to have known that part of Him.

Y/you shall always be in my heart.. Sorry VIIX

(Gets a lil teary eyed)
I don’t curtsy often, but I do for Him, for He will always have my respect …
Gawd!!! River of Tears
Shakes my head as I lower my eyes, sighing over what I miss…

Oh!!! Shhhhhhhhhh!!

E/everyone has a soft spot for someone…

Well, Thanks for popping into the insanity of my mind.

Hoping Y/you found what Y/you wanted and more…

Y/you A/all now get a BIG Gold Star for making it through all this gibber jabber!!!

Blows kisses softly to the O/ones that care enough to write me sensible emails.

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7/18/2009 3:11:15 AM
Wow! I let it go farther than a years since I have written something. Lets see, I found the world of Facebook which also encountered alot of friends I grew up in the old neighborhood I lived in. Also, alot of High School friends. I enjoy talking to all of them. Its amazing as they really haven't changed that much, except the grey hair. Thankful for the invention of hair dye.

My granddaughter is almost 3 and full of life and energy. She keeps me going. I was able to get her into an Pre-school.. where they actually move from Music, Gym, Art, Cooking and Swim classes.

My daughter has a 3.7 gpa and son has 3.9 gpa.
Both working and driving now with permits. Soon they'll be on their own in their cars. I gave my daughter the 2003 Impala as she has my granddaughter. My son got the 2004 Ranger.
I bought a new convertible 2008 Toyota Solara.
She is amazing to drive. I do however, miss driving my truck.

Last November I finally got my front yard redone. It looks amazing now. I also got a new porch and driveway along with that.

We are headed down to Texas to spend time with family.

I did have sort of bad news in March, the doc thought I had pneumonia and so I went for 5 months of Cat Scans. Ok he ruled out that. Now they think I have what they call small cell cancer in my upper right lobe of my lung. No, I never smoked, this is second hand smoke. But, since it hasnt gotten any bigger in the last 6 months they want to watch it for another 6 and then I will see whats next. Grrr!! I think they dont want to bother it as it could be in a dorment stage and they dont want to do anything right now. Its a bit hard to live with this knowledge too.

Now my next thing to do is to redo my kitchen and bathrooms and then paint inside and out. 

I hurt right now is why I am up at 4 am, gosh. My right side hurts and trying not to stay on meds for that.

The kids were given a big round trampoline. and I am not to happy about it, but we have strict rules. No one jumps without a spotter. No one jumps without parent signature that i am not liable for anything that happens on this thing.
I remember being able to do all kinds of things on it as a teen. But, sort of scared to try it now.. It taunts me.

Well, I guess I need some sleep, whats nice is all the kids are gone for the weekend and I get to sleep in tomorrow.

Take care all!
Live, love and laugh!

harmonyluv



4/6/2008 4:14:46 PM
Well, I just looked at this and its been over a year since I have typed a word in here. I am officially made it to the top of the hill of the age 50.. Yup, yup I am 50 the big 5 .... 0..... It's not as bad as I thought it would be. I celebrated with my twin brother at a nice quiet dinner with my whole family. I am a grandmother of one lil precious lil girl. She is my lil darlin and I cherish her so much. I thought I was too young to be a Grandmother, but I guess younger the better. This lil girl is so smart, at 16 months she's talking sentences and singing whole songs and counting to 10 and saying the Alphabet to G on her own. She adores me, as when I am work my family says she looks for me all day long. I am officially called Naunie... she named me this, have no idea why or where she got this name, but I love it. My daughter and son are amazing. My daughter is back in school and going to get her dipolma and then go to college. She lives with my son and I. My son is playing football and doing track this spring. He is 6'4 now and he's not even 16 yet. Goodness, I need him to stop growing as I will have to get a chair to get into his face when he does something wrong. Not saying he does things all that bad, but he is showing his adsertiveness now. My mom travels alot now that Dad is gone, I miss her at times. But, I miss my friend that I talked for years to. Some day things will be mended and we will talk again I hope.

