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| Okay, so here goes! I am a 32 year old submissive female. I am looking right now for friends in the lifestyle so that I can continue to learn. I am currently just trying to wrap my brain around who and what I am again, so I am very reserved as to what I am willing to give of myself.
I am a single parent, so don't think that I am going to jump at the first person who perks my interest, as I have to make sure my daughter is cool with things too! I must also state right now, I am NOT - under ANY circumstances - planning on having any more chiildren! I work part time in the film industry as a Make-up artist, and as such tend to keep some odd hours. I also must point out that I work for myself, and as such do not allow anyone any kind of control over what I do as a career.
I am a very strong and independant woman, who knows what she wants out of life, so if you are looking for a door-mat look somewhere else, because that is not who and what I am. I am intellegent, well spoken, and not willing to talk to anyone who can't string together more than three words without straining their brain. I know that seems harsh, but I cannot stand talking to someone who can't hold a conversation.
So, if you are still interested, drop me a line, and we'll see what happens.
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Okay, so here goes my first post in this space. I have been thinking more and more lately about what it is that I am looking for. I keep saying that I am submissive, but what does that really mean? I am not a doormat, I am not the kind of person you can completely dehumanize, because I have had that happen in the past, and I have been very adamant about not winding up that way ever again in my life. I do wish to find someone who understands that even though I really do deep down wish to be someone's slave, I also believe that it takes time to build the trust that is a requirement for that kind of commitment. I know what a slave is, and I do know what expectaions there are on a slave. A slave is not just a person who craves kinky sex, and all that goes with it. A slave is someone who truely and completely is owned by someone else. They are completely and utterly cared for by their Master, and they do as they are asked, even if it means giving up something they really would rather not give up.
I need to feel like I am owned, 100%, not to have to worry about anything in my life, aside from making my Master happy. I know there will be times when I very much feel like I don't want to do things, and I know there will be times when I want something so badly, and not be able to have it. The smartest slaves are the ones who communicate freely and clearly with their Master, and do not try to control things. They tend to be smart and articulate, and I would be surprised to find a Master who didn't want one who was exactly that. I know that I cannot be the only one who thinks that there is a lot more mental and psychological to this lifestyle than I have yet to see. I guess I will know when I find that dynamic. |
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| Age: 20 |
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