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| HI, I have recently realized my interest in submission and am looking for some classes or seminars in domination/submission. My life and job have been an exercise in being strong and controlled. I am not interested in 24/7 submission but rather sexual surrender and submission. The idea of weakness, of someone strong enough that I can be week is like a drug. Lately I have been reading 'Erotica and the bdsm books get me so hot I can hardly sit still. They set me on fire. Yes I am definately looking into bondage, gags sensory deprivation, fellicia ( shit misspelled it means a blow-job). Use of toys, breast bond-age, stimuli, spankings. No whips No sadism or humiliation please. If I wanted to be made to feel inconsequencial and like shit I would go visit my mother. There are other things but this is it off of the top of my head.
I am 53 years old. I am married to a man who if not a submissive, has a very weak personality. It will take a strong personality to tame me. I am stubborn and strong minded. I am a nurse, I take care on high risk labor patients NICU And PICU patients. I like to garden, croquet, I am good at cooking but frequently lack motivation I enjoy reading and lunching with friends while we gossip. I have two beautiful children who will always come first. If that bothers you then maybe I do need a spanking.
I am American born actually here in the San Fernando Valley. I am Hebrew however I admit that I am an Italian want to be and dream some day of retiring to Sicily.
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