I found the most amazing job now. Not many say they enjoy their job. But, this job I swear was taylored for me. The people I work for are grand and my co-workers are super to work with. We all work as a TEAM. Its a company rebuilding itself and we all are holding our own to make it better. I work alot of over time now so I can help my daughter pay for a lawyer for full custody for my granddaughter. Her father broke into our home and held her at knife point when they broke up. Then he has done nothing but break the restraining orders and not showing up to court and getting more charges built against him. But, the best birthday gift he gave me was finally pleeding guilty to pleed bargin the DA gave him He goes to court for sentencing on 5-5-08. He is looking at 2 --- F4 and we also learned that he stole a car to get to our home that n ight to break in. So another county is looking into that and so that will be another Felony and here we have 3 strikes you're out. I don't want him in jail though. He will not get the help he needs there. This bargin that we offered him is that he goes to advanced anger management classes, domestic violence classes. Advanced parenting classes, drug and booze rehab. and classes to get his G.E.D. So he can get out in the world to better himself for his daughter. Also he has third party visitation rights. That means that he will have to go to a place to see his child under supervision. Seems a bit harsh but, actually its for his own good. He has a new girl friend and he was picked up there on domestic violence charges too. So there again he needs help. Well, alot going on for my next century in life and I guess I am strong as this all has been going on for 18 months. I haven't broken down yet. But, some days I feel as if I will. My daughter is so strong, I am so proud of her. Well, thats been my life this past year. I love you all. Have a wonderful spring and summer. I will keep you informed on what he was sentenced too.
Live, love life to the fullest.....
harmonyluv

3/22/2007 4:09:00 PM
Hello,

As I write this, a song is playing. Its your birthday... oh lordy. I forgot I turned 49 today. Ha!! That is so funny as I don't feel it at all.  I changed the age thingy ma jabby on here and I was like well one more year. I will be oh lordy!!! the big 50.

1/2/2007 2:57:16 PM
Wow! Happy New Year

 I haven't enter anything for almost a year. Well, this year has been something. I became a Grammy in October  and shes adoreable. More like a lil Domme, demanding all the attention with the cooing and the sweet lil smile. I tell her shes a pretty lil girl and she smiles shyly.. MMM just like her Grammy when I was a child. I see the inviisible lil horns on her. But, right now shes adorable. Wasn't expecting to be a Grandmother at this age. But, we are thankful that she is a healthy lil child with a lot going for her.

My son is 6'3 at 14 now and wearing a size 13 shoe. I can't keep up with him, nor can his father. His father and I  are on speaking terms now. I think it was the best for all interests to be able to talk and to be friends. Now, we are grandparents, we seem to be speaking more and more to one another. My daughter has turned out to be a wonderful Mommy. I was scared that I would be the one raising the child. But, I did teach her right to take the responsibility to be that great mom. Better than I ever was and could be. She told me I was the perfect mom. I don't think I am, but again we all have doubts about things we do and have done.

The day after Christmas I blacked out at the mall with my son. I went in for tests and waiting for the doctors to call me back as it snowed the next few days and everything got snowed in.

 I just heard we are expecting more snow. I have lived in here all my life and this is the most snow I ever remember getting here.

My schooling is going fine, just 18 months more and I will be in the field of nursing. I am working a part time job in the hospital records department, which helps me with my goal.

September was a bad time. I spent a month in Texas helping my neieces and nephew take care of their mother of 55 dying of breast cancer. She was sent home on the 4th and died on the 29th. Not only have two of my own, I have these three to take care of now. They are all grown and married. But, still were very dependent on their mother. I can't replace her, but I can be there for them. I still can't believe shes gone along with my dad. 

