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I am studying in the MystressWorld program to learn how to become a better
boy. My final goal is to one day find a wonderful woman to surrender to as her sub husband/wife and serve and obey in lasting long term realtionship.
For me domination/submission is love distilled - think only of me, desire only me, obey only me. Casual play for me is impossible - sometimes I wish it were not. I am offering not just my body but also my heart and soul. This deep intimacy, this emotional nakedness is a big part of the draw of this for me.
I have found the more I have feelings for someone and the more that love and respect is returned...the more biddable I find myself becoming. I'm a sucker for a woman saying I am cherished or being called dearest. (Being called slut is fun too...) When I have interacted with those who felt love would get in the way of the “kink” - I have felt uncomfortable.
Most couples will never discover what their partner really wishes and desires. I don't expect to get everything I want - but I do want to be in a relationship where I have to hold back nothing.
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I do have a deep desire to please and serve but I seek a woman who also wishes for me to be fulfilled and happy as well in the relationship. I understand that Her desires/needs will always come first (I've been in four relationships with dominant women)...but I do wish that my desires, in some way, also matter somehow.
I do take this all very seriously but humor is important to me as well.
Thank you to the wonderful women who make up the MystressWorld program. I am grateful for all I have learned and I am eager to accept the HARNESS and the WHIP and learn how to become a better boy.
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