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| First of all, my wife does not know I am here.
Secondly.. I am here for my wife.
She is turning 37 very soon, and she has already major mental stress about turning 40. Most people who meets her would not guess she is even 30, she looks very young, but obviously... she is as old as she is, not as old as she looks.
She have many things she would have liked to done, but over the years she have grown very careful. She has anxiety about many things, and she has these internal walls that blocks her from living out her desires.
We have spoken about her living out some of her dreams, and that I am ok with that. However she is to afraid, and even though I offer to come along and be there with her as she "play" with other men.. she is to afraid. To scared...
I am a good husband in many ways, but I am not Dominant. I am far to weak to push her over these walls. Even though I know she wants it.. I want it.. I just dont have the strength.
I want to get in touch with someone with the experience and the Dominant nature to groom her. To rebuild her confidence and help her be ready for a Dominant man to play with her. Someone who will use me, as a tool to make her ready.
I dont expect it will be done quick.. but I hope it will be done before she turns 40.
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