Life makes you think alot of times. Maybe too much. I know that if my father was still here, I wouldn't be self reliant. Now, I am in a cocoon about to bust out. I feel that its time to say ok world here I am and no one is going to stop me at all. Maybe I needed the time to resolve the feelings I had from my growing up and my sister and brother. But, my sister and I are now talking again. I spent time at Christmas with her and my brother. We all were together for once in like 4 years. It was so nice. We laughed and cried. I did one thing that made everyone look at each other and yes, it had something to do with Dad. I had these dog tags of sterling silver made up with Dads picture etched into it. Sort of looks holographic and under the picture says "My Guardian Angel" and on my childrens ones. I put their Aunt on the other side of it. It was special to them. It was as if Dad was with us then. 

Well, Hope you all have a wonder New Year and things go your way this time.

Harmony Luv

1/25/2006 8:51:24 PM

Happy New Year E/everyone! Its  Bit late, but better late than never. I haven't been on much lately, so I thought I would pop in and leave a quick note for all that wants to know whats up with me. Well, getting back into the swing of things of school and then I took a trip to Southern California for a Wedding.  I took some time and went to Disneyland for three days, then Universal Studios and then to the San Diego Zoo. I think I took so many pictures that it almost filled up the lappy.. Now to go thru and put names on them and to edit and delete the bad ones as it was cold as the North Pole there. I of course expected warmer weather there than home. So I left with just my light weight rain coat and no sweaters at all.. Gave me a excuse to go shopping, gawd I hate that and specially in a mall you have no clue where things are and the people I am sorry I have to say weren't to friendly at all. But, I survived and now exhausted came back with bronchitis.. But, I will always remember this trip. I got closer to my family that I haven't seen in ages and ages. I missed the family unit. But, I strive to bring that close to my heart once again. Well, its time for my head to lay on the pillow and dream of a man that just might take me away from all this.. Ha! there is no such man, I have come to the end of the search. Y/you all have fun and keep in touch now and then. I will be checking back now and then. But, until then, remember that dreams and wishes only come true if Y/you finally let your guard down and accept life as it is.
To each and E/everyone a star to dream upon !

Harmonyluv


10/31/2005 2:49:01 PM
Boy! It's been a long time since I have said anything at all here.  Ok! I guess the same things are going on.. Got the bedroom almost remodeled and working on the kitchen now and the dinning room next.  Well, its been 2 yrs since my father died. Seems like it was yesterday. I know he is with me where ever I shall roam. But, my heart is still aching for him to come home and call me and ask me "whacha doin"  It was right after he get home get dinner and then the phone would ring and I never set a clock around here as he was my time keeper...  I wrote this about a very close friend of mine Enjoy it please...

Bear

You are like a oak tree so strong

which can with stand any high winds.

You are like the rock the stand within

The sea, the heart of the ocean crashing

upon you not budging at all.

You are the light that showed my soul that
there is more to this world,

just open your heart to see it spin

this magical world with out end.

 

I don’t want to stop spinning

with the love I feel for you

Baby, you make the world go

round and round.

 

You are the eagle in the blue sky,

The protector of the mountain

That was about to die.

You are the one person that can

 Bring doubting to it knees.

Time the river thrashed it banks,

you were the one standing there

With opened arms like a

bear protecting his land.

 
We both can see deep with in a
hurricane that twirls into a

massive emotional state.

The strong heart of love will no sink or break
apart for its as hard as a diamond

 That shines in the mine.

 

I don’t want to stop spinning

with the love I feel for you

Baby, you make the world

go round and round.

 

Round and round we will go through

this world together as one.


I got to jet now.. Some studying and cooking to do... Take care all..
Smoochies ~n~ Huggeroos


7/10/2005 6:03:21 PM
I am home now.. Nicely tanned and more exhausted. I guess playing in the sun, surf and sand tires one out. Oh and the 15 hr drive straight thru to home too.. I did noting today and feel so guilty... I already did the wash in Texas and I got all the clothes put away and i did get a few necklaces made while sitting out in the sun talking...
Its not that late but I am going to bed...

