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I can't help if i have such dark and deviant desires. I have had them all of my life.
It has been a long time coming. All of my life. Well, since the age of 16. (I am 43 now) i have had the fantasy of living the D/s lifestyle as a sub or slave, depending on Mistress' definition. i have had passing experiences - kinky parties or whatever. I have even paid for pro domme sessions to help me externalize my pent up desires and intrinsic needs to be at the command of a Woman who is dominant.
So now i am at a place in life where i can finally commit without distraction or fear of interruption due to other obligations.
I live my life like most people, with normal activities like going out for dinners, to see art, music and movies, etc. But when i transform into sub-space. I get a chill and actually feel the unburdening of my male ego leaving me. when i am brought into my natural place at the feet of my Mistress, i am happy in my servitude.
I am most drawn (but do not define what I am seeking by) Strong, arrogant, bossy, (scolding) humiliating, emascalating Women, who just by looking at me can send chills down my spine. i will suffer almost anything to be under this spell. drawn to the light like a moth.
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