About my sadistic side. It's all about having a personal c*nt, a hole, a fucktoy. There is a big part of me that thoroughly gets off on inflicting pain to a nasty girl. On seeing scared, crying eyes. Eyes so wide with fear that my adrenaline goes into overtime. I can smell it, and feel it. I want to bruise you so deeply that you fear it will never go away. I want to mark you, and see you crumbling with fear, pain and excitement. I want you to be my whore and beg for more. I want to know that you enjoy it as much as I do. You need to enjoy being used, more than that you need to love it. You need to love being my fantasy.
There are no safe words. Safe words are for "lifestyle" people. If you trust me, then you don’t need one. I want you to want me to degrade you, and make you feel dirty and used. I want to use you. I want to fill you with cum, and make you beg for more, because you are a cum loving whore. I want you to be my trashy little slut, to be used for my pleasure. And in doing so and being so used, you too, gain pleasure. I want you to be the image of whatever I fantasize about at that time. All of your holes will be open, and ready to be used. I want you to wake me up in the night, greedily sucking my c*ck. When I choke you, I want to see the smile, because we both know you are a total whore and you love it... And when I see the terribly beautiful bruises that cover your body, I want to remember how hard I came. Nothing is hotter than gaping holes, open like a 7-11 24 hours a day just for me!
And when it’s all over, I want you to be June Cleaver. Why? Because that’s what I want.
About "the rest" of me:
I am a fairly simple person in that the things I want are easily obtainable. I want a nice home. I want a person to share my nice home with. I want a stable and loving relationship. I want to be able to explore the possibility of having a family with that person.
I am a federal employee, and a veteran of the United States Army, so obtaining my home will be easy. I am not and probably will never be a wealthy man, I will however have a rich life. I want love. Undying, never ending, insatiable love. I want to laugh, cry, learn, and live with someone special. I want to grow old together. I don’t want drama, or conflict, and I want to avoid as much pain as I can.
About you:
You should be stable in the classic sense. By stable, I mean emotionally stable. You should believe in fairy tale endings. You should want all of the above things. You should be strong, but with a tender and loving heart. As far as BD/SM goes, you should enjoy it as an enhancement to our active sex life. You should enjoy it as a fun form of kink. I don’t want a slave, a servant, or a door mat.
About us:
We will love each other like today is our last day. There will be unconditional honesty between us. There will be a kind of commitment that is like an anvil or a rock. Our motto will be "two sticks are stronger than one" and we will never waiver in that commitment. We will complete each other like book ends. We will explore life, like a mansion full of rooms. We will build our future and it will be as strong as can be. We will fall asleep in each others arms and wake up smiling at each other, knowing that today we will be blessed and in love.
Some of the things I enjoy are:
SCUBA
Surfing
Boating
Travel
Hiking
Fishing
Nature
Animals
Cooking
Symphony
Reading
Music
Family
I don’t do all of the above things, but would like to experience them all.
I want to embark on an epic journey. I will need a special person to compliment my travels. Are you ready? Then let the journey begin.
Yeah, Im crazy... crazy like a fox.
Hmmmm, what do I need? I need a girl that is scary in all the right ways. Apply within.