Much love to all,
harmonyluv

7/7/2005 10:12:03 PM
Sitting here after a long lovely day at the beach. The skys were a bit of a gloom day,yet it seemed so quiet as the breeze kept the heat from my skin. I walked among the tides pools. Watching the waves roll. I then looked down, there were like 4 tiny sting rays that were thrusted upon the sand. I ran back and got this bit of a net I had in the truck and I swift ran back and helped the lil things back to the water... I watched them for about an hour as the swam around the area. Then just like Santa Clause they disappeared.

Each year I come to this same beach and we find so many different things. Like sand dollars, sun dials, scallop shells, olive pit shells, star fish, tiny lil orange shells. Besides the string rays there were these tiny lil clams of all kinds of different hughes of the rainbow. They would be washed upon the sand, as the water would leave they dug in fast to the sand. I did take a few pics I will put them on when I get home. I also took a digit video too, watching them dig into the sand.

We all had a wonderful time.  We are now proud owners of OH! Yesh! Hermit Crabs. Not only 2 but 4... I don't know why I agreed to them as I will be the one that will care for them...Idea feed them to the cat!! Oh! I can't do that.. Pour things!! I mean the cat!! :o)  haha!!

I head home tomorrow at 2 am its going to be a long ride home. But, it will nice to get back into the swing of things again. 

I am going to start to paint the house and fix it up now. I have some good ideas as I went to a few show homes here.  Now I got the urge to redecorate the house. Oh!!What a job. Well, i must jet to bed its late.

Much love to all...
harmonyluv

6/29/2005 1:58:32 PM
I Am BaAaCcKk!!!! Growling at all the skeeters bites and yesh i did use spray, but it seems these buggers just liked it more. I my knees and ankels look like I have chicken pox or something and no I am not stratching them... Like hell I am trying not too... I also got burnt yesh!! I used sunscreen, but in the sun for three days straight sort of hard not to get burnt.. I had the best of time the lil kids are so funny... Their skits were amazingly funny. And I enjoyed doing ours.  The three of us had them rolling on the ground. We had a few surprised visitors from HQ's and they took pictures and gawd I hope they don't end up in the scout paper that goes all around the state. But, we did have fun. I am reporting all boys and siblings were accounted for. Not sure if parents still have their minds. Actually, they asked me and my bestfriend why we were involved with scouts still if we didn't have scouts and we both looked at each other and said why togehter and we both pointed at each other becuase she made me, and we cracked up laffing.  Ok! leaving to go to Texas on Friday. Will be back I think around the 12th. And then I am going to head to Vegas around August 26th. So I have a busy summer of traveling and I don't mind as it will keep me busy and in the fresh air and out in nature. OHHH!!! I get to go to the beach toooo!!! My most fav. place to be, if I am not in the mountains. Which Monday, went fishing for the day and I caught the only fish out of 4.. Smiles brightly.... yup!! I am good at that. Well, this girl has some things to get done before I leave and theres a reunion of a few bands I use to go watch when I was a teen tonight. So I need to get ready to go listen to them actually two of the bands had guys that I went to school with so... yeah thats why I am going. Its at Hicc Ups...Well, have fun all the kinksters,
harmonyluv

6/23/2005 4:39:39 PM

Obituary for Mr. Sense

 
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense.

Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.

 

He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, and that life isn’t always fair.  Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies  (don’t spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge).

 

His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. - Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.

 

Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer aspirin to a student; but, could not inform the parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion.

 

Finally, Common Sense lost the will to live as the Ten Commandments became contraband; churches became businesses; and criminals received better treatment than their victims.

 

Common Sense finally gave up the ghost after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot, she spilled a bit in her lap, and was awarded a huge settlement.

