Hi, I am a 31 year old submissive woman. I am not a

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	Hi, I am a 31 year old submissive woman. I am not a slave, and do not wish to be one. I am looking for a man who sees me as his near equal outside the bedroom. I have been making my own decisions and taking care of myself for a long time and have no desire to be with someone who wants to try to take that away from me. The man I seek guides and nurtures and provides security. He likes to be in control in the bedroom but not to any extreme. I doubt I will find him here as I have been on and off here for years and have yet to have any real luck, but something is missing and I guess I am willing to try looking here again. I will provide pics upon request. Just for fun... you go to the top of the list if you are more than 10 years older than me. And if you have an accent, any accent though UK accents (brittish, scottish and irish) and southern us accents are among my favorites. Random facts about me: I am a bit of a nerd, I love Harry Potter, Marvel Comics, Narnia, Game of Thrones and Doctor Who. I like to read and write, draw, play guitar, sing, and love photography and the outdoors. My #1 crush at the moment is Iain Glenn.

6/5/2017 6:44:50 AM

Sometimes... most of the time...life seems so complicated. i have lived in a world of in-betweens for my whole life it seems. i have felt like i am being pulled in a million different directions with no real sense of peace about any of it. i was raised in church by parents who liked that there were strict moral codes to keep everyone in line, though i later discovered that neither of them were as strict as they seemed. i knew from an early age that i was different that i wanted to be free in my sexuality and in the way i expressed it. i liked sex in many of its forms and i constantly struggled with the "right and wrong" of it all. i am still to this day torn. i love God and i want to be in ministry, it is a passion, even a calling i believe, but how do i reconcile that with the other part of me? There is a part of me who has been programmed to look down on the lifestyle and to consider it sinful and yet i do not feel sinful when i engage with people i love. Why is this so hard for me? Why am i so scared? My friends, those who i am close with in the church etc would not understand, they do not want to understand, so i keep my lives separate. But that is not what i want either. do i have to always hide? i hate this place i am in right now.