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| I'm a woman, recently separated from the man who I had considered my "owner." I came into "my own" when I realized I identified as a slave; that I loved being owned, possessed, used, managed/supervised, sometimes humiliated, controlled ... and always protected.
Besides being a submissive woman and trying to keep that identity now that I am single, I'm also a teacher, and an artist. I will be selling some artwork online soon. Even though I take pride in what I do, I am careful to stay humble. I need a strong male presence in my life; I am supposed to please a man, and I will work hard to know how to please somebody if he is the right man. I love being controlled; given orders; talked dirty to, and yes, even verbally humiliated. As long as there is some friendship in the mix ... so it's not all tough, all the time ...
but I have to keep moving forward as a submissive. I need somebody to humble me. Please.
I loved being a slave ... I loved that he had me tie myself to the bed by one leg and stay in my room if i wasn't with him ... the little tasks, the punishments, the chores, the assigned routines, the kinky little things he would have me do simply for his amusement ...
If you did really become my owner, then I would have to do as you wish ... but until then, if you will be the man to train me completely (because my other master never finished, and I am still bad a lot of the time), I am careful, and shy, and one limit is that I won't do any webcams until I've known someone a while ... I don't like to do photos, but might consider photos if they didn't show my face (or if they were for my Master).
My training as a slave was not completed. I am very much in need of a truly Dominant man who will keep me on my toes and put me in my place, with the possibility of a future, or else just online D/s relationship. I am fairly experienced, but have not yet experienced the level of submission I know I can be taken to.
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