 

Common Sense was preceded in death by his parents, Truth and Trust; his wife, Discretion; his daughter, Responsibility; and his son, Reason. He is survived by two stepbrothers; My Rights and Ima Whiner.  Not many attended his funeral because so few realized he was gone.  If you still remember him, pass this on; if not, join the majority and do nothing


6/22/2005 10:34:03 AM
Hi E/everyone. Been a while since i jotted down a bit of notes to you.. Actually been a bit busy with alot of the Vanilla life for the moment. I am involved with the Cub Scouts as a Chairwoman of the pack and its now take alot of time. As its time for the family camp out and alot of prep going into that. I swear some of the people that think they are the best thing that happened to the pack is like uggggs. Since I am chairwoman hehe ok!! Most of the Den dads dont like me saying no we cant do that its against the rules of the scouts. I mean had a dad that is going to do all the cooking and he wants 5th graders around the fire and cooking stoves.. Rules say they have to be 13 and so therefore I pissed him off saying no. But, ok I am a submissive, but had to put on my Domme cape and say noooooooooooo... This weekened is the camp out I will have to bring my bat if that gentleman gets a bit out of hand.. oh oh giggle oh we have like skits on saturday night with the whole pack around the camp fire. Gawd my best friend decided we needed to to the Swan dance again. ok that consists of tissue paper tutus and dancing and spitting water. We do it once in a while to make the kids and family crack up and tell you the truth it is very funny.  Seeing the leaders aka men in tutus too. I have alot of more prep to do so for now take care and have a lot of fun in the world of the kinkiness and love... Gotta fly. harmonyluv

6/11/2005 11:47:08 AM

For a while I have been getting a lot of real interesting emails. I would like to comment on some of them.  I guess I neglected in saying that I am looking for One just One for a commitment. I am not into poly and if you have another sub/slave. Please don't even try with me. I won't go there. Some are still giving me their AIM/MSN/YAHOO right of the bat.. GrRrR. I want to bite hard at that... Please if You want to talk to anyone the first step would be in the chat here on CollarMe. You might even find someone other than read profiles, and get to know their personalities first hand... And thus, is a reason I don't answer the ones back that give me their messenger screen names. I am found in the chat now and then... Ok~ Ok~ found in there a lot. I have found a sweet bunch of people there and I enjoy them all.. Shouts out to sister subbies/Domme's i wuffles you all, lips, warm, wyld, tayla, tink, leesa, Sketchy, SS, tarin, Wynter, MMNH, MC, lilone, TLB, shy,sxy, and for those I simply missed too!!! Its makes it a better place to have sisters that respect the whole.. fun... By the way if we open that Ice Cream/Candy shop again too often we all will be in big trouble. OK OK OK its open 24/7 now *smirks* For now have fun...
Enjoy life and all its kinks....


5/31/2005 1:43:02 PM

Can You Catch Me ?

I don't need to be chased. I need to be caught.
I've been falling through life for many years
and I'm about to hit bottom.

I'm like a baby eagle whose wing span
can't handle the force of the wind beneath it --
so, can you catch me before I crash ?

My mind and body will cease to be
if you don't scoop me up with your powerful wings
and carry me to the safety of the nest.

Can You Catch Me ?

Can you rescue my mind before it's plagued
with anymore delusions of a false reality ?

Can you use your eagle eyes
and guard me from the sickened stares
of those who only wanna rip my wings apart,
tear my flesh, and leave me a carcass ?

Can You Catch Me ?

Can you carry me to a safe haven
where I'm no longer an endangered species ?

Where I'm free to learn how to fly
with other baby eagles
under the watchful eye of their protectors ?

Can You Catch Me ?

Sometimes I feel myself getting stronger,
but right now I need your body beneath mine
'cause this flight is more that I can handle on my own.

Can you allow me to close my eyes
as the wind does something incredible
as we soar through the air, and
I feel the strength of being carried by you.

Can You Catch Me ?


R. Higgins copywrite 2004
"a stroke of the pen"

I love this poem!!!


