ok, so i wrote multiple paragraphs describing what i think i'm really like and what i really want . . .then thought better of it . . .and deleted it all . . .maybe too much information is intimidating . .. and i'm not sure anyone out there really wants to know what i really thing . . .i don't know . . .anyway . . .until i can think of a clever, witty, less wordy way of saying what i want to say i'll leave it at this. . . .