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RoissyWEST
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| I am currently in service, and not looking for anything or anyone.
This much I know about myself: It is when I surrender that I?thrive.... but it is not always easy for me to lay down......
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Sometimes it seems that being submissive to a man is inherent inside me..... that it was woven into me as my spirit and soul were created..... but this can not be true..... Because though I am prone to serve and be found pleasing..... to pamper a man, and do His bidding..... and though I prefer to speak respectfully, and am aware of my place.... There are times I need to be?taken?to that place of humility and meekness.
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It is through my suffering at the hands of a wise and determined Master that I am made peaceful..... It is in my surrender that I touch the divine.....
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In my everyday life I need the guidance, and consistency that only One who masters can provide. I have tried to control my world, and learned I am not good at it. I am more comfortable following than I ever will be leading, and appreciate a Master who is comfortable in His dominance and?ownership?of a girl who depends on Him.
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This is who I am.
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I have lived a 24/7 TPE dynamic in real time for the better part of the last 7 years. Online, long distance, part time.... None of this would seem real to me after having answered directly, on a daily basis, to One who governed me.
In my quest to be part of something bigger than myself, I have burned myself out on poly relationships. At the risk of sounding toppy, I must admit that I am sick to death of all the complications in the poly relationships I have experienced, and am committed to being owned by a man who seeks to be happy with just one girl.... me!
So we are on the same page.... I am holding out for love..... It doesn't happen right away, I realize this.... it doesn't have to be romantic (though I am of course open to romance) but I'll die without being able to give and receive affection..... I don't want His feelings for me to interfere with His direction of me, but there has to be love.....
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| Age: 24 |
| Los Angeles,
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