5/31/2005 11:03:57 AM
Never Forget The Land Of The Free
9-11-01 Writen by M.E. W. 

It was one of the top 10 poems
 entered in the AOL poems for
this act against the U.S.A. Thought it appropriate for Memorial Day Too!!

 
Never forget as long as the Star-Spangled Banner waves over the land of the free
and home of the brave, that our
nation will be strong.

 
The freedom of speech and the
pursuit of happiness
are the right of
every person that lives in this land.

 
Every person has the choice to
live their life as they see fit and
with the knowledge that they
will be forever free.

 
Our flag of Stars and Stripes, the red, white,
and blue will always say that we will fight
for the right of the Spirit of America.
 
This spirit starts with each person
to hold true to his or her heart with the belief that the peace begins with all of America…

 
Peace is what was, now Peace
is what is meant to be.

Peace is the harmony that pulls at each and
every soul and heartstrings.
 
We need to stand together as brother and
sister alike no matter what the difference.
We each love this land and what it represents.
 
As we take each step from now on,
may we teach the meaning of peace and may it be our solemn promise.

As long as we have this and,
we shall be forever free.

5/21/2005 10:30:42 AM

Dominant vs. Domineering

If you haven?t already read the description of a Dominant, then I suggest that you do so before going any further.  You?ll need to have that fresh in your mind before you can appreciate the
contrast to someone that is ?domineering?.

The two terms, Dominant and domineering, are often misused and mistakenly considered interchangeable.  In the first instance, a Dominant, is part of a lifestyle.  One in which there are certain expectations and responsibilities.  An important part of that lifestyle, is the recognition that it needs to be mutually gratifying.  That is to say that the happiness and well being of a submissive is equally as important as the Dominant?s.

One thing that distinguishes a domineering person from a Dominant is a lack of this recognition.  People that are domineering are selfish, and serve their own interests.  It?s sad to think that being overbearing, loud and demanding might be confused with being Dominant, but the fact is that it often is.  Guess that doesn?t say much about us Dominants and the image we project.

Another way that domineering people differ from Dominants includes an inability to ?earn? things such as trust and respect.  They demand it.  A Dominant understands that trust and respect can not be commanded, but can only be bestowed upon one that has demonstrated a worthiness of it.

Similarly, Dominants cherish the submission that is offered them by a submissive.  They know its value, and the great strength it takes to make such a gift.  To contrast that, domineering people ?take? submission.  They make every effort to force it, steal it.  The gift of submission holds no value to them, it is simply a matter of taking by force what they desire.

It's always important to recognize that Dominants are humans.  They're complete and well rounded individuals, as outlined in my article "What Is A Dominant".  And as humans yhey make mistakes.  That's unavoidable.  Dominants have the self confidence to face their mistakes.  To own up to them, admit them, apologize for them and make things right.  Those that are merely domineering often do not admit mistakes.  They portray a facade of perfection that in and of itself is not credible.  They do not make amends for mistakes, nor apologize for them in some mistaken belief that "Dominance" is never having to say you're sorry.

Don?t fall into the trap of confusing domineering with Dominant.  As a Dominant, be aware of the difference and always avoid taking, stealing, demanding, or forcing what should and must be given freely.    Your submissive will give as capable, and while you do wish to help stretch limits, and promote growth, encouragement and compassion are more powerful and effective methods.

As a submissive, watch for the characteristics that might indicate that a ?Dominant? is really domineering.  Remember that anyone may apply a label to themselves.  Whether it fits or not is another matter.  As a submissive, you are under no obligation to submit to anyone not of your choosing.  Don?t feel pressured or bullied.  Ask for help if you feel intimidated.  You have a marvelous and invaluable gift.  Give it to One that is deserving.  :)

 Rover??Copyright 2001

  Copyright?2004 (?gi? All Rights Reserved


5/20/2005 8:37:38 PM

A Rude Awakening to Say The Least

A time comes in your life when you finally get it. When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH!

Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold onto what you can’t have. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes.

This is your reflection You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter).  That any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you, and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.

You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect, and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are and it’s OK. (They are entitled to their own views and opinions.) And you learn the importance of loving and championing yourself, and in the process a sense of newly found confidence is born of self-approval.

You stop bitching and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn't do for you) and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn that not everyone will always be there for you, and that it's not always about you. So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance.

You stop judging and pointing fingers, and you begin to accept people as they are and to over look their shortcomings and human frailties and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness.

You realize that much of the way you view yourself, and the world around you, is a result of all the messages and opinions that have been ingrained into your psyche. And you begin to sift through all the crap you've been fed about how you should behave, how you should look, how much you shouldn't weigh, what you should wear, where you should shop, what you should drive, how and where you should live, what you should do for a living, who you should sleep with, who you should marry, what you should expect of a marriage, the importance of having and raising children, or what you owe your parents.

You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. And you begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for. You learn the difference between wanting and needing, and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you've outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with, and in the process you learn to go with your instincts. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility, and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO. You learn that the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry, and that martyrs get burned at the stake.

Then you learn about love. Romantic love and familial love can be there. How show love and how to give love and if it doesn’t work and both are not happy then it's how to turn away and walk. You learn not to project your needs or your feelings onto a relationship. You learn that you will not be more beautiful/handsome, more intelligent, more lovable, or important because of the man or woman on your arm or the child that bears your name.

You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You stop trying to control people, situations, and outcomes. You learn that just as people grow and change, so it is with love. And you learn that you don't have the right to demand love on your terms. Just to make you happy. And, you learn that 'alone' does not mean lonely.

And you look in the mirror and come to terms with the fact that you will never be a size 5 or a perfect 10 and you stop trying to compete with the image inside your head and agonizing over how you "stack up." You also stop working so hard at putting feelings aside, smoothing things over, and ignoring your needs.

You learn that feelings of entitlement are perfectly OK . . . and that it is your right to want things that you want. And that sometimes it is necessary to make demands. You come to the realization that you deserve to be treated with love, kindness, sensitivity, and respect and you will not settle for less. And you allow only the hands of a lover who cherishes you, to glorify you with his or her touch. And in the process you internalize the meaning of self-respect.

And you learn that your body really is your temple. You begin eating a balanced diet, drinking more water, and taking more time to exercise. You learn that fatigue diminishes the spirit and can create doubt and fear, so you take more time to rest. And, just as food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul, so you take more time to laugh and to play.

You learn that, for the most part, in life you get what you believe you deserve. And that much of life is a self-fulfilling prophecy. You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for, and that wishing for something to happen is different from working toward making it happen. More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success, you need direction, discipline, and perseverance.

You also learn that no one can do it all alone and its OK to risk asking for help. You learn that the only thing you must truly fear is the great robber baron of all time: FEAR itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears, because you know that whatever changes you can handle it, and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your terms.

You learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom. You learn that life isn't always fair, you don't always get what you think you deserve, and that sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people. On these occasions you learn not to personalize things. You learn that God isn't punishing you or failing to answer your prayers. It's just life happening. And you learn to deal with evil in its most primal state - the ego.

You learn that negative feelings such as anger, envy, and resentment must be understood and redirected, or they will suffocate the life out of you and poison the universe that surrounds you.

You learn to admit when you are wrong and to build bridges instead of walls. You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower. Slowly, you begin to take responsibility for yourself. by yourself, and you try to make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never ever settle for less than your heart's desire. And you hang a wind chime outside your window so you can listen to the wind. And you make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility.

Finally, with courage in your heart and with God by your side, you take a stand, you take a deep breath, and you begin to design the life you want to live as best as you can.

In life everything is a commitment.

 


5/20/2005 8:35:49 PM

The Art of Letting Go

It's over. He's gone.

