my thoughts

you calm my soul with just one touch of your hand. you make my worries disappear with just one breath you are my heat beat and my voice. you are the love in a love song. you are my happy tears when i crie. if i had wings you would be my wind to let me sore to the heavens and sing your love  song. your touch is like fire and it burns me so without your love where would i go what would i do. you are not there to sooth me in my sleep and keep me warm. you do not lift me up any more i crash and burn at your feet. must you hold me down and not let me fly. must the wind not blow and my soul not sore. must your voice be gone from my ears. as you are gone from my cite. tell me it;s not so. for i cannot fly without my wind. I'm a broken shell of my self cannot you see this or must i suffer from you're mistakes as well. for you're touch and burnt my wings to ash. there is no need for you're wind as now I'm grounded to walk the earth like mortal men. so look what you have done to me. with just you're hands alone you have broken what i have built out of my soul. don't you see what you have done to me. i cry yet you hear nothing but you're own words how can i bare my soul to you when you hear nothing i say. it matters not to you. so i cry no more and say nothing at all. i let you hold the shell that is my body as the soul looks on for its own hell of you're making.