Why do we have to part while the love is still there? Why do we have to suffer? Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye? Why do beginnings have an end? Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end?

There are questions left unanswered, words left unsaid, letters left unread, poems left undone, songs left unsung, love left unexpressed, promises left unfulfilled.

In a relationship, one of the hardest things to do is saying goodbye and letting go. It is as hard as breaking a crystal because you'll never know when you will be able to pick up the pieces again. More often than not, they who go feel not the pain of parting: it is they who stay behind that suffer, because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be, a love that was.

At the beginning and at the end of a relationship, we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone. Unfair as it may seem, but that's the way love goes. That's the drama, the bittersweet and the risk of falling in love. After all, nothing is constant but change. Everything will eventually come to its end without us knowing when, without us knowing how, without us even knowing why. And we must forget not because we have to but because we have to.

In letting go, sorrows come not as a single spy but in battalion. It seems that everywhere you go everything you do, every song you hear, every turn of your head, every move of your body, every beat of your heart, every blink of your eye and every breath you take always reminds you of him. It's like a stab of a knife, a torture in the night. Funny how the whole world becomes depopulated when only one person is missing. Just imagine, there are billion people on earth and yet it seems you feel lonely and empty without the other.

I don't know if it's worth calling an art, but letting go entails special skills sparkled with a considerable space and time. Time heals all wounds but it takes a little push on our part. Acceptance plays a part. Not all love stories end with "...and they live happily ever after."

Sometimes we have to part because of circumstances beyond our control. We have to suffer if it would mean happiness for others. We have to cry to temporarily let go of the pains. Every beginning has its end like every dawn has its dusk. It's something we can't control, something we had to live up.

It's over. He's gone. But life has to go on. Goodbye doesn't always mean forever. There will always be a place and time where questions will be answered, words will be spoken, letters will be read, poems will be recited in the night, songs will be sung in harmony, love will be expressed in solitude and promises will be fulfilled. Somewhere. Somehow. Someday.


5/20/2005 8:35:10 PM

A true submissive

 

Listens to her heart

 Listens to her Master

 Listens to her soul.

 

.A true submissive

 Seeks to be lead

 Seeks to be taught

 Seeks to be instructed.

 

 A true submisive

 Desires to please

 Desires to be loved

 Desires to be treasured.

 

 A true submissive

 Needs to give

 Needs to kneel

 Needs to follow.

 

 A true submissive

 Cries with her Master,

 Cries for her Master,

 Cries from the joy of love.

 

 A true submissive

 Is not a door mat

 Is not a barbie doll

 Is not a trophy.

 

 A true submissive

 Is never to be abused

 Is never to be taken for granted

 Is never to be harmed.

 

  A true submissive

 Is a lady

 Is a lover.

 Is a best friend.

 

 A true submissive

 Is always treasured

 Is always honored

 Is always respected

 
Whether in a satin gown

 Whether naked in your collar

 Whether vibrant

 Whether ailing

 Whether happy

 Whether sad

 Whether smiling

 Whether crying

 

She is and always will be His true submissive.

______________________________________


5/20/2005 8:32:25 PM

A Master 
A Master who displays sensitivity will be a Master who is sensitive to you.

A Master who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect. 

A Master who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears.

A Master who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper. 

A Master who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone. 

A Master who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words.

A Master who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under his weight.

A Master who controls himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way. 

A Master who does not have to prove his point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share.

A Master who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give. 

A Master who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from.

A Master who is calm will be a Master who can weather your storms. 

A Master who has walked the path to peace will be a Master able to guide you along that path.

A Master who does not shout will be a Master who will never deafen you. 

A Master who knows himself will be a Master who will have time to know you. 

A Master with an open mind will be a Master who never stops learning. 

A Master who never stops learning will be a Master who never stops growing. 

A Master who always seeks to be the best he can be for you is the only

Master truly worthy of being called a man’s man


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mislia
 
 Age: 33
 Denham Springs, Louisiana